taken from the medicine cabinet back at the South Bank Centre, I carefully cut a lock of Rafi?s hair without waking him.
?What d?you need his hair for?? Paul asked me, his face registering something like disgust.
?Sucker bait,? I said, grimly. His distaste couldn?t be anything like as big as mine: I knew the truth. It would be the last resort, I told myself. I wouldn?t use it unless everything else failed. Anyway I probably wouldn?t even get in close enough to use it in the first place. And the timing would have to be perfect, so the chances were that I?d made this detour for nothing.
I ran through that litany three times over: it didn?t make me feel the slightest bit better.
I put the scissors in my pocket, tied the hair around the ring finger of my left hand where I couldn?t lose it. Then, self-conscious because Paul was still standing right behind me, staring at my back, I lowered myself to the floor and crossed my legs. With my head bowed and my eyes closed, I began to whistle softly.
It?s harder without an instrument, but far from impossible: back when Juliet was still mad, bad, and fucking lethal to know, and was about to devour me body and soul, I?d dragged myself out of the jaws of death (actually it was a different part of death?s anatomy, but let?s not get bogged down in the technicalities) by tapping out a rhythm with my hand. Everything we ghostbreakers do is just a metaphor?visible or audible or what the hell else?for something else that?s going on inside our minds. The limits are the ones we impose on ourselves.
I whistled an old tune that has a lot of different names?one of them is ?The Flash Lad.? It?s a highwayman ballad, meant to date all the way back to the eighteenth century, and if you listen to the lyrics it ends badly. Sweet tune, though, and it seemed to be an appropriate one for what I was trying to do.
Back when Asmodeus had first invaded Rafi?s body, I?d spectacularly failed to get a proper sense of him: that was why I?d screwed up so badly, and tied Rafi?s soul indissolubly to the demon?s essence. But I?d played my tin whistle for Rafi a hundred times since then, playing the demon down to sleep so that my friend could have a few hours? respite from the hell I?d bestowed on him. So I knew Asmodeus quite well by this time; knew how he felt in my fingers; knew how he sounded in my mind; knew the tune of him.
I teased the very edges of a summons, and I felt the demon respond. Faintly?ever so faintly?but unmistakeably. Quickly I changed the rhythm and the pitch. I couldn?t just break off, but I could ease away, like a fisherman easing the tension on a line to let the fish pull free and escape. I didn?t want to face Asmodeus again in this narrow cell; very much indeed I didn?t want it. But I did want to be sure that he was there. That although the bulk of this monster?s being was embedded in the cold stones of St. Michael?s, there was a corner of him still here in the soul of Rafael Ditko.
I had what I needed, and Rafi hadn?t even stirred. I let the tune fade down into silence and stood, wincing at a sharp pain in my left leg. It felt like I was bruised there?probably from when Gwillam and his werewolves threw me into the storeroom while I was unconscious.
That was when Rafi opened his eyes. For a moment or two, they didn?t focus?or maybe they focused past me, on something from his dreams that he was still seeing. Then he blinked, and something registered.
?Fix,? he muttered thickly.
?Hello, Rafi,? I said.
?That was fucking weird. I was just talking to you.?
?You were??
?Must?ve dreamed it. Everything okay??
?Everything?s fine, Rafi.?
He closed his eyes again, and in a second a change in the quality of his breathing made it clear that he was asleep again.
?Thanks, Paul,? I said, turning back to the burly nurse, who?d been watching me with a sort of glum fascination.
?That was it? You got what you wanted??
?More or less. Do you carry a mobile??
?Sure.?
?Can I borrow it??
?Sure. But it?s a piece of shit.?
He reached a big hand into his pocket and brought out a cute little silver cellphone that he could have worn as an earring. I took it, and checked the battery charge before pocketing it.
?And your lighter,? I said.
Paul breathed out heavily enough for it to count as a sigh. But he handed the lighter over, too.
I gave him an appraising look. ?You want me to lock you in here or something so you look more like a victim and less like you were in on it?? I asked him.
