stubborn as a mule. “You need to ask your grandmother, Harlow. It’s her story to tell, not mine.”
“She doesn’t want to talk about it,” I said.
She wouldn’t budge, and finally I gave up.
As I gathered up the swatches, I tried to understand what she and her family were going through. Mrs. James’s daughter Sandra had looked worse than her mother did, as if she’d suffered a one-two punch. Having your mother in jail had to be one of the worst things a person could experience. Only having it be your child would be worse.
The thoughts triggered a chain reaction of ideas in my mind. The argument between Mrs. James and Macon Vance that day at the club. Meeting Sandra and Libby, then meeting Steven Allen, Libby’s father. Their images flashed like scenes from a movie. Libby didn’t look like Steven, with his pointed nose.
I pictured the faintest smile on Libby’s face and the tiny dimple that formed. Just like the picture in the newspaper of Macon Vance…
Oh no. Had he putted a few rounds with Sandra Allen?
“Harlow?” Mrs. James said, her eyes narrowing as she peered at me through the bars of her cell.
A snippet of something else Mrs. James had said to the golf pro the day they’d argued surfaced in my memory.
As I stood up on shaky legs, a few more threads of the mystery unraveled. I moved toward the bars, stringing my tote bag over my forearm, then gripped the bars, my skin suddenly clammy, my head dizzy as I tried to figure out what this meant. I studied her.
Mrs. James looked at my face and staggered back, collapsing on the prison cot, and I knew.
“It’s Libby, isn’t it?” I finally said, unraveling the thread that made the most sense. “Macon Vance was Libby’s father.”
Chapter 22
“Did he have a blood test done? Did he get a sample of Libby’s DNA?” Josie asked, sounding like a detective. She leaned back on the couch, a glass of sweet tea in one hand, my lookbook in her lap, staring at me.
I sat on the settee, the green silk gown Eleanor Mcafferty had worn as a Margaret—the same dress her granddaughter would wear in less than a week’s time—draped over my lap. I pushed the fine size 9 needle through the silk fabric, carefully repairing the torn armhole seam. If only I could absorb the history of the dress by holding it, but my charm didn’t let me do
Josie looked thoughtful as she sipped her tea. “So let me get this straight. Sixteen years ago, Sandra James had a fling with Macon Vance. She got pregnant, but Macon had already moved on. She ended up marrying Steven Allen, who’s raised Libby as his own.”
“Right.” I tied a knot, snipped the thread, and began repairing a different area of the tear. “According to Mrs. James, Sandra never told anyone the truth, least of all Macon.”
“So how did he find out?
The questions launched a whole new set of concerns in my mind. My pulse throbbed in my temples. Could
“Blackmail?”
I pointed my needle at her. “Yes, that’s what I was thinking, too. It wouldn’t look good for the married daughter of a conservative Texas senator to have a child by some other man, right?”
“So did Mrs. James pay him off?”
Before Mrs. James had been able to tell me anything more, Deputy McClaine had shut down the visit, unceremoniously ushering me out of the jailhouse. I’d spent the night tossing and turning, trying to forget that I’d overheard her tell Macon Vance that he’d regret it if he didn’t leave, and wondering if I could still believe she didn’t kill him, alibi or no. Did whatever history they had together mean Nana might lie for Zinnia James? “Remember that day at the club? Mrs. James told him their business was done. What if she was talking about blackmail? What if she
I finished the armhole repair, tied off the thread, and jabbed the needle into the pincushion on the coffee table.
“She didn’t say anything else?”
I’d replayed the conversation in the jailhouse over and over, but nothing else Mrs. James had said seemed relevant. Without warning, the pages of the lookbook in Josie’s lap rustled, gently at first, then with vigor. “What the…” Josie pushed the book off her lap. It landed on the floor with a thud, but the cover flung open and the pages fanned out frenetically.
I started, forcing myself not to jump off the settee and grab up the lookbook. Meemaw was trying to tell me something, but how could she, right here in front of Josie?
I peered at it, trying to see the page, the outfits, and figure out what the message was.
“Harlow, did you hear me?”
I snapped my gaze away from the book. “What?”
She bent down, flipped the cover shut on the lookbook, and picked it up, quickly dropping it on the table as if it were a smoking gun. She pushed it toward the center with her fingertips, scootching to the corner of the couch to get as far away from it as she could. “This house is haunted, you know that?”
“Whaa—?” The word stuck in my throat. I swallowed, trying to set it free, but my ricocheting thoughts stopped me cold. First Madelyn, then Gavin McClaine, and now Josie. The pressure of keeping my family’s secrets was weighing on my soul. Maybe I should have a coming out party and get it over with.
“Remember at Halloween?” she said again. “All the kids used to joke around that Butch Cassidy’s ghost was hiding upstairs with the Sundance Kid, their pistols pointing at the front gate through the attic window. Anyone who went trick-or-treating here was taking their life in their hands.”
I waited for her laugh, but it didn’t come. “I never knew that,” I said, my stomach coiling.
“Yeah, well,” she said, waving away her own fears. “It’s an old house. Lots of drafts and creaks.”
“Sometimes they keep me up at night,” I said, making myself giggle lightly. Of course, it was the truth. Meemaw, the ghost, was like a cat. She prowled the hallways in the dark, scaring me half to death whenever she’d settle down near me, startling me awake by gently stroking my hair with an invisible hand.
Josie and I made awkward, idle chitchat as I tidied up my workroom, adjusting the size of my most utilitarian dress form so I could make any other minor alterations to Gracie’s gown. I yanked down the pulley contraption and made another inspection of Libby’s dress, bustling the back before releasing the lock and letting it slowly return to its place at the ceiling.
Josie gazed in awe at the device. “You’re a clever woman, Harlow,” she said before she left.
I shut the door behind her, trying not to dwell on her skittish backward glance as she hurried down the porch steps and across the flagstone path. Instead, I wondered if I was clever enough to figure out what had gone on among my grandmother, Mrs. James, and Eleanor Mcafferty so many years ago, and how it was connected to what was going on today.
As soon as the garden gate closed behind Josie, I rushed to the lookbook, still on the coffee table, and flung it open, flipping through the pages until I found the one I was sure Meemaw had opened it to earlier. If this was a message, I didn’t understand.
“Meemaw?” I looked around, but there was no sign of her. The pages held pictures, sketches, and details of a special collection I’d designed on my own time while I’d worked for Maximilian. I’d ordered all my fabrics from Emma One Sock, a one-stop online shop for designer fashion fabrics, had used a selection of middle-aged women in my SoHo neighborhood, and had created an artsy collection with Marrakesh-style two-toned caftans, hooked-back