against here. And you still don’t even know the half of it. The entire U.S. Army depends on the balance… like I told you.”
“Yeah, you told me. Thanks.” I stood. “Do the right thing, Simon. Hold these guys as long as you can. I’m going to see Zahed in the morning.”
“You’re what?” asked Bronco.
I grinned darkly at both spooks. “Have a good night.”
Nolan’s body would be flown out before noon. We’d have the small prayer service, as we’d had for Beasley, and we’d all look at each other and think,
But I couldn’t sleep, so I just lay in my rack, staring at the curved ceiling.
Brown was listening to his iPod, the tinny rhythm buzzing from his earbuds. I’d figured him for a hip-hop guy, but he loved his classic rock. I listened for a while, letting the tunes carry me back to moments past: my childhood, a stickball game in the middle of the street, a bully who’d beaten me up at the bus stop, a meeting with the principal when I cheated on a high school trigonometry exam and my father had come and persuaded the principal not to punish me too greatly.
I started crying. My lips tightened, and the deep grimace finally took hold. I fought to remain quiet. But I couldn’t hold back the tears. My father was dead. I wasn’t going to his funeral. And I’d just lost another teammate. I began to tremble, then clutched the sheets and finally took a deep breath. Then I began laughing at myself. I was a deadly combatant, member of a most elite gun club of highly trained killers. We were unfeeling instruments of death, not whiners and bed wetters.
I lifted my head and stared through the darkness, across the billet to Ramirez’s bunk.
He was sitting up, watching me.
Every time we attacked the Taliban, they would regroup, re-arm, and counterattack.
What were we expecting? That our attacks would so demoralize them that they would convert to Christianity and pledge to become loyal Wal-Mart customers?
I didn’t know what time I finally fell asleep, but my watch read seven forty-one A.M. local time when the first explosions had me snapping open my eyes.
Ironically, the guys weren’t springing out of their bunks but slowly rising, cursing, and Treehorn yawned and said, “And that’s the morning alarm clock, Taliban style.”
We ran outside, bare-chested, wearing only our boxers and brandishing our rifles.
I took in the situation all at once — front gate blown to smithereens, guard house on fire, gate falling inward. Machine gunners in the nests were focusing their fire on two small sedans, taxis from Kandahar, I guessed, one of which had probably carried the gate bomber.
An RPG screamed across the base and struck one of the barracks, tearing a gaping hole in one side and exploding within.
Sergeants were screaming for all the gunners to cease fire, and within thirty more seconds, it was over.
No gunfire, just more shouting, the hiss and pop of fires, personnel running in multiple directions like ants fleeing a sprinkler’s flood. We all stood outside the billet, and after another moment I reasoned there wasn’t anything else we could do, so I motioned for the guys to get back inside and get dressed and we’d head over to the barracks that’d been hit. Ramirez was last to go back in. He hesitated, then turned back to me. “Scott, I, uh… thanks for keeping all this between us.”
I pursed my lips and forced a nod.
“I’m sorry.”
My breath shortened. “Okay.”
By the time we reached the barracks, all the fires had been put out and we were asked to remain along a piece of tape cordoning off the area. Harruck was there and told me the attack was against Gul. “We got a warning yesterday that if we didn’t turn over the governor, we’d be attacked.”
“Why didn’t you give me a heads-up?”
“Because I’ve been getting those warnings all the time. Most of them are fake or they don’t act on them. They order us to leave, say they’ll attack the next day, and they don’t.”
“Anyone hurt?”
“Lost two more at the gate. Damn it. Barracks was empty, thank God. They were already up for chow, and the governor is staying on the other side, up near the gunner’s nest.”
“Good idea. How’d they get so close to the gate again?”
“Gul’s got people coming and going all day. I’m setting up a new roadblock. They’ll need to get past there first before they get near the gate.”
“Could’ve done that in the first place.”
“Didn’t see the need till now.”
I sighed. “Live and learn. And Simon, in a little while I’m going over to see Shilmani. All they told me was that they’d set up the meeting with Zahed ‘soon.’ I’m going to tell them they’ve got twenty-four hours.”
The XO came dashing over and faced me. “Captain? There’s a call for you in the comm center.”
The call was from General Keating. I wasn’t surprised. Harruck had been forced to release Bronco and his buddy, Mike, after a couple of big shots from the agency flew in from Kandahar and raised hell. Keating, for his part, was ducking from the piles of dung being hurtled at him from our competing agencies. He just wanted to get me in on the fun.
“I don’t care what they’re telling me, Mitchell. If you can get in there, get our boy out, and drop the fat man at the same time, then we’ve done our job. They’re trying to persuade me to think about this big picture while they cut deals with terrorists and drug runners, but that’s not the way we operate, is it?”
“No, sir.”
“Very well, then. Where are we now?”
“Other than what I put in my report?”
“Frankly, Mitchell, I haven’t had time to read your report. I’ve had the CIA barking in my ear for two hours.”
“We took out the cave network. I lost a guy doing it. We intercepted an agent.”
“Yeah, yeah, I know all about that.”
“And now I’m working on a meeting with the fat man himself.”
“How the hell will you pull that off?”
“Just leave it to me, sir.”
“And just what do you plan to talk about?”
“I don’t plan to talk about anything, sir, if you hear me clearly.”
“Loud and clear, son. Loud and clear.”
Treehorn and I went back out to see Burki and Shilmani. More tea. More idle conversation, until a very tall, very lean man with a wispy beard arrived and sat with us.
“This is my cousin. He does not wish you to know his name.”
“So what do we call him?” asked Treehorn.
Shilmani posed that question to the man, who answered rapidly in Pashto. Shilmani glanced up and said, “You can just call him Muji.”
“Tell him that’s kind of a slang phrase for Mujahadeen fighters.”
Shilmani did, then faced us. “He knows. His grandfather was one.”
“Okay. Tell him I need to see Zahed right away.”
Shilmani spoke with Muji at length, and all Treehorn and I could do was sit there, sipping tea. The conversation sounded like a debate, and finally Shilmani regarded me with a frustrated look. “Maybe tomorrow.”
