name out of it — but he made sure to hit upon the fact that both girls used the same ATM. She asked a few questions, mostly small clarifications. They reached her office and sat down.
“Sounds like she ran away,” Edna Skylar said.
“I’m aware of that.”
“Someone leaked you my name, is that correct?”
“More or less.”
“So you have some idea what I saw?”
“Just the basics. What you said convinced the investigators that Katie was a runaway. I’m just wondering if you saw something that makes you think differently.”
“No. And I’ve gone over it a hundred times in my head.”
“You’re aware,” Myron said, “that kidnap victims often identify with their abductors.”
“I know all that. The Stockholm syndrome and all its bizarre offshoots. But it just didn’t seem that way. Katie didn’t look particularly exhausted. The body language was right. There wasn’t panic in her eyes or any kind of cult- like zealousness. Her eyes were clear, in fact. I didn’t see signs of drugs there, though granted I only got a brief look.”
“Where exactly did you first see her?’
“On Eighth Avenue near Twenty-first Street.”
“And she was heading into the subway?”
“Yes.”
“A couple of trains go through that station.”
“She was taking the C train.”
The C train basically ran north-south through Manhattan. That wouldn’t help.
“Tell me about the man she was with.”
“Thirty to thirty-five. Average height. Nice looking. Long, dark hair. Two-day beard.”
“Scars, tattoos, anything like that?”
Edna Skylar shook her head and told him the story, how she’d been walking on the street with her husband, how Katie looked different, older, more sophisticated, different hair, how she wasn’t even positive it was Katie until Katie uttered those final words:
“And you said she seemed scared?”
“Yes.”
“But not of the man she was with?”
“That’s right. May I ask you something?”
“Sure.”
“I know something about you,” she said. “No, I’m not a basketball fan, but Google works wonders. I use it all the time. With patients too. If I’m seeing someone new, I check them out online.”
“Okay.”
“So my question is, why are you trying to find the girl?”
“I’m a family friend.”
“But why you?”
“It’s hard to explain.”
Edna Skylar gave that a second, seemingly unsure if she should accept his vague response. “How are her parents holding up?”
“Not well.”
“Their daughter is most likely safe. Like Katie.”
“Could be.”
“You should tell them that. Offer them some comfort. Let them know she’ll be okay.”
“I don’t think it’ll do any good.”
She looked off. Something crossed her face.
“Dr. Skylar?”
“One of my children ran away,” Edna Skylar said. “He was seventeen. You know the nature versus nurture question? Well, I was a crappy mother. I know that. But my son was trouble from day one. He got into fights. He shoplifted. He got arrested when he was sixteen for stealing a car. He was heavily into drugs, though I don’t think I knew it at that time. This was in the days before we talked about ADD or put kids on Ritalin or any of that. If that was a serious option, I probably would have done it. I reacted instead by withdrawing and hoping he’d outgrow it. I didn’t get involved in his life. I didn’t give him direction.”
She said it all matter-of-factly.
“Anyway, when he ran away, I didn’t do anything. I almost expected it. A week passed. Two weeks. He didn’t call. I didn’t know where he was. Children are a blessing. But they also rip your heart out in ways you could never imagine.”
Edna Skylar stopped.
“What happened to him?” Myron asked.
“Nothing overly dramatic. He eventually called. He was out on the West Coast, trying to become a big star. He needed money. He stayed out there for two years. Failed at everything he did. Then he came back. He’s still a mess. I try to love him, to care about him, but”—she shrugged—“doctoring comes natural to me. Mothering does not.”
Edna Skylar looked at Myron. He could see that she wasn’t finished, so he waited.
“I wish…” Her throat caught. “It’s a horrible cliche, but more than anything, I wish I could start over again. I love my son, I really do, but I don’t know what to do for him. He may be beyond hope. I know how cold that sounds, but when you make professional diagnoses all day, you tend to make them in your personal life too. My point is, I’ve learned that I can’t control those I love. So I control those I don’t.”
“I’m not following,” Myron said.
“My patients,” she explained. “They are strangers, but I care a great deal about them. It’s not because I’m a generous or wonderful person, but because in my mind, they are still innocent. And I judge them. I know that’s wrong. I know that I should treat every patient the same, and in terms of treatment, I think I do. But the fact is, if I Google the person and see that they spent time in jail or seem like a lowlife, I try to get them to go to another doctor.”
“You prefer the innocents,” Myron said.
“Precisely. Those whom — I know how this will sound — those whom I deem pure. Or at least, purer.”
Myron thought about his own recent reasoning, how the life of the Twins held no value to him, about how many civilians he’d sacrifice to save his own son. Was this reasoning that much different?
“So what I’m trying to say is, I think about this girl’s parents, the ones you said aren’t doing well, and I worry about them. I want to help.”
Before Myron could respond, there was a light rap on the door. It opened, and a head of gray hair popped through. Myron rose. The gray-haired man stepped all the way in and said, “I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were with someone.”
“It’s okay, honey,” Edna Skylar said, “but maybe you could come back later?”
“Of course.”
The gray-haired man wore a white coat too. He spotted Myron and smiled. Myron recognized the smile. Edna Skylar wasn’t a basketball fan, but this guy was. Myron stuck out his hand. “Myron Bolitar.”
“Oh, I know who you are. I’m Stanley Rickenback. Better known as Mr. Dr. Edna Skylar.”
They shook hands.
“I saw you play at Duke,” Stanley Rickenback said. “You were something else.”
“Thank you.”
“I didn’t mean to interrupt. I just wanted to see if my blushing bride wanted to join me for the lunchtime culinary delight that is our hospital cafeteria.”
“I was just leaving,” Myron said. Then: “You were with your wife when she saw Katie Rochester, weren’t you?”
“Is that why you’re here?”
“Yes.”
