officer, was Jeffrey's official interface to the entire crew. But there was something in Bell's tone that said this discussion would not be routine. 'Permission to speak frankly,' said the way Bell said it, by long naval tradition really meant 'Permission to leave our difference in rank outside the room.'
'Granted,' Jeffrey said. He needed Bell's trust, now more than ever. To let a problem between them fester could lead to terrible consequences later, at a personal level or in combat.
'It is my respectful opinion, Captain, and I don't believe I'm alone in this, that you almost just got us all killed.'
'We had to go after those German boats. We had to help that convoy.'
'Two quiet enemy vessels? With ten torpedo tubes between them? With torpedoes that are smart and pack a bigger punch than ours? That constitutes a superior force, Captain. A clearly superior force. It's your job, with a command that is not expendable, to not risk the ship against a superior force.'
'But we sank them. And there's no lasting harm done, as it turned out.'
'We don't know that yet. Sir. We're a day away from the Texas. We do not know what we will find when we get there, or what Axis strength we'll meet. You compromised our strategic stealth.'
'Granted,' Jeffrey said. They'd just made one hell of a datum…. He remembered what he'd half warned himself about before: a calling card for Eberhard. 'There's always risk. At least now you see why I didn't stream the towed array.'
'Negative, Commander. We went in there half blind. The enemy got the jump on us.'
'It was a judgment call. And mine to make.' Jeffrey sat back defensively.
'You should not have gone to the engine room fire. Sir, you're the ex-XO. You must not cherry-pick whatever parts you want to play.'
Jeffrey realized he'd been irresponsible, carried away in the heat of action, carried too far….
'The worst damage is morale, Captain, including the junior officers. After Durban and all that, the crew was very high on you. We were in a tight spot and you got us through. But this is different.'
This was different. Back then, they were also against a superior force, but that time not by choice. Bell's help had been indispensable.
Jeffrey cleared his throat. 'They think I'm a cowboy?'
'Something like that, Captain. Even General Custer's luck eventually ran out. In the Civil War he won the Medal of Honor. Medals reinforce bad habits, sir. Self-appointed heroes in command… well, they add to the friendly body count.'
'You mean I'm reckless. Going for personal score, so it looks good in my service jacket.'
'Something like that. Yes.'
Jeffrey knew Bell knew he'd won the Silver Star in Iraq, for the same SEAL op when he'd gotten the wound in his leg. Jeffrey had recovered, but one of his men was still in a wheelchair from his wound.
Jeffrey had to clear his throat again. 'We should have little trouble departing this area stealthily. An Axis air strike, or any long-range cruise missiles, ought to be stopped by Allied air cover from the Azores or the Canaries, not to mention the carriers protecting the convoy. That's the whole reason the second section came through here, not west of here.'
'I know that.'
'With this big storm topside, enemy airborne ASW will be badly degraded. By heading north we're steaming under a heavy-beam sea. Any Axis destroyers or frigates would have to steam right through it. They can't possibly keep up with us like that, nor can any diesel-AIP.'
'I know. I knew that all along.'
Jeffrey felt himself tensing, and told himself to calm down. With both men in their masks, needing to work for every breath and shout to be understood, this conversation was getting surreal.
'There's more, isn't there?' Jeffrey said.
'Your treatment of Miss Milgrom, in front of the entire CACC crew, violated every principle of good leadership.'
'I apologized.'
'You need to do a better job, in private.'
'What's your real point here?'
Bell took a deep breath inside his mask. 'You gave the crew the impression you think we got stuck with a sideshow rescue mission, at this critical stage in the war. Now everybody thinks that, too…. We're the Challenger, Captain, the state-of-the-future boat. We're supposed to be in the middle of the fight, doing things no other sub can do.'
'I agree. I'm not happy about it, either.'
'Instead we're being worn down bit by bit. More damage here, more crew casualties there, mental stress all around. I'm not a mind reader, sir, but as the new XO it's my job to try. I believe the crew now believe that one reason we're heading for the Texas and then home is that our present acting captain does not have the full confidence of the powers-that-be.'
Jeffrey looked away, not saying anything, not daring to.
'Three responsible specialists advised you in almost so many words to keep on going to Texas. Sonar, Oceanography, and myself as XO and Weps. You plain ignored us all, in front of sixteen of the crew.'
'But—'
'I helped build Challenger, Captain. I'm a plank owner, like most of the men. You got here two months ago. Me playing devil's advocate with you is not a knee-jerk game.' Jeffrey opened his mouth, but Bell cut him off.
'As an African-American myself, I am well aware of the problems of bias. I have never once sensed that with you, which is to your credit. But your blatant reaction to Miss Milgrom as a female submariner, a woman in uniform serving on this warship, simply has to change.'
Jeffrey's face was burning. He realized Bell was right on every count, but still Bell didn't quit.
'You're responsible to the people, the chiefs, the junior officers, the department heads, and me. They're all courageous and tough. But at this point, if they could, as a matter of principle half the crew would put in for immediate transfer to another front-line boat. Think how that would look in your service jacket.' Jeffrey sat there, stunned. It would ruin his career.
'It is my considered opinion, sir, that the crew now believes that if you continue your current tactical and leadership style, it will be a miracle if we ever complete this rescue mission and reach the East Coast of the United States alive.' A half hour later, Jeffrey sat alone in his stateroom. This time the door wasn't just closed — unusual enough for him — it was locked.
Spread across his fold-down desk were the formal orders, and briefing papers and data disks, from the Cape Verde courier's envelope.
Jeffrey was feeling much better than when Bell left to take back the conn. He was also feeling much worse. RE-CURVE ARBOR.
The powers-that-be did trust Jeffrey, and the crew, after all. They did know what Challenger could really do, even when damaged.
This damaged, though? Jeffrey blushed, thinking about his attack on the U-boats, and about what Bell just said. Half of Jeffrey wished he'd opened the envelope sooner. On the pages in front of him, he was directly ordered to avoid all contact with the enemy whatsoever until reaching the USS Texas.
But Texas was a red herring. It wasn't a rescue mission at all. Challenger was ordered to stop at Texas only long enough to take off her specially trained surviving SEALs with certain unique items of equipment, including two briefcase atom bombs. Challenger was being tasked to complete the job originally given to Texas. They were going all the way. Up through the narrow, shallow waters between occupied Denmark, and occupied Norway and aggressively neutral Sweden, to penetrate the impenetrable German bastion, the Baltic Sea. When they got there, they were to pull off a nuclear demolition raid that made Durban, as frightening and important as it was, seem routine by comparison. A demolition raid so vital, apparently, that the rest of the men on Texas had to wait.
Jeffrey's tactical personality might indeed get everyone on Challenger killed. But now, he hoped, considering what they were up against, his on-the-edge way of war-fighting at least gave them a chance to succeed and survive.
Their involvement at Durban was, and had to remain, covert. Their role now was direct action. Jeffrey saw this — new mission was also meant to aid the lasting effects of the Durban raid, as a double bluff: If Challenger set
