Point of Impact

perfection. He brought home a report card with five As and a B, the old man didn’t say, “Hey, good job! Congratulations!” No, he said, “Why the B? You need to apply yourself more.”

Once, when he was about twelve, he’d been visiting his grandma, out in the Valley. He found some old photo albums and started digging through them. In the back were a stack of his old man’s report cards. The son of a bitch had made straight As through high school. Had been valedictorian of his class before he went off to college and law school, and eventually the FBI. Jesus. Drayne couldn’t even bitch about the old bastard holding him to a higher standard than he’d achieved on his own.

Oh, yeah, Drayne had been a whiz in chemistry. It had been his natural element. And he was smart enough to get good grades in his other subjects without having to crack a book most of the time. He just didn’t see the point in working his butt off to learn stuff like “Tippicanoe and Tyler Too!” when it wouldn’t ever be any part of his life. Who gave a rat’s ass about gerunds and split infinitives, or ancient Greek history, or what the current names for countries in Africa were? Drayne was going to be a chemist, he was going to make his fortune playing with things he wanted to play with, and to hell with the rest of it.

No, they had not gotten along for as long as he could remember, his old man and him. And yet he felt some kind of perverse need to demonstrate to his father that he was competent. Which was kind of hard to do when what you were most competent at was mixing and selling illegal drugs, and your old man was a pillar of law enforcement who put people like you away.

The drive back to Malibu was bright and sunny. The fog had long since burned off, and traffic wasn’t too bad. Neither the weather nor the lack of usual stop-and-go traffic lifted his mood.

He hadn’t seen Tad last night or this morning, and he suspected that was because Tad had taken another Hammer trip, even though Drayne had told him not to. The Hammer was Tad’s reason to get up in the morning. Tad was a full-time doper, he could mix and match his chems to suit his needs better than anybody Drayne had ever known, and for him, Thor was the ultimate party friend, the guy Tad had been looking for all his life. And Thor would be the guy who’d kill him, too.

Then again, in his own way, Tad was fairly reliable. If he had swallowed the cap and gone hyper, it had probably been after he had done the job Drayne had sent him to do. It was rare if Tad came home and hadn’t done whatever Drayne had sent him to do, and even when that happened, it was due to something Tad couldn’t control.

He didn’t really know why Tad was so important to him. They had run into each other doing biz, and something about the reedy guy in black had tickled Drayne. Nothing sexual, they were into women — though Tad preferred drugs to pussy, mostly — and not as if Tad were some kind of sparkling conversationalist or brilliant intellect. But he was loyal, and he did think Drayne was a genius. And he got the job done. If he wanted to go out in a blaze of Dionysian glory, that was his right. Tad was pretty much the only friend Drayne had. Making and dealing illegal chem didn’t open you up to a whole lot of deep relationships with honest people. When Tad croaked, that was going to leave a big hole in the list of people Drayne could relax around.

Of course, he had enough money now that if he invested it right, he could almost live off the interest. Another year or so of thousand-buck-a-hit sales, he’d be set. Then he could retire if he felt like it, maybe move into a better class of people, make some friends who started out thinking he was a dot.com millionaire, or had made a killing in the market or something, who’d take him at face value. Live his life out in the open, perfectly legal, no looking over his shoulder.

That made him grin. Yeah, he could do that. Would he?

Not an ice cube’s chance in a supernova he would. Because it wasn’t just the money, it was the game. The ability to do what he did, to do it better than anybody else, and to get away with it. Hell, if he wanted to, he could take his formulas to the legitimate drug companies, and they’d fall all over themselves to shovel money at him. A lot of what Drayne had discovered and created was what the pharmaceutical giants had been researching for years. Got a patient with muscle wasting who is bed-bound and on the way down? What would it be worth to him to enjoy some mobility in his final days? Got a guy who can’t get it up, and Viagra doesn’t work for him? How much would he spend to get an erection so hard it would hum in a breeze? You about to take the GRE to get into graduate school? What would adding fifteen points to your IQ for a couple hours be worth? Stuff Drayne worked with could do that and more.

Drayne could have gone to work for those guys a long time ago. He could have brought just part of what he knew to the table, and they would have kissed his shoes and given him a blank check to get it. But there wasn’t any challenge there, not to be straight.

Not to be like his father.

He sighed. He was smart enough to know he was a little fucked up when it came to such things. Had done some reading in psychology, knew all about Oedipus and shit like that. But he was what he was. However he had gotten there, it was his path, and he was going to walk it, and the devil take the reasons.

Jesus, he was tight, wound up like a spring. Maybe he should stop at the gym on the way home, loosen up a little, take it out on the weights. He’d feel better if he did. A good, hard workout was the cure for a whole lot of things, tension, stress, it would mellow you out almost as much as champagne.

Yeah. Maybe he’d do that. It would be relaxing.

23

Malibu, California

Drayne couldn’t remember the last time he had been so pissed off. He pounded the steering wheel of the Mercedes hard enough to crack it, and he wished it was fucking Tad’s head!

Jesus Christ!

By the time he got home, however, he had calmed down somewhat. He was almost detached, almost fatalistic about it when he pulled into the garage and shut the engine off. He had always known this was a possibility, though he hadn’t expected it would ever really happen. He was too smart to be caught by the plodders; he’d been giving them fucking clues and they couldn’t do it. Only, Tad wasn’t. And the boy had stepped in it good this time.

Tad was out cold on the couch, and even the pitcher full of ice water hardly roused him. He mumbled something.

Drayne started slapping his face. Eventually, his hand got sore and tired, but Tad came awake, sort of.

“What?”

“You idiot! You don’t have any idea what you did, do you?”

“What?”

“The gym! You trashed the gym! I stopped by there to work out, and that was all anybody was talking about! Even if I hadn’t sent you, I could recognize you from their descriptions! You moron!”

Groggy, Tad sat up. He rubbed at his face. “I’m all wet,” he said.

“You got that right. Christ on a pogo stick, Tad!”

“I don’t understand, Bobby. I got the disk from the security drive, the job’s done, we’re free and clear, nobody has anything to link us to Zeigler. There’s no proof of anything.”

“You really don’t see it, do you?” Drayne sat heavily on the couch next to his partner. Of a moment, he felt sorry for Tad. He kept forgetting most people didn’t have his horsepower when it came to cranking up the mental engines. “Obviously, the smart drugs hadn’t kicked in when you decided to feel up Atlas’s sister. Think about it.”

Tad shook his head, still not tracking.

“Look, I know you’re tired and stoned, and ordinarily I’d let you sleep it off, but time just got to be a problem. You made a mistake.”

“I don’t see it. They don’t know who I am. No way.”

“Okay. Let me explain it to you.” He looked at Tad, who made death warmed over seem the picture of health, and realized he had to take it slow for him to keep up with it. He eased off his anger a little. “Let me tell you a story. Just sit back and listen carefully, okay?”

Tad nodded.