The Quest for Anna Klein

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Munich, Germany, 1939

For a time he could only sit in the chair by the window and watch the rain cascade down the glass panes. He felt numb and deflated and without resources. Bannion had made it clear that they would have only one chance, and on the wave of that urgency, any hope for escape had closed. If Anna got close enough, she would fire, and after that, if the target was still alive and rushing from the restaurant, Bannion would fire, and then each would die either in the hail of bullets that followed or by biting down on the cyanide.

He knew that all this would transpire within a few hours, and yet he still dreamed of somehow averting it, of them all meeting at the railway station, taking the next train for Hamburg, then going by sea to Copenhagen and from there to Dover, where Bannion would go one way and he and Anna another, perhaps north to Scotland, where a great green forest would enfold them and they would live out their days in a forest fantasy, like Robin Hood and Maid Marian.

It was a fantasy that urged its false reality on him so powerfully that at one point he walked to the closet, grabbed his traveling bag, and tossed it onto a bed that still bore, he noticed, the imprint of Anna’s body The sight was so painful, that outline of his loss, that he spun away from it and yanked open the top drawer of the bureau as if to remind himself that it was all truly determined, that she had taken the pistol and the poison and would almost certainly use them both before the sun rose again on Munich.

He sat down and looked at his watch and was forced to confront a reality that slashed at him with all the violence of a physical attack, and as the minutes passed, he discovered that he simply could not allow his last sight of her to be wreathed in the shadowy darkness of his room, could not permit the last physical impression he would have of her to be the rumpled sheets where she’d lain.

On the wave of that decision, he leaped to his feet and headed out of his room, then down the corridor toward the elevator. He had to see her one last time, he told himself. He had to hold her one last time. This simple moment of final physical contact he wanted more ardently than he had ever wanted anything.

He reached the eighth floor minutes later, strode down the long hallway, then knocked at her door.

“Anna,” he called softly when there was no answer.

He waited, then knocked again and again, and when there was still no answer, he went to the hotel lobby, so dazed by the need to see her, hold her, that he could do nothing but stand at the window and search the street outside, waiting for her to return.

He would never be sure of how long he waited, only that time itself seemed a malicious force that was relentlessly pressing him toward inestimable loss.

And so an hour might have passed, or two, before he saw Anna strolling back toward the hotel, and then the black car that suddenly drew up to the curb beside her. Four men got out.

They approached her unhurriedly, and the tallest of them removed his brown hat as he spoke to her. She nodded toward the hotel as if in answer to a question, and Danforth immediately shrank back into the lobby of the building so as not to be seen.

For a time, the man in the brown hat continued to question her, the other men now drawing in more closely as if expecting her to bolt away. At one point she reached into the pocket of her dress and drew out her passport, which the tallest of the men examined with a quick, desultory air, as if it were only a formality.

Then, almost like dancers,, two of the men took her quite gently by the arms, one on her right, the other on her left, and in that formation, with the tallest in the lead and a fourth man behind her, they began to move toward the hotel.

The gun, Danforth thought. If they found it in her room, she would be doomed.

He raced up the stairs, bounded to her door, stepped back, and then with far more force than he’d ever applied to anything, he kicked open the door, rushed inside the room, and searched until he found the pistol in the third drawer of her bureau. Now, he thought as he sank it into his pocket, she is safe. No, she was more than safe; she had come close to discovery, and because of that closeness she would be forced to abandon the plot, as would they all. With that thought, what was to be the last great joy of his life swept over him, a surging happiness, fierce and dazzling, that he would never know again.

He was halfway out the door before he remembered the cyanide. He raced back into Anna’s room, glanced about until he saw it sitting completely uncovered beneath her bedside lamp, snatched it from its place, and pressed it hurriedly into the pocket of his jacket.

The elevator was rising toward the eighth floor. He could hear it clattering upward. He would not be able to reach the stairs before it arrived at the landing. There was nothing to do but continue down the corridor. He had gone nearly all the way down it before he heard the rattling sound of the elevator door opening, just around the corner.

The men turned the corner just seconds before Danforth reached it, Anna now held stiffly by the two men at her sides. Her eyes met his as they drew toward each other. They were without sparkle and gave no hint of recognition as she swept by him. He might have been a traveling salesman for all her features betrayed, just another nameless man in a world filled with them. He kept his pace steady as he continued toward the elevator, and he did not look back when he reached the end of the corridor, just turned the corner, as he knew she wished him to, and also as he knew she wished him to, he vanished from sight.

On the street, for the first time in his life, he had nowhere to turn. There was nothing his money or his family could do for him. He was without means, without connections, powerless save for the pistol he’d snatched from Anna’s room and which he now thought he should get rid of, and on that thought he hurried over to a nearby wastebasket and tossed it inside.

Now what? he asked himself in silent frenzy.

He had no idea what Anna was being asked, or of what she was being accused, but he knew that interceding might only deepen whatever suspicions had already been aroused.

He thought of Bannion and decided to go to him. It was not a long walk to the building where he’d rented a room, but when Danforth reached it, he saw another black car pulled up beside the curb in front of it, as well as two men stationed at the entrance of the building.

There was a small park across from the building, its grove of trees his only place of concealment, and so he