“It wouldn’t have done any good. You’d lost your memory.”
“You didn’t know that until yesterday, and it came as a surprise to you.”
Too late, Dent realized he’d trapped himself.
Bellamy sat forward. “Instead of lying to Moody and inventing an alibi with Gall, why didn’t you simply tell Moody that I could vouch for you?” When he still didn’t say anything, she pressed him for an answer. “Dent? Why?”
“I figured it was better that Moody didn’t know I’d been there at all.” Suddenly he got up from his chair, went over to the bed, and began stripping it.
She followed him. “There’s more to it than that. I know there is.”
“What makes you think so?”
“Because you won’t look me in the eye.”
Abruptly he turned. “Okay, now I am.”
“What am I missing?”
He shook his head. “I’m not going to talk about it any more tonight. My brain needs a break and so does yours.” He went back to pulling the sheets off the mattress.
“I need to know.”
“Not tonight, you don’t.”
“Yes. Tonight.”
“Why tonight?”
“Because my dad might die at any time.”
“And you’d be unable to fulfill his dying wish.”
“Yes.”
“Too bad. I’m not talking about it any more tonight.”
He rolled the sheets into a ball, which he crammed into a wicker hamper in the bathroom, then moved to the closet and began rummaging through the items jammed onto the shelves above the rod. “There are some clean sheets around here somewhere.”
“Why won’t you fill in this one gap for me?”
He stepped around her carrying a set of sheets to the bed.
“What don’t you want me to remember?”
“Nothing.”
“I don’t believe you.”
“Grab that corner, will you?”
Absently she fit the contour sheet over the corner of the mattress, then straightened and looked down at the bed. “What are you doing?”
“Changing the sheets so you won’t be offended when you come to bed.”
She watched him tug the top sheet into place. He held a pillow with his chin and pulled the case over it. “You think that fresh sheets will change my mind about us sleeping together?”
“I don’t know what you have in mind, A.k.a., but all I plan to do is sleep. I’m exhausted and, honestly, no longer in the mood.” He gave her a critical once-over. “Besides, you look like something out of the
He patted the button fly of his jeans. “It stays done up for the rest of the night, so don’t even think about trying to cop a feel while my eyes are closed. In fact, thanks to the shithead with the snake tattoo, I’ll probably have to sleep on my stomach.” He motioned toward the far wall. “Catch the lights.”
He lay down on his stomach and socked the pillow until he got it the way he wanted it, then laid his head on it and closed his eyes.
Feeling helpless to do anything else, Bellamy walked over to the wall switch and killed the overhead light, then felt her way back to the bed. She toed off her shoes but lay down on her back fully clothed and tense, aware of him next to her, and mistrustful of his pledge to sleep and nothing more.
After several minutes, he mumbled, “You can relax. I’m not going to choke you with your panties while you sleep.”
“If you’d wanted to kill me, you would have done so by now.”
“Gee, thanks for the vote of confidence.”
She’d caught only a glimmer of the memory, but it had been an important one. Dent was withholding the rest of it from her, and she needed to know why. She longed to free all of it from her subconscious, to watch the scene at the boathouse in its entirety, to hear the argument between him and Susan to its conclusion.
She sensed that the quarrel between them was pivotal to the events that had come afterward, and that if she could remember it, she would remember much more.
Speaking quietly into the darkness, she said, “If it was insignificant, you would tell me what I saw or overheard.”
He lay silently.
“Which means that my memory is blocking something important.”
He didn’t say anything.
“You didn’t love Susan.”
Silence.
“Did you even like her?”
“Bellamy?”
“Yes?”
“Go to sleep.”
Chapter 15
Bellamy awakened to the smell of freshly brewed coffee. When she pried open her puffy eyes, she saw Dent sitting at his dining table, fully dressed, sipping from a steaming mug as he flipped through the pages of a telephone directory. Sensing that she was awake, he looked toward the bed.
“Surprise! You’re still alive.”
Ignoring that, she sat up and arched her back to work out a kink. “What time is it?”
“Going on nine.”
“I didn’t mean to sleep so late. I need to call Olivia.”
“Mugs are in the cabinet to the right of the sink.”
She found the mugs, filled one with coffee, and placed her call, then left a message when it went straight to voice mail. “I suppose if there was any change I would have heard from her.” She joined Dent at the table.
“There’s nothing for breakfast. Sorry.”
“Coffee’s fine.” But it wasn’t. Her first sip caused her to grimace.
“Gall’s recipe,” he explained. “It would knock a mule on its ass.”
“Milk?”
“I checked. It’s curdled.”
“Doesn’t matter,” she said, bravely taking another sip. “This morning I could use the jolt.”
“Sleep okay?”
“Like a log. You?”
“I did all right. I stayed awake for a while wishing you’d try to cop that feel.” Then, “Ah, the blush is back. I was getting worried for a while there. Last night you went pale at the thought of sleeping with a killer.”
“Dent.”
“Did you wake up convinced I’m innocent?”
“Not guilty. But far from innocent.”
“There’s a difference?”
“In my mind. How’s your back?”
