only wanted for them to be a family. And get away from the streets.
'How's he doing?'
'King is great. Misses his daddy.'
'Can I see him?' Luther's face lit up despite his cloak of cool nonchalance. Even the idea of the boy broke him down in ways he couldn't explain — not to CashMoney, not to his boys, and barely to himself. Good ways.
'Can you be quiet?'
'Ain't that how we came up with him in the first place? Your mom's at her prayer meeting, but decides to come home early.'
'Guess the Holy Spirit was whispering to her that night,' Anyay said, her large eyes glancing up at him as her head nodded down. It was a look, a meaningful gaze, reserved only for Luther. She was his in ways she couldn't explain — not to her momma, not to her girls, and barely to herself. Good ways.
'Yeah, the Holy Spirit's got a mouth on Him. But I wasn't 'bout to leave before I got done. Man puts in the work, he expects his paycheck.'
'Luther…' she said in her 'you're terrible' voice.
'Where is my little man?'
'Come on.'
Luther trailed Anyay into the house. Around her, the bravado he wore as armor melted into meaninglessness. The desperate gasp his life so often became reduced to a measured breathing. He could relax. Even a king had to rest his head some time.
His mouth open, head turned to the side while drool leaked from him like an untightened faucet, King James White slept blissfully unaware on the couch. A coordinated outfit of a light green set of pajamas — matched down to his socks. Luther couldn't have his son crawling about in hand-me-downs. The infant had a purity about him that swelled Luther's heart with the knowledge that he was a part of making him. King was his legacy and he had to do right by him.
'I was about to take him upstairs. We expected you earlier.'
'Yeah, I had some unexpected business that needed straightening out.' He stuffed a handful of yards into her palm. If he couldn't be present in their lives the way either of them wanted, the hundred dollar bills would make sure they wanted for nothing.
'How much longer will you have… business?' Despite the sad, disapproving quality to her voice, Anyay folded the bills and slipped them into her purse. In the end, she was a practical woman with bills to pay, but she hated herself for accepting the money. Luther came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her.
'One more matter to settle and I'm out, I swear. If I can't hand things off in the proper way, everything will fall apart. I'm trying to put together something that will last.'
'I know, baby. I know. The important thing is that you're here now.'
'I gotta book.'
'But you just got here.' She pulled from his embrace, facing him but backing away. Only when she pouted like this did her young age reveal itself.
'My ten minutes are almost up.'
'Go then, you'd rather be with the streets than with me, anyway.'
Luther rolled his eyes then sighed to himself. 'Come here.' True, his duty was to the game. There was magic in its call, a magic he had long ago embraced. It was as if his Indianapolis had two sides to it: the day-to-day world only the squares knew and the magical underbelly, the world of wonder he knew. She may never share in his world, but he could one day join her in hers.
Anyay turned around. 'What?'
'Come here.' He folded her into his arms and kissed her. 'I'll be back, you hear?'
In front of the shopping strip which housed Preston Safeway, the Crown Room, and Nell's Beauty Salon, Antwan X, with his militant Afro and corduroy bell bottoms, passed out flyers to the next meeting for those interested in the ever-in-the-offing revolution. Sure, he'd done a stick-up or two in his day — hell, last week — however, always with The Cause in mind. Like the griots of ancient Africa, he knew the history of the neighborhood.
The rivalry between Luther and Green was the topic of many a corner conversation. Luther ran wild with robberies and number running, setting up pea shakes in the neighborhood. Green's trade leaned toward whores and drugs, leaving the occasional body in his wake (but only of those in the game, such was his code). How the two came to cross each other, no one was quite sure since their respective business interests rarely intersected. Probably little more than professional jealousy, the battle of street reps. The latest reports were not found in any paper, not even the Indianapolis Recorder, the city's black newspaper. No, for the discerning ear, word of their exploits traveled the vine from barbershop to barstool.
'Now, Speedbump was the craziest brother I ever knew.' Antwan X ironed the freshly pressed stack of flyers with his hand.
'Speedbump? I never heard of no Speedbump.' CashMoney, still sporting his red Chuck Taylors, was all about getting some of that herb. He had been a legend on the ball court — the tales of his athletic exploits grew in the retelling — until he messed up his knee over some nonsense after a game. Money. A woman. Drugs. One of the usual suspects.
'Old school cat. Used to run the streets with Bird and Green.'
'Hard to believe Green's still around.'
'Green always around. He eternal,' Antwan X reassured him.
'So why'd they call him Speedbump?'
'Cause the fool would run into the middle of the street every time he got chased. Always get hit, bounce off people's windshields. Get up like it was nothing.'
'What about Bama?'
'Now he was country crazy. He'd walk straight up to a fool and pop him. Did that shit on some police once. Folks kept their distance from him cause they never knew what he was going to do next or what would set him off.' Antwan X smiled at the memory of the story. The roll-call of street kings; their exploits burned brightly but briefly. The smile curdled on his lips as he recalled their all-too-eventual fates.
'It's a small neighborhood.' CashMoney offered a hit off his joint to Antwan X, who waved him off. A sadness fastened itself to the times that begged a drug-induced numbing to get through. Anyway, if he was to get to philosophizing, he preferred to do it in the throes of a high.
'What you mean?'
'I mean, we got Luther and we got Green.' He leaned his head back and released a puff of smoke against the backdrop of the moon and away from Antwan X. 'These two are running wild and the streets ain't big enough for 'em both.'
'Green's no joke.'
'Neither's his girl.' CashMoney flicked his tongue along his teeth then spat.
'Morgana?'
'Fine. Ass. Sister. If I'm lying, I'm dying.'
'I don't see how you can work for Green,' Antwan X said.
'Baddest mother this side of Nasty Mike. Even Bama don't cross him.'
'Bama ain't Luther.' Antwan X nodded over CashMoney's shoulder. 'Speak of the devil…'
'Be straight, baby.' CashMoney booked inside without turning around, as if a student not wanting to be caught smoking by the principal.
The confidence of Luther's gait suggested that if he stopped, the neighborhood's orbit would have spun off its axis. Every day brought changes to the neighborhood he loved so much. Neto's Bar closed up, another bit of his childhood devoured as shop owners who'd built up a life moved out. Woolworth's, Roselyn Bakery, Meadows Music — they were here now, but for how much longer as working people left the area? No one owned anything in the neighborhood anymore. No ownership, no stake. But his name rang out and everyone beckoned occasion from him. So fuck everyone else, he had to go for his.
'All right now, brother, all right now.' Antwan X clasped Luther's hands.
'Brother, Antwan.' He crossed some Panthers because he had no interest in their revolution. Antwan X was neither a Panther nor Nation of Islam, choosing to call himself an independent intelligencer. He read a lot, spoke a
