With a pang, I’d donned the necklace Brand had given me the night before he died.
“How could I have talked to you about Jack?” Mom asked now. “You were knocked out.”
“And you didn’t suspect that he might have been the one to hurt me?”
“Honestly, Evie, his explanation made perfect sense—I’m surprised you haven’t shot yourself in the foot by now. Besides, I have a good feeling about him.”
“What did you tell him about me?” I finished her braid, smoothing a lock here and there.
“That you’re special. That you have a purpose in this world. And that you’ll need support in order to fulfill it.”
Not
I thought back to the last time I’d seen my first and only boyfriend, recalling his smile as he’d gone off to do battle for me, saving me from getting gaffled. I should’ve told him that I loved him—instead of
And it was because of the Cajun that I’d never gotten to speak to Brandon ever again.
“Don’t be so hard on Jack, honey. Everything’s different now. He even said he’s going to fix my car tonight. Imagine that.” She sighed. “Having a car.”
Early on, Mom and I had talked about going to North Carolina to find Gran. I’d asked her, “Do you really think she’s still alive?”
Mom had cried,
Three things had kept us here: the lack of a vehicle, our wait for order to be restored, and the ready sources of water.
The wells were getting low, and apparently, order wasn’t forthcoming. But a car might be. “Do you believe what Jackson said about the militia?”
She nodded. “If there are so few women survivors, and if those men truly think there will never be another government . . . Evie, people with no hope for the future can be very dangerous.” She paused, seeming to think of the exact right way to phrase her next words. “I know this is hard for you to understand, but things
“But they’ll probably have a doctor who could fix you right up.”
She shook her head. “And they’ll marry you off to some old man. If you’re lucky.”
“You were trying to set me up with animal control!”
“Until Jack came along. He’s so considerate. Not to mention gorgeous! Did you get a load of his shoulders? And that rakish grin?”
I’d always thought of it as a
“He’s strong, resourceful, and intelligent. He can take care of you.”
“Forget it, Evie.”
“Why do you get to sacrifice for me, but I can’t do the same?”
“Because I’m your mother.”
“You think I wouldn’t do whatever it takes to get you medical attention?”
“That’s precisely what I’m afraid of.” She started coughing, which only steeled my resolve.
“Why don’t we see how you feel in the morning?” I said, wondering if her side could get any tighter, any darker over the night. “We can decide then.” I’d already decided.
I thought she’d argue more, but she let it go. “Regardless, we
“I admit he’s handy. But everything in me says not to trust him.” He’d lied to me, stolen from me, played me for a fool.
“That’s a shame. Because I asked him to look out for you—if anything ever happened to me.”
I stilled. “You wouldn’t. You just met him!”
“Like I said, I have a good feeling about him. And he told me he’d consider it! He likes you, Evie. He wouldn’t have come back here to warn us if he didn’t. Now, promise me you’ll try to get along with him.” I opened my mouth to argue, but she began coughing worse than before.
I hurried to rub her back, saying, “Okay, okay, I promise I’ll try.” Once her fit subsided, I handed her a glass of water. “I’ll go see if he needs help.”
Her expression brightened, easing the strain on her pale face. “Thank you, honey.”
Still mentally grumbling, I headed down the shadowy staircase. At once, the voices grew louder. Oh, and now there was a new one among the chorus, a girl’s.
“Ugh!” I snapped under my breath. “What does that
“You talking to yourself?” Jackson said. He’d paused on his way upstairs with a folding card table—so Mom wouldn’t have to go down.
Which was . . . considerate of him.
He climbed to the step just below me and murmured in that deep voice, “Um, um, UM, Evangeline. You dress up all pretty for me?”
Strike
“Long enough to know you’re fixing to break that promise you just made. Now, be polite, honey.”
But he blocked me, resting the edge of the table on a stair. His eyes seemed to glow in the dim light, his expression intent.
He pressed one palm against the wall beside my head, leaning in close—just as he had all those months ago when he’d almost kissed me. When he’d stalled for Lionel.
I remembered how stupid I’d been that night. I remembered the excitement—and the attraction—I’d felt.
He’d been handsome then. Now he was gorgeous; was he even more devious?
“Damn,
“What’s your racket? Why are you really here?”
“Maybe I’m not the bad guy you make me out to be.”
“Which is exactly what a bad guy would say.” I pushed past him, but he grabbed my arm.
“You listen to me, Evie. And let me tell you how this night’s goan to proceed.”
I gaped at his condescending tone. “How dare you—”
He talked over me. “We’re goan to have us a grand dinner, as nice as you can think to make it, with you being sweet as an
“I . . . I . . .” My face started to throb. Oh, no, no.
Grueling pain shot through my head. The staircase and Jackson began to disappear. The more I fought the vision, the worse my head pounded.
I tried to stumble away, to get to privacy, but he caught my arm. “Evie? What’s the matter, you?”
Instead of the house, I saw blackened forest all around me. “Jackson,” I whispered, now clutching him desperately. “Please, don’t let it . . .” My legs gave way, and I was grasping at him, grasping—