OK, what do you do? You’re a couple of miles from shelter, there’s no one else around and a large bird of prey attacks you. Any terms of reference for that? Because I hadn’t. Knowing the stupidity of trying to outrun a bird, especially a big one, that’s exactly what I did. I felt the rush of wind that could even have been physical contact as the bird passed overhead again.
What the hell was going on here? Birds didn’t attack people. Had I fallen asleep at my desk and woken up in a Hitchcock movie? I glanced up. OK, I needed a plan. Fast. To my left was a wired fence, about four feet high, with woodland on the other side. The bird would almost certainly find it harder to attack me around trees than in open countryside.
It was coming back, lower, heading straight for my face. I turned and sprinted for the fence. The bird rose higher in the air, hovering above me, screeching like a banshee all the while. The trees were tall but slender. Luckily for me, they grew very close together and I really didn’t think the bird could fly down here.
It couldn’t and it didn’t try. But it wasn’t giving up easily. I could still hear it above the tree canopy, screeching, probably accusing me of all sorts of cowardice in bird-speak.
I made my way through the woods, ducking to avoid a low-hanging branch, and after about five minutes came into a small clearing. In the centre were the remains of a campfire. Kids sneaking out to drink cheap booze and smoke dodgy cigarettes was my first assumption. Except there were no obvious signs that teenagers had been here. Teenagers are messy; they don’t party and go home via the recycling bins. Yet there was nothing here but the blackened remains of a fire.
On the other side of the clearing was a narrow track and I made for it with relief. To my surprise, I found the path was lit. To either side of it, at five-yard intervals, alternating from the left side to the right, were small lamps. In brighter light I’d hardly have noticed them, but as the daylight got weaker they began to glow. They were solar powered, not dissimilar to the ones I had at home. Which meant they had to be wired up to panels. I walked to the tree nearest the lamp I was standing by. Sure enough, a thin covered wire ran up the trunk, going up higher than I could see.
Installing solar lights in a wood in the middle of nowhere was an expensive operation. And why would you light up a path leading to a clearing?
It was difficult to be sure in the growing gloom but I had a feeling I was coming to the end of the woodland. Through the trees ahead of me and to my left, I caught glimpses of large buildings. To my right was the field where the footpath lay and that was the obvious way home, but I was willing to bet the hawk from hell would have better night vision than I had. Better to get among the buildings, keep close to shelter and make my way back to the car.
I was still pretty jumpy by this stage so when something sounded behind me I spun round like I’d been shot. Nothing I could see, but woodlands are full of tiny creatures. Branches fall from trees, sometimes things just crack for no reason. No need to be alarmed, and walking backwards through a thick tangle of brambles, nettles and tough ground elder probably wasn’t a great idea. I turned back to face the way I was going.
And thought I might die of fright.
Directly in front of me, not ten yards away, a human figure hung by the neck from a tree. A split second later I realized it wasn’t a real person. It was just a large rag doll.
I moved closer. The doll was about three feet high. Its arms and legs seemed to have been made from a creamy-coloured cotton. It wore a yellow dress, stained by rain, mildew and bird droppings. Matching fabric had been sewn around its feet to simulate shoes. Its hands had been painted. Its hair was made from orange wool, twisted either side of its face in two plaits. Both were tied with large yellow bows. Its face was grotesque. A huge, grinning, misshapen mouth, heavy brows and fierce black eyes. A massive scar ran down the right cheek. This was no child’s toy: this had been made to scare. And it worked.
I made my way round the tree, giving the hanging figure a wide birth, suddenly feeling that a second encounter with a territorial bird might not be such a bad idea. Definitely not a bad idea, because the rag doll wasn’t the only thing hanging by the neck in these woods. Directly in front of me was an animal, swinging gently as though someone had given it a playful tap not moments before.
The fox was real. There was blood around its neck, which meant it had probably been alive when it was strung up here. On another tree, about five yards away, I could see another hanging figure. I was too far away to be sure it wasn’t human so I had to go closer. Too small to be adult, only about three or four feet high. I was close enough. Another hideously painted cotton face. Red hair this time, tied with blue ribbon.
Oh, this felt very wrong.
‘These woods are private.’
I’d had no idea anyone was near by and yet the small, silver-haired man had crept up close enough to touch. He was in country clothes, brown corduroy trousers and an oilskin coat.
‘What’s going on here?’ I asked without thinking, indicating the nearest doll. ‘What is this?’
I had to half admire the way a man hardly more than five foot seven could look down his nose at me. ‘Did you hear what I said?’ he asked. ‘Do you understand the word private?’
Oh, to have had my warrant card. ‘Sorry,’ I said, through gritted teeth.
‘That’s your quickest way out,’ he said, pointing to the field on my right, the one I’d been running through when the bird attacked. ‘I suggest you take it.’
I looked towards the industrial estate. ‘I’ll go that way,’ I said. ‘It’s a bit dark to be running through fields.’
His outstretched right arm didn’t budge. ‘That way,’ he said.
A bit annoyed now, I wished him a good evening and stepped to the side, meaning to go round him and head towards the buildings. He mirrored me, effectively blocking my path.
‘What do you think you’re doing?’ I asked him, sounding bolshie enough but just beginning to be a tiny bit afraid of him. He was in his early sixties and, whilst not a big man by any means, would probably outmatch me in strength. And there was something in his eyes that didn’t look quite reasonable.
‘My land,’ he said. ‘I can do what I like.’
‘No you can’t,’ I told him. ‘Get out of my way.’
He didn’t move. Except to point more emphatically with his right hand. ‘That is your way.’
‘What’s your name?’ I asked.
‘What’s yours?’ he replied.
Well, he had me there. Laura Farrow could not get into a public argument with a local landowner. If the regional police got involved, they’d find out soon enough that Laura Farrow didn’t exist. It could blow the whole undercover operation.
‘Have a nice evening, sir,’ I told him, which, on reflection, probably wasn’t wise. Wishing someone a pleasant evening and calling them sir was a decidedly copper-ish thing to do. I turned and walked quickly to the edge of the woodland. Once more over the fence and I was in the field. When I turned back, he was still watching me.
I started running. Didn’t stop till I got to my car.
I got home to an email message from Evi, asking if I might be free to join her at a supper party the following night. It would be a chance for me to meet more people, she said, and might give the two of us time to talk if anything had come up.
It would also, I realized, give me a chance to ask her about Nick Bell, whether she knew him, what she thought of him. I sent her a quick message back saying I’d be happy to join her and she replied instantly with the address. A farmhouse just outside Cambridge. We’d meet there at eight.
I spent the evening cruising the net again, looking for sites that might be inciting vulnerable people like Bryony, Nicole and Jackie to take their own lives. If they were out there, they were elusive. I was getting increasingly convinced that Evi’s theory wasn’t right. When I felt as if my eyes were in danger of falling out of their sockets, I sent my report to Joesbury and went to bed.
