'H'm! . . . Excuse me, Klotchkov, but you do live like a pig! It's awful the way you live!'
'How do you mean? I can't help it. . . . I only get twelve roubles a month from my father, and it's hard to live decently on that.'
'Yes . . . yes . . .' said the artist, frowning with an air of disgust; 'but, still, you might live better. . . . An educated man is in duty bound to have taste, isn't he? And goodness knows what it's like here! The bed not made, the slops, the dirt . . . yesterday's porridge in the plates. . . Tfoo!'
'That's true,' said the student in confusion; 'but Anyuta has had no time to-day to tidy up; she's been busy all the while.'
When Anyuta and the artist had gone out Klotchkov lay down on the sofa and began learning, lying down; then he accidentally dropped asleep, and waking up an hour later, propped his head on his fists and sank into gloomy reflection. He recalled the artist's words that an educated man was in duty bound to have taste, and his surroundings actually struck him now as loathsome and revolting. He saw, as it were in his mind's eye, his own future, when he would see his patients in his consulting-room, drink tea in a large dining-room in the company of his wife, a real lady. And now that slop-pail in which the cigarette ends were swimming looked incredibly disgusting. Anyuta, too, rose before his imagination -- a plain, slovenly, pitiful figure . . . and he made up his mind to part with her at once, at all costs.
When, on coming back from the artist's, she took off her coat, he got up and said to her seriously:
'Look here, my good girl . . . sit down and listen. We must part! The fact is, I don't want to live with you any longer.'
Anyuta had come back from the artist's worn out and exhausted. Standing so long as a model had made her face look thin and sunken, and her chin sharper than ever. She said nothing in answer to the student's words, only her lips began to tremble.
'You know we should have to part sooner or later, anyway,' said the student. 'You're a nice, good girl, and not a fool; you'll understand. . . .'
Anyuta put on her coat again, in silence wrapped up her embroidery in paper, gathered together her needles and thread: she found the screw of paper with the four lumps of sugar in the window, and laid it on the table by the books.
'That's . . . your sugar . . . ' she said softly, and turned away to conceal her tears.
'Why are you crying?' asked Klotchkov.
He walked about the room in confusion, and said:
'You are a strange girl, really. . . . Why, you know we shall have to part. We can't stay together for ever.'
She had gathered together all her belongings, and turned to say good-bye to him, and he felt sorry for her.
'Shall I let her stay on here another week?' he thought. 'She really may as well stay, and I'll tell her to go in a week;' and vexed at his own weakness, he shouted to her roughly:
'Come, why are you standing there? If you are going, go; and if you don't want to, take off your coat and stay! You can stay!'
Anyuta took off her coat, silently, stealthily, then blew her nose also stealthily, sighed, and noiselessly returned to her invariable position on her stool by the window.
The student drew his textbook to him and began again pacing from corner to corner. 'The right lung consists of three parts,' he repeated; 'the upper part, on anterior wall of thorax, reaches the fourth or fifth rib . . . .'
In the passage some one shouted at the top of his voice: 'Grigory! The samovar!'
NOTES
Anyuta: affectionate diminutive for 'Anna'
learn up: cram
Psyche: wife of Eros in Greek mythology; also the Greek word for 'soul'
IVAN MATVEYITCH
by Anton Chekhov
BETWEEN five and six in the evening. A fairly well-known man of learning -- we will call him simply the man of learning -- is sitting in his study nervously biting his nails.
'It's positively revolting,' he says, continually looking at his watch. 'It shows the utmost disrespect for another man's time and work. In England such a person would not earn a farthing, he would die of hunger. You wait a minute, when you do come . . . .'
And feeling a craving to vent his wrath and impatience upon someone, the man of learning goes to the door leading to his wife's room and knocks.
'Listen, Katya,' he says in an indignant voice. 'If you see Pyotr Danilitch, tell him that decent people don't do such things. It's abominable! He recommends a secretary, and does not know the sort of man he is recommending! The wretched boy is two or three hours late with unfailing regularity every day. Do you call that a secretary? Those two or three hours are more precious to me than two or three years to other people. When he does come I will swear at him like a dog, and won't pay him and will kick him out. It's no use standing on ceremony with people like that!'
'You say that every day, and yet he goes on coming and coming.'
'But to-day I have made up my mind. I have lost enough through him. You must excuse me, but I shall swear at him like a cabman.'
At last a ring is heard. The man of learning makes a grave face; drawing himself up, and, throwing back his head, he goes into the entry. There his amanuensis Ivan Matveyitch, a young man of eighteen, with a face oval as an egg and no moustache, wearing a shabby, mangy overcoat and no goloshes, is already standing by the hatstand. He is in breathless haste, and scrupulously wipes his huge clumsy boots on the doormat, trying as he does so to conceal from the maidservant a hole in his boot through which a white sock is peeping. Seeing the man of learning he smiles with that broad, prolonged, somewhat foolish smile which is seen only on the faces of children or very good-natured people.
'Ah, good evening!' he says, holding out a big wet hand. 'Has your sore throat gone?'
'Ivan Matveyitch,' says the man of learning in a shaking voice, stepping back and clasping his hands together. 'Ivan Matveyitch.'
Then he dashes up to the amanuensis, clutches him by the shoulders, and begins feebly shaking him.
'What a way to treat me!' he says with despair in his voice. 'You dreadful, horrid fellow, what a way to treat me! Are you laughing at me, are you jeering at me? Eh?'
Judging from the smile which still lingered on his face Ivan Matveyitch had expected a very different reception, and so, seeing the man of learning's countenance eloquent of indignation, his oval face grows longer than ever, and he opens his mouth in amazement.
'What is . . . what is it?' he asks.
'And you ask that?' the man of learning clasps his hands. 'You know how precious time is to me, and you are so late. You are two hours late! . . . Have you no fear of God?'
'I haven't come straight from home,' mutters Ivan Matveyitch, untying his scarf irresolutely. 'I have been at my aunt's name-day party, and my aunt lives five miles away. . . . If I had come straight from home, then it would have been a different thing.'
'Come, reflect, Ivan Matveyitch, is there any logic in your conduct? Here you have work to do, work at a fixed time, and you go flying off after name-day parties and aunts! But do make haste and undo your wretched scarf! It's beyond endurance, really!'
The man of learning dashes up to the amanuensis again and helps him to disentangle his scarf.
'You are done up like a peasant woman, . . . Come along, . . . Please make haste!'
