“De nada.”
El Presidente drops the pouch into his other hand, then inserts it into his suit pocket. “You need have no doubt that your generosity will be appreciated, Don Pedro.”
“Thank you.”
El Presidente smiles warmly, then glances at his watch. “I’m afraid I must be going, Don Pedro,” he says sadly.
“I understand. I’m sure you have many duties.”
“But first, won’t you tell me one of your lovely stories? You always leave me with something to remember.”
“All right, Mr. President, but it is nothing more than something I read not long ago.”
“I’m sure it will be wonderful,” El Presidente says.
I smile. “It’s from Victor Hugo, Mr. President, a mere moment from a longer work.”
“Please go on.”
“The work has to do with the fall of Satan. In Hugo’s tale, Satan falls through eons of time. Yet in the battle that preceded his expulsion — a battle fought out on the rim of time — a single feather was plucked from his side, lost to heaven. It totters on the edge of the abyss, glowing in celestial light. And Satan, as he falls, can feel the ache of its loss, a small, insistent pain, and so he locks back from time to time, and there, a billion miles and a million years away, he spies his feather, still balanced on the edge, one piece of him still aflame in holy light.”
El Presidente stands watching me, waiting for me to finish.
“That is all, Mr. President,” I tell him.
“Oh, yes, of course. Excellent, Don Pedro. Superb.”
“Thank you.”
El Presidente glances at his watch once again. “I really must be going, I’m afraid.”
“I will not keep you.”
We walk out of the nursery, and El Presidente tucks his arm once again beneath mine. “You live an idyllic life, Don Pedro,” he says. “Someday I hope to be as fortunate as you.”
“Perhaps someday you will.”
El Presidente steps up his pace slightly, tugging me along with him. “Do you fish much in the river?” he asks.
“No. Dr. Ludtz once enjoyed boating on it.”
El Presidente smiles. “Ah, yes, Dr. Ludtz. I remember him now. How is he?”
“He died yesterday, Mr. President.”
The smile on El Presidente’s face disappears. “I’m so sorry, Don Pedro.”
“Old men die, Mr. President. Some are ready. Some are not.”
“Very admirable of you, Don Pedro,” El Presidente says. “Philosophical even about the death of your dear friend.”
“Perhaps.”
El Presidente nudges me forward up the hill toward the helicopter. “I hope you are not ailing,” he says.
“No. I am well.”
“Good to hear it,” El Presidente says. He does not speak again until he reaches the door of the helicopter. The guards are waiting for him with outstretched hands. He turns to the villagers who have gathered to see him off. “Vayan con Dios,” he says. He opens his arms, then draws them in. “Vayan con Dios.” Then he turns and steps into the helicopter. Above the cheering of the villagers, I hear the soft crunch of the pouch in his pocket.
I raise my hand. “Adios.”
El Presidente waves. “Adios, Don Pedro. And please, take care of yourself. You are too valuable to lose.”
“Gracias. Adios.”
I step back and wait with the villagers. Together we watch the helicopter rise in a whirl of red dust. It tilts slightly as it ascends, then leans toward the river and lifts over the trees, as if taken up by the breath of God.
I turn and walk through the crowd of villagers. They step aside as I pass. I make my way to the stairs, then up to the verandah. Inside my office I take the little tin box. It is still filled with diamonds. So valuable are they that I have used only a few in my long years at El Caliz. I place the box on my desk, then take a sheet of stationery from one of the drawers. On it I write a single line: “I have become you, so that you may become me.” I sign the letter, fold it, and root it carefully amongst the diamonds. Soon I shall wrap the box and this journal in thick brown paper and on the outside write the name and address of one who, perhaps, understands the value of memory: Arnstein.
Then I will call for Juan. When he comes, I will tell him to take the package to the village and mail it.
In a while — perhaps a day or two — El Presidente’s jewelers will discover the glass within the pouch. Then El Presidente will send his guards for me. Until then, I shall wait for them, as one whose head is full of diamonds. I will wait on my verandah and perhaps allow myself to dream — as some men do — of that far world where no man’s mind can long be held within an orchid’s dome.
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