“Tease.”
“I didn’t do anything.”
“Silence means consent, darling.”
“Actually, it doesn’t. Check the Criminal Code.”
“You don’t have to go, you know. Not really.”
“Yes, I do,” she said, getting up. “Really.”
Priest stood up and blocked her way. “Do you know what you’re playing with?”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“What I mean is, if you really believe I ordered that gormless German twit to shoot a defenceless woman, what does that say about you? That you come here and get all cozy, looking all hot and bothered-”
“Hardly. I’m leaving now.” She pushed past him and headed for the kitchen.
“Ambition isn’t the only pheromone you give off, in case you don’t know. But you do know, don’t you? You know very well. You want to play with fire, sweetheart, you better be ready for a little heat.”
“I’ll need my coat.”
“Of course. Sorry.” His tone had changed again. Once more he was the gracious host. He walked her to the door and retrieved her coat. She put it on, fighting with the zipper.
“Come on, Lise. Dinner’s one thing, but you really can’t still think I had anything to do with Marjorie Flint or Laura Lacroix.”
“I don’t.” The zipper finally surrendered and she pulled it up. “But I do think you killed Regine Choquette, and I’m going to put you away for it. That’s what Lise wants.”
Giles Blunt
Until the Night
From the Blue Notebook
The low sun shining in Rebecca’s eyes as she said, I think we’re going to die. I just mean it factually.
Quite possible, I said, noting the lack of fear in her voice, a preparedness to meet fate head-on, on fate’s terms. But let’s try to do it on actual land rather than a chunk of ice.
What about staying where we are, waiting for the plane?
The arrangement was that a station radioed in to Resolute at agreed-upon days and times. In our case, every two days. If a check-in was missed and the station could not be raised, a plane would be in the air within a matter of hours. Unfortunately, we had checked in the day before.
It’ll be hard for them to spot us, I said. Kurt may be all right-the radio mast is visible and he probably even has a beacon-but a single plane is going to have a hard time spotting us.
And there was the matter of keeping warm.
It was my idea to set out for what was now the western end of the floe. Although we were closer to Axel Heiberg, the current was taking us toward Meighen Island. The Polar Continental Shelf Project had once had a camp there, and there was a chance it was still operating.
My memory goes wading among the four of us like a ghost, reaching out to try to protect Rebecca, enclose her in my giant hand and keep her warm, but of course she does not see me, feel me. Nor does my younger self. I remember the fear, the panic in my chest, and an odd sense of guilt, as if I were the one, and not Kurt (or her own curiosity and ambition), who had lured Rebecca north of the eightieth parallel, where she was now very likely going to die. I was a creature of the High Arctic, went walking there even when I was not working there, studied the maps and journals of the great explorers. It was as if she were meeting my family and they were being hateful.
They say you haven’t really travelled in the Arctic unless you’ve been lost at least once. I have been lost many more times than that, twice on Ellesmere alone, once in Greenland north of Thule. The fear was intense, but nothing compared with what I was feeling now. And yet my mind was skipping forward to some years in the future-a house, a quiet street and the smell of fallen leaves, Rebecca seated in a leather chair. A wall full of books.
That was one future. The other was gathering itself into a darkness in the west, not much more than a smudge at that moment, between the surface and the sun. I was about to point this out when there was a gunshot behind us. We turned our backs on the indigo water and scanned the horizon. Jens and Ray were no closer to us than they had been when we stopped. I took a look through my field glasses.
Something’s wrong, I said.
Maybe they saw a plane or something. Trying to draw attention?
Give me the flare gun.
What for?
And the belt. Just give it to me. I reached inside my fleece and pulled out the radio and handed it to her. Keep this. Kurt may manage to get the mast working, or there may be a submarine in the area. If I don’t come back, head west quickly-that means keeping Heiberg at your back-and try an SOS every half-hour. Keep it inside your jacket.
Kit, what are you doing?
Wait here. I won’t be long.
16
Away from the warmth of Leonard Priest’s hearth, not to mention the heat of his attentions, Delorme shuddered with the cold. The touch of the February night at her neck and wrists, the gaps in her clothing.
As she moved toward her car, careful in her dress shoes that were never meant to come near snow, she saw a car heading away from her and then making the turn off Crozier, a Camry. Too far away to make out the plate or even be sure of the colour, but it looked like John Cardinal’s Camry.
Paranoia, she thought, starting her car. That paranoia was telling her to move fast, get a good look at that Camry. She took a deep breath and resisted the urge.
No doubt that shudder upon stepping outside Leonard Priest’s house had to do with things other than the low temperature, the crystalline cold abrading her face. Guilt, all right, yes, tremendous guilt. Guilt of the Catholic girl gone wrong. Guilt for breaching her professional ethics. Guilt because she was pretty sure she was in love with John Cardinal and she had just allowed another man to touch her-and this less than a week after that night at the club.
“What’s happening to me?” she said aloud in the car. She reached for the heat control and turned it up full. In any other circumstances, I would have broken the bastard’s arm.
Some women like to be scared.
She hadn’t been scared-not of Priest, anyway. But fear was definitely one of the intoxicants flowing in her veins, just as it had been at Club Risque. Since Priest had not been particularly threatening, it could only be herself she was afraid of.
John Cardinal’s got nothing to do with it, she repeated over and over to herself as she drove home. John Cardinal and I have no relationship.
She hadn’t finished taking off her coat when the phone rang.
“Frank Toye on the desk. Hope I didn’t wake you. Got a call from the hospital-one of yours is in Emergency, asking for you. The doctor was pretty insistent, so I thought I’d check with you before I sent-”
“She gave me this.” The doctor, absurdly young, reached into his white coat and pulled out a key. “She said to give it to you and tell you top right drawer of her desk.”
“Top right drawer.” Delorme took the key and put it in her pocket. A gurney transporting an unconscious man clattered by, IV swinging. “Can I see her?”
“Not right now.”
Dealing with a battered woman too dumb to get out of a self-destructive situation was not high on Delorme’s list of priorities at the moment. On the other hand, she didn’t want Miranda Heap to wake up and change her mind. She drove the few blocks to the woman’s home and let herself in.
It was one of the contradictions of Miranda Heap’s life that she was a very orderly person. Much more orderly
