‘And I understand the severity of his brain damage. How much longer do you – do you think – you know…’ She started choking on the words. ‘That he’ll be with us?’
‘There are more repeat tests to be done, but it’s looking conclusive. Is there anyone you would like to call? Any other family members you would like to be here, to say goodbye to him, and to give you support?’
Susan put her cup and saucer down, dug in her handbag for a tissue, then dabbed her eyes and nodded.
‘His brother – he’s on his way down from London anyway – he should be here soon. I – I-’ She shook her head, sniffed and took a deep breath, trying to calm herself while fighting back tears. ‘How sure are you?’
‘There was a rise in his blood pressure to 220 over 110. Then it plunged to 90 over 40. Do you understand the significance of that?’
‘Yes.’ Susan nodded, her eyes becoming a damburst of tears. ‘Nat has effectively died. Right?’
‘I’m afraid so,’ said Chris Jackson very quietly.
Susan nodded, pressing the tissue hard against each eye in turn. The other woman waited patiently. After a few minutes, Susan sipped some tea.
‘Look,’ Chris Jackson said. ‘There is something I’m going to talk to you about now. Because your husband is in here, and his body is intact, to a large extent, you have the option of donating his vital organs to help save the lives of others.’
She paused, waiting for a reaction.
Susan stared silently down into her cup.
‘A lot of people get comfort from this. It means that the death of their loved one can at least help to save the lives of others. It would mean that something positive comes out of Nat’s death.’
‘I’m pregnant,’ she said. ‘I’m carrying his child. He’s not going to see it now, is he?’
‘But at least something of him will live on in this child.’
Susan stared at her tea again. It felt as if there was a band of steel tightening around her gullet.
‘How – I mean, if I – he – donated organs, would he be – you know – disfigured?’
‘He would receive the same medical care as if he was a living patient. He wouldn’t be disfigured, no. There would be just one incision down his chest.’
After a long silence, Susan said, ‘I know Nat always supported the concept of organ donation.’
‘But he didn’t carry a donor card? Or join the register?’
‘I think he would have done, in time.’ She shrugged and dabbed her eyes again. ‘I don’t think he expected to – to…’
The nurse nodded, sparing her from finishing the sentence. ‘Not many people do,’ she said.
Susan laughed bitterly. ‘That fucking motorbike. I didn’t want him to have it. Right? If only I’d put my foot down.’
‘It’s very hard to stop strong-minded people from doing things, Susan. You cannot blame yourself, now or ever.’
There was another long silence. Then she said, ‘If I gave consent, would you give him an anaesthetic?’
‘If that’s what you want, yes. But it isn’t necessary. He can’t feel anything at all.’
‘How much of him would you take?’
‘Whatever you wanted.’
‘I don’t want you to take his eyes.’
‘That’s fine, I understand.’ Her pager bleeped suddenly. She glanced at it, then put it back in its holster. ‘Would you like another cup?’
Susan shrugged.
‘I’ll make you another cup and I’ll get the consent forms. I will need to go through his medical history with you.’
‘Do you know who his organs will go to?’ Susan asked.
‘No, not at this stage. There’s a national database for organs – kidneys, heart, liver, lungs, pancreas and the small bowel – with over eight thousand people waiting. Your husband’s would be allocated on a match and priority basis – finding recipients who would have the best chance of success. We would write to you and tell you who has benefited from his donation.’
Susan closed her eyes to stop the tears.
‘Get the forms,’ she said. ‘Just get the sodding forms before I change my mind.’
43
The Denarii Collection Agency, for whom Lynn Beckett worked, was located on two floors of one of Brighton and Hove’s newest office blocks, close to the railway station in the trendy New England Quarter.
The agency, named after the ancient Roman coins, had customers from the full range of companies providing consumer credit – banks, building societies, mail-order catalogues, stores which supplied their own credit cards, hire purchase companies – and in the worsening economic climate, business was booming. Some of their business came from simply chasing bad debts for specific clients. But a big part was bad debt portfolios that they purchased in bulk, taking a gamble on how much they would be able to recover.
At a quarter past five on Monday afternoon, Lynn was seated at her ten-person work station. Her team was called the Harrier Hornets. Each team was identified by its name, which hung above it on a board suspended from the ceiling. The other, fiercely competitive teams in the huge open-plan office were called Silver Sharks, Leaping Leopards and Denarii Demons. Over on the far side of the office was the litigation department, beneath a sign which said Legal Eagles, and beyond them was the dialler management team, which monitored the calls the collection agents made.
