Trial Junkies

nice little train trip out of it.

Hutch had always enjoyed riding the train. Back in college he'd grab whatever book he'd been assigned to read and jump on the L, losing himself in the clatter of the wheels as he rode back and forth for hours-crowded, empty, he didn't care. This was his way of grabbing some alone time, away from campus and the house on Miller Street, and the noise of the people he lived with.

These trips grew more and more frequent during their senior year, and Hutch knew it was his way of preparing himself-and maybe everyone else-for the inevitable parting of the ways that comes after graduation. Even though most of the gang had plans to stay in Chicago (or return after grad school), Hutch knew that their little bubble would start to burst the moment they tossed their caps into the air.

Jenny had sensed him pulling away and they'd fought about it, but neither of them had known at the time that he'd be gone before the semester was over.

Their last night together had ended in an argument. Hutch telling her he was moving to L.A. for the show and Jenny devastated, as if she hadn't known this was coming. As if she hadn't encouraged him to try out after the casting agent handed him her card.

She had wanted him to postpone the move until they finished school, then they could go out to the coast together, find a place to live. But Hutch had no interest in finishing, wanting to get on with his life now, not later.

She'd called him selfish and cruel and that probably wasn't far from the truth-but what choice did he have? Once the show started shooting he'd be needed on the set.

Couldn't she understand that?

The next day he was gone. Called a cab for the airport shortly after she left for school, not a word spoken between them. He left a note, promising to call, that he'd be back for graduation and make arrangements for her to move in with him.

But none of the promises were kept, and he never spoke to her again.

And now he never would.

Where were you, Ethan?

Why didn't you return my calls?

Yeah, Hutch, why didn't you return her calls?

You stupid fool.

As luck would have it, Nadine immediately answered the security buzzer, then let him into the lobby.

When he got off the elevator, she was waiting in her open doorway, giving him that wry look that was so much like Jenny's that it nearly made his throat lock up.

It didn't help that she was wearing a faded red and gray UIC Flames T-shirt that looked just like the one Jenny wore the last time he saw her.

Who knows, maybe it was Jenny's. The girls were always swapping clothes back then.

'I wondered when you'd decide to drop by,' she said. 'Are you here to convince me what a misguided fool I am?'

'I guess you've heard I switched teams.'

'Oh, I've heard, and so has the rest of the world.'

Hutch had no idea what she was talking about, and the look on his face must have reflected this.

Nadine looked surprised. 'You haven't seen it, have you?'

'Seen what?'

She gestured and he followed her into the living room. Her apartment was small and modestly furnished, modern in style, but not quite what he had expected for a real estate developer.

Maybe her demands were few. He knew of at least one obscenely rich comedian who still lived in a one bedroom walk-up in West Hollywood and drove a fifteen year-old Volvo. Of course the guy owned the apartment building, but that wasn't the point.

Nadine moved to her coffee table, grabbed the open Macbook waiting there and showed it to him.

'Welcome back to the limelight,' she said.

On screen was a garish and all-too-familiar website-The Gab Bag-one that had been virulently anti-Ethan Hutchinson during the worst parts of his extended lost weekend. The page was laid out like a typical New York tabloid, a headline screaming-

FORMER TV STAR HOOKS UP WITH KILLER!

Just below this was a series of grainy rapid-fire telephoto shots of Hutch and Ronnie in the back seat of Andy's Mustang, lit up by a nearby street lamp, engaged in what looked like a very passionate lip lock. They were both clearly identifiable.

'What the fuck?' Hutch said.

Nadine snorted softly. 'My sentiments exactly.'

'This isn't what you think it is.'

'Does it matter?'

Hutch felt anger creeping up on him. 'How the hell did they get this? We dropped Ronnie off less than two hours ago and there wasn't a reporter in sight.'

'Read the blog entry. Apparently her neighbor is an amateur photographer. He saw something going on across the street and grabbed his camera. Probably pissed his pants when he realized what he had. Gab Bag pays five grand for photos like this.'

'Son of a bitch,' Hutch said.

'Gotta love the Internet, don't you?'

Hutch just stared at the web page. He didn't really give a damn about the photos, but he had real issues with the vultures who made money invading people's privacy. He'd felt the sting of it more times than he could remember.

That some random douche nozzle could take these shots and, within seconds, broker a deal and see them posted online with such unbridled, sophomoric glee, made him wonder what the hell had happened to the world.

Had it always been like this?

But his bigger concern right now was Ronnie. These photos would only accelerate the media's already rabid interest in her. Now that they knew she was back home, reporters and news vans would be flocking to her house, setting up camp, making her life-and her mother's and son's-a living hell.

'Fuck,' Hutch muttered, then snapped the Macbook shut, nearly tossing it across the room.

Nadine grabbed hold of it. 'Easy, cowboy, I paid good money for this thing.'

'I've gotta get Ronnie out of that house.'

She waved the laptop. 'Looks to me like you're more interested in getting her out of her pants.'

He frowned. 'I told you, it's not what you think. We were dropping her off and she planted a kiss on me. End of story.'

Nadine set the computer on the coffee table, then moved to a wet bar in the corner and poured some coke into a glass filled with ice. 'I like the way you skipped around the whole posting her bail thing.'

'You have a problem with that?'

'Of course I do. I think she's guilty. I've said that from day one.'

'You're wrong,' Hutch told her.

Nadine doctored the coke with a healthy splash of rum, then turned. 'I doubt that very much. And I hate to see her seducing you into thinking-'

'Seducing me?'

'What else would you call it?'

'Believing in a friend,' he said. 'The same way I'd believe in Matt or Andy or you.'

She snorted again, then swirled the ice and took a sip of her drink. 'You want a soda or something?'

'I'm fine,' he said.

She nodded, then took another sip and sank into a nearby chair.