'I want to know. If you didn't lend him the money, there's no way he could go through with it, right? There's no one else in the world going to put up that kind of dough for him.'
I sigh. 'Kimberley, if I didn't lend him the dough for a first-class operation, he'd go downmarket. Can you imagine what that means in Bangkok?'
'Sonchai, I just don't understand you. That's one of the most beautiful male specimens I've ever seen.' I have a disgusting feeling that the tough hide of the FBI is being corrupted by the worm of do-goodery. 'You're such a compassionate man. How can you do this? He'll never be happy.'
'Hang on.' With all the optimism in the world, it is difficult to believe I am going to survive the oncoming cement truck. Well, I did. 'Without a dick? I don't know about that-you seem to manage. The male member doesn't bestow any privileges anymore. A lot of us owners wonder if it's not more nuisance than it's worth.'
'Stop trying to be funny. This is serious. We're talking about a young person's future here.'
Irritated because I have to get off the bike before my destination in order to carry on talking, I say, 'Wait a moment. I'm going to tell you something.' I have the driver stop at a cooked-food stall so I can grab a 7UP and sit down to drink it. 'It's like this.' Handing a reality sandwich to the FBI is not going to be easy, but there seems to be no alternative. 'When Lek was five years old, he had an accident. He was jumping onto the hind legs of a buffalo to spring onto the animal's back the way they do in the country, when the animal jerked his legs and sent him flying. He was lucky not to land on the horns and be gored to death, but when he hit the earth, he split his head open on a rock. They had no medical facilities, nothing at all. They assumed he was going to die. He looked dead already. Are you listening?'
'Yes.'
'So they called the shaman, who built a charcoal fire near the kid's head and blew smoke over the boy to assist the shaman's seeing. The parents were called. The shaman told them their son was as good as dead. There was one hope and one hope only: they had to offer their child to a spirit who would fill his body and bring him back to life. But after that the child would belong to the spirit, not to the parents.'
'Huh?'
'There was only one downside. The spirit was female. Strictly speaking, Lek is not entirely human — he's a female spirit who inhabits a male body.'
I take a sip of the 7UP and wait for her response, which doesn't come. I don't think she has hung up, though, because after a while the line starts bleeping until I close my phone. When, a few minutes later, it gives the double-bleep that indicates a message has been received, I open it again with great curiosity. The message is not from the FBI, however.
Did you know that since the NATO invasion of Afghanistan poppy production in that country has increased more than 500 %? Cost of raw sap has halved. My contacts can take the stuff as far as Laos. It would be up to us from there. What do you say? Yammy.
In the reply window I tap out two letters, no, and zing it off.
18
I sit upstairs in Starbucks on a sofa with a good view of the street, waiting for Nok. I am only vaguely aware of other patrons; I'm pretty much glued to the window. I know what she thinks our meeting is all about, and I'm feeling guilty to be deceiving her, but at the moment she might be the only real lead I have. I'm also feeling disloyal to Vikorn, who would obviously prefer that I don't investigate the Damrong video too carefully. Amazing how easy it is to divide one's own mind. There's a fanatic in me who will not rest until I've got to the bottom of that snuff movie; he lives in the same house as the other guy, who would be happy to go along with Vikorn's game plan and live happily ever after with his pregnant wife. The fanatic is winning.
Now I see her and know exactly what she expects by the way she is dressed. In tight jeans and T-shirt, she could not be further from the eighteenth-century mamasan of last night. She has assumed that because I've chosen the Nana area, with its profusion of cheap short-time hotels, we'll go straight into sex: no need for her to dress up. There's a bounce in her step: anticipation of making a little on the side in what will probably be a pleasurable encounter that may lead to something more enduring: maybe I'll even make her my mia noi, or minor wife; give her a salary and a room to live in. Also, since I seem to have decided to betray my wife after all, I must have found her irresistible: pride and dominance in her quick smile at me when she arrives.
'Did you know we were raided last night, just after you left?'
I shake my head. 'Really? Did they find anything?'
'No drugs, but they took away the computer with the member list. The boss has been on the phone all day talking to members who are scared the press will get hold of the list. Someone called Colonel Vikorn is taking money. Fuck cops.'
'Right,' I say, giving up on the idea of coming clean. 'Well, it's not your problem.'
She smiles. 'Not right now anyway.' She waits expectantly. When I do not begin bargaining regarding the price of her services, she examines my face more closely. Maybe I'm one of those confused men who got into a marriage he's not enjoying but is not sure if a mistress is really what he wants? I have not prepared properly for this interview, and I'm conscious of exceeding my authority. I feel more like a bandit than a cop when I take out my wallet and start to lay out some thousand-baht notes on the coffee table. There's a flash of anger at my indiscretion which diminishes as I continue putting the money on the table. She has counted ten thousand baht and now checks my eyes. No one except a farang would offer that kind of money for a midday romp: Okay, I'm special, but I'm not that special. I roll the money up into a tight ball.
'Let's say I'm an investigator,' I say. 'I work with banks.'
Her shift into the new reality is pretty well immediate. 'You're trying to protect the members? That's why you were there last night and didn't want to do it? The bankers are paying you?'
'No. Someone else is paying me.'
I make a face that she construes as affirmation of her suspicion. Her features have hardened, and there is a new clarity in her gaze. 'I'll want more than that.'
'I'll double it.'
'More.'
'No.'
'Then I'm not talking.'
I puff out my cheeks. Twenty thousand baht would probably be what she averages per month. Most girls would grab it-unless they were frightened.
'Look,' I say, 'how do I know you have the information I'm looking for?'
'I can guess. If you're not working for the bankers, then you're into some kind of blackmail scam. I don't want to get involved, but I need the money. I'll talk for fifty thousand.'
There's finality in the tone. 'Okay. I'll have to go to an ATM.'
'We'll go together, then we'll go to a short-time hotel. That way everyone who sees us will think you're hiring my body.' She pauses to look around the cafe. Three middle-aged white men are sitting with girls they probably picked up in this area the night before. The others are mostly farang men and a few farang women taking a break from the third world and reading newspapers and magazines over a caffe latte or machiatto. We go to the nearest ATM, where a couple of young farang men with eyebrow hatpins watch with amusement while I take out a wad of notes with my whore standing beside me.
She knows the Nana hotels better than I do because she worked some bars here before she went upmarket to the Parthenon. We take a cab to a drive-in, where there are curtains to draw around your car if you brought one, and a hastily constructed set of rooms that give directly onto the underground car park. I pay a guard three hundred baht. Once in the room he asks if I want to watch porn on the DVD player while I'm humping, but I tell him no. Meanwhile Nok has started to feel horny. She sits on the double bed with a teasing smile and looks up at us in the ceiling mirror. I smile and shake my head. She holds out her hand. I give her ten thousand baht and promise to hand over the balance if she has useful information.
There is a gynecological chair in one corner. In use, it must offer access to the captive vagina from virtually every point of the compass. Nok jerks her chin at it with a complex smirk: Look what we could be up to if you didn't