Normally she liked being here. She liked the camaraderie and the friendly rivalry. This was fuelled by huge flat screens around the walls constantly showing bonuses to be won, which ranged from a box of chocolates to outings, such as dinner in a posh restaurant or a night at the dogs. The screen in her line of view currently depicted an animated cooking pot filled with gold coins, together with the words THE COLLECTED BONUS POT ?673. Often, she felt, the atmosphere was akin to being in a casino.
By the end of the week that would have grown even larger, and either one of the collection agents in her team or one in a rival team would be taking it home as a bonus. She could do with that right now, she thought, and it was still possible. So far she was having a good start to the week, despite the interruptions.
God, I want to win that! she thought. It would pay for the car, and a treat for Caitlin – and help with her mounting monthly credit card payments.
There was a fine view across Brighton, now in winter darkness, from the office, but when she was at work she concentrated so hard she rarely had time to appreciate it. Right now, she had her phone headset on, a mug of tea cooling in front of her, and was focusing as best she could on working through her call list.
She stopped, as she did every few minutes, and looked with a heavy heart up at the photograph of Caitlin that was pinned to the red partition wall, directly above her computer screen. She was leaning against a whitewashed house in Sharm el Sheikh, looking tanned, in a T-shirt and shorts and a cool pair of sunglasses, and giving the photographer – Lynn – a jokey supermodel pout.
Then, returning to her call sheet, she dialled a number and a gruff male voice answered in a Geordie accent.
‘Yeah?’
‘Good afternoon,’ she said, politely. ‘Is that Mr Ernest Moorhouse?’
‘Um, who’s speaking?’ He sounded evasive suddenly.
‘My name is Lynn Beckett. Is that Mr Moorhouse?’
‘Well, yeah, it might be,’ he said.
‘I’m phoning from Denarii Collection Agency, following up a letter we sent you recently, regarding eight hundred and seventy-two pounds that you owe on your HomeFixIt store card. Could I just check your identity?’
There was a moment’s silence. ‘Ah,’ he said, ‘sorry, I misunderstood you. I’m not Mr Moorhouse. You must have a wrong number.’
The line went dead.
Lynn redialled and the same voice answered. ‘Mr Moorhouse? It’s Lynn Beckett from Denarii. I think we got disconnected.’
‘I just told you, I’m not Mr Moorhouse. Now eff off and stop bothering me or I’ll come round to New England Quarter and ram this phone up your blooming arse.’
‘So you did get my letter?’ she went on, unperturbed.
His voice rose several octaves and decibels. ‘What part of I’m not Mr Fucking Moorhouse don’t you understand, you stupid cow?’
‘How did you know I am in New England Quarter, unless you got my letter, Mr Moorhouse?’ she asked, still keeping calm and polite.
Then she lifted the headset away from her ears as a torrent of abuse came back. Suddenly the mobile phone in her handbag began ringing. She pulled it out and glanced at the display. It showed
When the abuse had ended, she said, ‘I should warn you, Mr Moorhouse, that all our calls are recorded for training and monitoring purposes.’
‘Yeah? Well, I’m going to warn you something, Miss Barnett. Don’t you ever call me again at this time of day and start talking to me about money. Do you understand?’
‘What time of day would be better for you?’
‘NO FUCKING TIME OF DAY. OR NIGHT. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?’
‘I’d like to see if we could make a plan for you to start paying this off on a weekly basis. Something you can afford.’
Again she had to hold the headset away from her ears.
‘I can’t fucking afford nothing. I lost my fucking job, didn’t I? I got fucking Gordon Brown in my fucking pocket. I got fucking bailiffs knocking at my door for bigger fucking debts than this. Now go away and don’t ever fucking call me again. DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME?’
Lynn took a deep breath. ‘How about if you started off by paying us just ten pounds a week? We’d like to make it easy for you. A repayment plan that you would be comfortable with.’
‘ARE YOU FUCKING DEAF?’
The phone went dead again. Almost instantly, her mobile beeped, with a message.
She made a note on Ernest Moorhouse’s file. She’d arrange for him to be sent another letter, then follow it up with another call next week. If that did not work, and it rather sounded as if it wouldn’t, then she would have to hand it over to litigation.
Surreptitiously, because private calls were frowned upon, she brought her phone to her ear and checked her message.
It was from the transplant coordinator at the Royal South London Hospital, asking her to call back urgently.
44
