Cold … a ghost? Father Tucci?
Rafe rose from the bed. He heard Anthony and Moira talking in hushed but firm voices. He shouldn’t have feigned sleep earlier; the relaxation had led to real sleep and the nightmare about Father Tucci. He checked the seals at the doors, the windows, the corners, the vents. Moira had been meticulous, ingenious even in sealing the hotel vents with salt and sticking a crucifix above the opening. She was exceptional in her complexity, and anyone who went head to head against Anthony had courage. Anthony was the golden child of St. Michael’s, an empath of sorts and a demonologist of the highest order, but he was also vulnerable in that he wasn’t a trained hunter.
Rafe had been at Olivet for a year after walking away from his ordination the first time. Rico had wanted him to study hunting, to discern whether they’d missed his calling on the island.
But after completing the training, he still wasn’t a hunter. He couldn’t make the commitment and walked away. As with music, some could play the notes perfectly but couldn’t make music. And some musicians made errors, but their songs were infinitely sweet. Rafe could hunt demons, but he didn’t have the core instinct that made him a demon hunter.
He’d failed at St. John’s, failed at Olivet, and failed at Santa Louisa. And now he was jeopardizing his friends, new friends and old, and risking the lives of innocent people.
He frowned. How could he know that? How could he know what had happened to Father Tucci? There was no one here-no ghost-yet why was it so cold?
He breathed deeply, realized that the chill was gone, and wondered whether the sensation had been his imagination. Or residual nightmares that clouded his physical perceptions.
He had to face Moira and Anthony. He had to take responsibility.
TWENTY
you envy and you fear, so have no envy, no fear
Moira squeezed her eyes shut. She and Anthony had been going round and round about their next step and Moira was fed up with inaction.
“Lily will die if we wait around here much longer,” Moira said to Anthony, glancing anxiously around the hotel room. “Her mother is a witch, and if she was out on the cliffs last night she knows exactly what will happen to Lily. If you’re not going to help me rescue her, I’ll do it myself.”
“What about Rafe?” Anthony asked, his voice low and harsh as he glanced toward the adjoining door. “If he wasn’t in a coma, but under a spell-” He frowned. “I protected his room from demons.”
“Protection isn’t foolproof,” Moira said, feeling a smidgen of sympathy for the demonologist. He cared about his friend, and the idea that Rafe had suffered for weeks in a magic-induced limbo disturbed both of them. “And spells are like bacteria. They adapt, become stronger, defeat the standard protection the way bacteria can sometimes survive even with antibiotics. I don’t know what they did, but they could have moved him from his room, removed any amulet you had on his body. We don’t know, but we have to assume that they did something to him. But why?”
Anthony stared at the door. “I wish I knew. He’s not possessed, but he’s not himself.”
“He’s not under a spell,” she said quietly.
Anthony turned his attention from Rafe’s door to her. She felt uneasy under his silent scrutiny, his face hard and disapproving. She knew exactly what he was thinking, and her heart twisted.
“I’ll get Lily,” she said quietly. “If she’s not at her house, I’ll track her down.”
“How?”
“Her boyfriend. Jared knows more than he realizes. But I’ll need a safe house to take her to.”
“Bring her to Skye’s place.”
“The sheriff? Aren’t you putting her in a difficult position? I’m talking about
“Some things are more important.”
“What about Rafe? I can’t take him there, too, and we need to stick together. If we spread out too thin, we weaken the team.” She glanced around the hotel room. Much nicer than what she was used to. “Maybe I can bring Lily here, but I don’t know how safe this place is.”
“You diligently protected-”
“It doesn’t matter how well I protected these rooms against witchcraft or demons; there are ways to get to him-and you-and me. And Lily. We’re
“Give it up, Anthony. I
“Do not treat me like a novice, Moira. You have no idea what I’ve faced here since the murders at the mission. Antagonism. Hatred. Adoration and idol worship. Some people think I’m a religious nutcase, others think I’m a prophet, others are starting a cult. People have bowed at my feet and spit in my face. Skye has been under close scrutiny by the city council, and the fact that the daughter of the mayor is dead and there are occult overtones is going to make it much worse for Rafe. I know exactly how the town will respond when the truth comes out about Rafe, which is why I want to send him back to St. Michael’s. Except-”
He stopped mid-sentence. Moira was surprised at how much Anthony confided in her about what he’d gone through these last weeks. He had no intention of befriending her, but she understood him and what he’d been through more than anyone else could.
“Except we need Rafe here, in the middle of the battle,” she finished quietly. “Okay, truce. Please, Anthony, until we figure out exactly
“Yes, but you can’t drive that road now. It’s extremely dangerous in the rain, and if someone-or
“I won’t let anything happen to him,” she said. She looked at the door that separated her from Rafe. He was listening-the door was ajar, and she sensed him standing right on the other side.
Anthony stared at her and nodded. “I’ll return at dawn to talk to Rafe while you find Lily and take her to the mission.”
“That’s six hours,” she said.
“Like you said, we don’t have much time.”
Moira hesitated. She had no intention of waiting until dawn to grab Lily. But she’d have to take Rafe with her, and she didn’t want to jeopardize him.
Anthony said, “I still don’t trust you.”
“I know. And believe me, I hate that I
Rafe heard Moira approach the partially closed door.
“He’s gone,” Moira said. Rafe smiled. She’d known he was standing there, listening.
He opened the door and stepped through.
She looked him up and down. “Glad the clothes fit.”
Anthony had brought him jeans and a black cotton T-shirt. “They’re loose.”
“You lost weight while you were at the hospital ‘resort.’ I have some power bars here, water, not much else.