Maria had been sitting astride her ten-speed bicycle, smoking. Flicking the cigarette onto the asphalt, she dropped the kickstand of the bicycle. She walked over slowly, with an athlete’s easy grace. She stood about five- foot-seven but seemed taller because of the way she held her square jaw high: high and set. Her long brown hair hung down her neck, the fine strands stirred by the wind. The top two buttons of her denim shirt were open over her green wool sweater and the bottoms of her tight jeans were tucked into well-worn cowboy boots. Her blue eyes swept past Luis and Aideen and came to rest on McCaskey.
Aideen didn’t know whether that was intended as a greeting or a dismissal. Obviously McCaskey wasn’t sure either. He stood stiffly beside the car, his expression blank. Luis hadn’t wanted him to come to the airport, but he insisted that it was his duty to see Aideen off.
They watched Maria as she approached. Her eyes didn’t flinch or soften. Luis put his hand around Aideen’s arm. He stepped toward Maria, drawing Aideen with him.
“Maria, this is Aideen Marley. She works with Op-Center and was present at the shooting.”
Maria’s deep-set eyes shifted to Aideen but only for a moment. She walked past her and stopped in front of Darrell.
Luis called after her. “Maria, Aideen will be accompanying you to San Sebastian.”
The thirty-eight-year-old woman nodded. But she didn’t take her eyes off McCaskey. Their faces were only, inches apart.
“Hello, Maria,” McCaskey said.
Maria was breathing slowly. Her thick eyebrows formed a hard, rigid line like a bulwark. Her pale, sensuously arched lips formed another. “I prayed that I would never see you again,” she said. Her accent, like her voice, was thick and deep.
McCaskey’s own expression hardened. “I guess you didn’t pray hard enough.”
“Maybe not,” she replied. “I was too busy crying.”
This time McCaskey did not respond.
Maria’s eyes ranged over him. Other than that, her features didn’t change. It seemed to Aideen that the woman was looking for something. A man she once loved, memories to soften the hate? Or was she searching for something different? Something to revitalize her anger. The sight of arms, a chest, thighs, and hands she had once held and caressed.
After a moment Maria turned and walked back to her bicycle. She snatched her grip from the basket behind the seat.
“Keep this for me, Luis,” she said, indicating the bicycle. She walked over to Aideen and offered her hand. “I apologize for my rudeness, Ms. Marley. I’m Maria Corneja.”
Aideen accepted her hand. “Call me Aideen.”
“I’m glad to know you, Aideen,” Maria said. She looked at Luis. “Is there anything else I need to know?”
Luis shook his head. “You know the codes. If something comes up, I’ll call on your cellular phone.”
Maria nodded and looked at Aideen. “Let’s go,” she said and started toward the helicopter. She made a point of not looking at McCaskey again.
Aideen slung her own backpack over a shoulder and scurried after her.
“Good luck to both of you,” McCaskey said to the women as they passed.
Aideen was the only one who turned and thanked him.
The Kawasaki chopper revved up as the women approached. Though they wouldn’t have been able to hear one another over the din, Aideen found the bitter silence awkward. She also felt torn. As McCaskey’s colleague she felt she should say something on his behalf. But as a woman she felt like she should have ignored him too — and, while she was at it, used her own eyes to curse all men. Curse her father for having been an abusive alcoholic. Curse the drug dealers who ruined lives and families and made widows and orphans in Mexico. Curse the occasional gentleman caller in her own life who was only a gentleman for as long as it took to become an intimate.
They climbed on board and were airborne in less than a minute. They sat close beside each other in the small, noisy cockpit, the silence continuing until Aideen finally had had enough of it.
“I understand you were out of the police business for a while,” she said. “What did you do?”
“I managed a small legitimate theater in Barcelona,” she said. “For excitement I took up skydiving. For even more excitement I acted in some of the plays. I’ve always loved acting, which is why I loved undercover work.” Her tone was personable, her eyes unguarded. Whatever memories had troubled her back at the airfield were passing.
“That was your specialty?” Aideen asked.
Maria nodded. “It’s very theatrical and that’s what I enjoy.” She tapped her duffelbag. “Even the codes are from plays. Luis uses numbers which refer to acts, scenes, lines, and words. When I work out of town he phones them. When I work in town he often leaves slips of papers under rocks. Sometimes he even writes them in the open as graffiti. He once left me — what do you call them? Good-time numbers on a telephone booth.”
“That’s what they call ’em in the States,” Aideen said.
Maria smiled a little for the first time. With it, the last traces of her anger appeared to vanish. Aideen smiled back.
“You’ve had a terrible day,” Maria said. “How are you feeling?”
“Still pretty shell-shocked,” Aideen replied. “All of this hasn’t really sunk in yet.”
“I know that feeling,” Maria said. “For all its finality death never seems quite real. Did you know Martha Mackall well?”
“Not very,” Aideen replied. “I’d only worked with her a couple of months. She wasn’t a very easy woman to get to know.”
“That’s true,” Maria said. “I met her several times when I lived in Washington. She was intelligent but she was also very formal.”
“That was Martha,” Aideen said.
Mentioning her stay in America seemed to bring Maria back down again. Her little smile evaporated. Her eyes darkened under her brow.
“I’m sorry about what happened back there,” Maria said.
“It’s all right,” Aideen said.
Maria stared ahead. “Mack and I were together for a while,” she continued as though Aideen had not spoken. “He was more caring and more devoted than any man I’ve ever met. We were going to stay together forever. But he wanted me to give up my work. He said it was too dangerous.”
Aideen was starting to feel uncomfortable. Spanish women talked openly about their lives to strangers. Ladies from Boston didn’t.
Maria looked down. “He wanted me to give up smoking. It was bad for me. He wanted me to like jazz more than I did. And American football. And Italian food. He loved his things passionately, including me. But he couldn’t share all of that the way he wanted to, and eventually he decided he’d rather be alone than disappointed.” She looked at Aideen. “Do you understand?”
Aideen nodded.
“I don’t expect you to say anything critical,” Maria said. “You work with him. But I wanted you to know what that was about back there because you’ll be working with me, too. I only learned he was here when I learned you would be coming with me. It was a difficult thing to accept, seeing him again.”
“I understand,” Aideen said. She practically had to shout to be heard over the roar of the rotor.
Maria showed her a little half-smile. “Luis tells me you worked to bring in drug dealers in Mexico. That took courage.”
“To tell you the truth,” Aideen said, “what it took was indignation, not courage.”
“You are too modest,” Maria shot back.
Aideen shook her head. “I’m being truthful. Drugs helped to wreck my neighborhood when I was a kid. Cocaine killed one of my best friends. Heroin took my cousin Sam, who was a brilliant organist at our church. He died in the street. When I got some experience under my belt, I wanted to do more than wring my hands and complain about it.”
“I felt the same way about crime,” she said. “My father owned a cinema in Madrid. He was killed in a robbery. But both of our desires would have been nothing if they weren’t backed by courage and resolve. And cunning,” she