He made a dismissive gesture. ?Yeah, go for it,? he said. ?Tell you the truth, though, I?ve been thinking of looking for another job. One where I won?t have to swallow so much bullshit. Mind how you go, Castor.?
?Thanks, Paul. I owe you one.?
?You owe me somewhere between six and ten. Tell me where you drink, I?ll come over some night and collect.?
?The Jerusalem in Britton Street would be a good bet.?
?Okay. I?ll see you there.?
I let myself out, remembering to ditch the film canister under Rafi?s bunk so it would look like I?d made my delivery. The thing about lying is that it gets to be a habit, like anything else.
And then you have to remind yourself to stop.
Twenty-one
THE GREAT THING ABOUT RIDING A MOTORBIKE AT STUPID, reckless speed through the streets of a busy city at night is that it stops you from thinking about anything very much else. If you let your mind stray for more than a second or so, you?re likely to end up attached so intimately to a wall that nothing short of a scraper and a bucket will get you off again.
That almost didn?t stop me, though. I was in a weird state of mind, keyed up for a fight that might never happen?or that might already be over. If Fanke had gone ahead and completed his summoning ritual, then Abbie?s soul had been struck like a match and used up to light Asmodeus?s way into the world of men?after two unscheduled stopovers in Rafi Ditko and St. Michael?s Church. Or if Fanke had set up his kit at St. Michael?s but been interrupted by Gwillam and his hairy Catholic apostates, then probably the satanists were all dead by now?the upside?but Abbie would have been exorcised by the people who thought of themselves as the good guys?the downside. Either way, she was gone forever and the promise I?d made to Peace was blowing in the wind along with the answers to Bob Dylan?s coy little riddles.
No, the only hope here, the only way I could make the smallest difference, was if Fanke hadn?t started the ritual yet and the Anathemata didn?t know where it was going to happen. I had to hope both that the logistics of satanism were more complicated than they seemed to be from the outside and that I?d passed out before Gwillam?s needle loosened my tongue too far.
I rode straight past St. Michael?s so I could look it over without committing myself. No lights on, and no sign of life: either it was all over or the fun hadn?t started yet. Or maybe Fanke just preferred to work in the dark, which would make a certain kind of sense.
I ditched the bike three blocks up and walked back, the bundle of film canisters under one arm and the other hand in the pocket of the leather jacket, gripping the gun hard. Despair would make me weak, so I tried to turn what I was feeling into anger?which brought problems of its own in terms of planning ahead and keeping a clear perspective on things.
It had to be here. If it hadn?t already happened, this was where Fanke was going to come. What I had to do was to stop him before he succeeded in raising Asmodeus; before he spread the psychic poison that the congregants of St. Michael?s had already swallowed to the city as a whole; and before he consumed the soul of Abbie Torrington.
I put my chances pretty high: right up there with a white Christmas, the second coming, and the Beatles (living and dead) getting together again.
The lych-gate of the church was locked, as always. I took a quick look up and down the street to see if anyone was staking the place out, then shinnied over it, and dropped down into the graveyard beyond. On a moonless night, and with the church itself still mantled in darkness, there was enough natural cover here so that I didn?t need to worry too much about stealth. I just circled around to a position from which I could watch the presbytery without being seen myself.
Sitting under the ancient oak, with my back against its broad trunk, I settled in for the long haul. But as it turned out, my threadbare patience wasn?t tested very much at all. Barely an hour after I arrived, the clanking of a chain drew my attention from the church back to the gate. It was followed a second or so later by the grinding clack of a bolt cutter biting through thick steel. The gate swung open and three figures stepped silently through. One of them threw the chain and padlock negligently down on the ground, just inside the gate.
I was completely hidden where I sat by the deep shadows under the tree and by the unrelieved blackness of the night. Not only was it dark of the moon but it was a clear night, so there were no clouds to bounce back the muddied radiance of the streetlights. Contrary to popular belief, there isn?t much that you can see by starlight.
Two of the three men?at least, their height suggested they were men?went on around to the vestry door, the third stationed himself at the gate, either on guard
