'He should kill them all.'
'Peace is better than war,' Willibald said.
'Amen,' Mildrith said.
I began sharpening the spear, stroking the whetstone down the long blade. It seemed to me that Alfred had been absurdly generous. Guthrum, after all, was the one remaining leader of any stature on the Danish side, and he had been trapped, and if I had been Alfred there would have been no terms, only a siege, and at its end the Danish power in southern England would have been broken. Instead Guthrum was to be allowed to leave Exanceaster.
'It is the hand of God,' Willibald said.
I looked at him. He was a few years older than I was, but always seemed younger. He was earnest, enthusiastic and kind. He had been a good chaplain to the twelve ships, though the poor man was ever seasick and blanched at the sight of blood. 'God made the peace?' I asked sceptically.
'Who sent the storm that sank Guthrum's ships?' Willibald retorted fervently, 'who delivered Ubba into our hands?'
'I did,' I said.
He ignored that. 'We have a godly king, lord,' he said, 'and God rewards those that serve him faithfully. Alfred has defeated the Danes. And they see it! Guthrum can recognise divine interventions He has been making enquiries about Christ.'
I said nothing.
'Our king believes,' the priest went on, 'that Guthrum is not far from seeing the true light of Christ.'
He leaned forward and touched my knee. 'We have fasted, lord,' he said, 'we have prayed, and the king believes that the Danes will be brought to Christ and when that happens there will be a permanent peace.'
He meant every word of that nonsense and, of course, it was sweet music to Mildrith's ears. She was a good Christian and had great faith in Alfred, and if the king believed that his god would bring victory then she would believe it too. It seemed madness to me, but I said nothing as a servant brought us barley ale, bread, smoked mackerel and cheese. 'We shall have a Christian peace,' Willibald said, making the sign of the cross above the bread before he ate, 'sealed by hostages.'
'We've given Guthrum hostages again?' I asked, astonished. 'No,' Willibald said. 'But he has agreed to give us hostages. Including six earls!'
I stopped sharpening the spear and looked at Willibald. 'Six earls?'
'Including your friend, Ragnar!' Willibald seemed pleased by this news, but I was appalled. If Ragnar was not with the Danes then I could not go to them. He was my friend and his enemies were my enemies, but without Ragnar to protect me I would be horribly vulnerable to Kjartan and Sven, the father and son who had murdered Ragnar's father and who wanted me dead. Without Ragnar, I knew, I could not leave Wessex.
'Ragnar's one of the hostages?' I asked. 'You're sure?'
'Of course I'm sure. He will be held by Ealdorman Wulfhere. All the hostages are to be held by Wulfhere.'
'For how long?'
'For as long as Alfred wishes, or until Guthrum is baptised. And Guthrum has agreed that our priests can talk to his men.' Willibald gave me a pleading look. 'We must have faith in God,' he said.
'We must give God time to work on the hearts of the Danes. Guthrum understands now that our god has power!'
I stood and went to the door, pulling aside the leather curtain and staring down at the wide sea-reach of the Uisc. I was sick at heart. I hated Alfred, did not want to be in Wessex, but now it seemed I was doomed to stay there. 'And what do I do?' I asked.
'The king will forgive you, lord,' Willibald said nervously.
'Forgive me?' I turned on him. 'And what does the king believe happened at Cynuit? You were there, father,' I said, 'so did you tell him?'
'I told him.'
'And?'
'He knows you are a brave warrior, lord,' Willibald said, 'and that your sword is an asset to Wessex.
He will receive you again, I'm sure, and he will receive you joyfully. Go to church, pay your debts and show that you are a good man of Wessex.'
'I'm not a West Saxon,' I snarled at him, 'I'm a Northumbrian!'
And that was part of the problem. I was an outsider. I spoke a different English. The men of Wessex were tied by family, and I came from the strange north and folk believed I was a pagan, and they called me a murderer because of Oswald's death, and sometimes, when I rode about the estate, men would make the sign of the cross to avert the evil they saw in me. They called me Uhtredaerwe, which means Uhtred the Wicked, and I was not unhappy with the insult, but Mildrith was. She assured them I was a Christian, but she lied, and our unhappiness festered all that summer. She prayed for my soul, I fretted for my freedom, and when she begged me to go with her to the church at Exanmynster I growled at her that I would never set foot in another church all my days. She would weep when I said that and her tears drove me out of the house to hunt, and sometimes the chase would take me down to the water's edge where I would stare at Heahengel.
She lay canted on the muddy foreshore, lifted and dropped repeatedly by the tides, abandoned. She was one of Alfred's fleet, one of the twelve large warships he had built to harry the Danish boats that raided Wessex's coast, and Leofric and I had brought Heahengel up from Hamtun in pursuit of Guthrum's fleet and we had survived the storm that sent so many Danes to their deaths and we had beached Heahengel here, left her mastless and without a sail, and she was still on the Uisc's foreshore, rotting and apparently forgotten.
Archangel. That was what her name meant. Alfred had named her and I had always hated the name. A ship should have a proud name, not a snivelling religious word, and she should have a beast on her prow, high and defiant, a dragon's head to challenge the sea or a snarling wolf to terrify an enemy. I sometimes climbed on board Heahengel and saw how the local villagers had plundered some of her upper strakes, and how there was water in
