“Maybe not,” she agreed. “But you won’t know that until you ask them.”
The king looked at her, then drew in a deep breath and let it out. He looked up at Etim.
“Bring me the First Warrior.”
Wondering if he had just witnessed a great decisive moment in Elai history, Etim hurried from the room.
“Msstf, Owayafly?”
Auraya looked at the veez, who was inspecting her pack hopefully.
“Yes, Mischief. Auraya and Mischief fly... to Jarime.” She had been about to say “home,” but the words didn’t seem right. Jarime no longer felt like home.
Sighing, she sat down and patted the veez. Sirri had been dismayed to learn that Auraya was leaving.
She had expected that, with the plague spreading throughout Si, whatever punishment the gods decided upon would not take effect until the disease was under control. By sending her to Jarime now the gods were also punishing the Siyee for her disobedience. That was unfair. Cruel, even. She felt her mood darken. Perhaps Mirar was right about them...
It was ironic that by persuading Mirar to teach her his healing Gift she had brought about events that forced the only two people who could help the Siyee to leave Si.
Mirar’s words repeated in her mind. “
What he had proposed was absurd. It meant abandoning the Siyee. She looked down at the ring on her finger and smiled wryly. Even if she had been ordered to give away everything it meant - her position, power, flight, immortality - she would still prefer to stay and help the Siyee.
Looking up, she regarded the array of objects on the table. Gifts had started arriving as soon as the news of her departure began to spread. She couldn’t take everything, her pack wasn’t big enough even without a veez filling half the space. But she wanted to fill her room in the tower with Siyee-made objects so that every time the other White visited her they would be reminded about the fate of the Siyee.
She wasn’t just abandoning the Siyee to Hearteater, but to the Pentadrians. If they tried to land here again, none of the other White could arrive in time to help.
It was almost tempting. Perhaps if Siyee, as soon as they showed signs of sickening, flew to her, she could help them. She could set up a healing place in the Sand tribe village. Maybe a few Siyee would be capable of learning Mirar’s healing Gift.
Then her heart sank. She wasn’t sure if she would still be able to use Mirar’s Gift if she removed the gods’ ring. She wasn’t even sure she could remove the ring without something terrible happening.
In Jarime she could teach Mirar’s Gift to others. There must be healer priests and priestesses capable of it. Perhaps the Siyee who chose to join the Temple could take the skill back. It would be too late to save most Siyee from Heart-eater, but it might go some way toward them forgiving her for abandoning them.
Which she hoped they would. It would break her heart if, ten years from now, she found she was no longer welcome in Si.
Someone was screaming. No - lots of people. Their wails were almost comically melodramatic. Mirar tried to feel concerned, but only became worried that he wasn’t concerned.
He paused to think.
Mirar felt a twinge of apprehension. She had told them
Surprise nearly shook him from the dream state.