couldn't explain all this to them. I could just hear what Cheryl would say if she knew.
'I think we can do it,' Ben said. 'I think we can protect your family and take care of those two.'
'You do?' I said hopefully. His gaze looked as maniacal as mine felt. We both knew that Carl really did need to go. Utterly and completely. We both believed it was worth the risk.
Rick said, 'If I can get Arturo alone, without any of his minions, without the lycanthropes backing him, I can take care of him and the rest of the vampires.'
'Then I'll have to take care of Carl—'
'Can you?' he said. 'I saw you with him. He's still your alpha, on some level. You still believe he's stronger than you.'
That made me mad. I didn't even want to consider that he might be right. I wanted to growl. Ben touched my hand.
'Rick. I can do it,' I said. 'Are you with us?'
Rick's hands, resting on the table, clenched into fists, and his glare turned inward, to thoughts I couldn't guess at. He had the look of a predator all right, one that was cornered and growing dangerous. 'If you're willing to risk everything for this, how can I refuse?'
'We still need a plan,' Ben said with a smile.
I was stronger than Carl. I had to believe that. What could I do that Carl couldn't? What did I have that Carl didn't? When I thought about it in those terms, the answer was easy. Simple, really. Been staring me in the face the whole time.
What did I have that Carl, and Arturo for that matter, didn't?
Chapter 10
I called Mom in the morning. She didn't answer her phone. Dad didn't answer his. They'd already left for the hospital I was guessing. Mom never gave me an answer to my question. No—that was the answer. She hadn't changed her mind. She wouldn't let me save her. We'd have to trust the doctors and modern medical science to do it.
To tell the truth, I was glad. And if science didn't work, if the surgery didn't remove it all, well…I could ask her again. And again…
I left a message apologizing for not being there. She'd want the whole family there as they wheeled her into surgery. She'd be disappointed. But right now I felt like the best way I could protect my family was by staying away from them.
We had a plan, but had to wait to put it in motion, and it was killing me. The show wasn't until Friday night. I had to make it all the way through Friday, first. We had a lot to do to get ready.
And if we were on the move, Carl couldn't find us.
Ben and I drove to Longmont to take a look at Cormac's storage unit.
The Jeep was parked at Ben's mother's house, a bungalow near downtown, one of those cute little houses built in the thirties, all brick and tiny rooms, with a porch in front and a shed out back.
'I still haven't met your mom,' I said as we walked around back to the end of the driveway.
'She's at work now. Let's get this over with, I don't want to explain to her why we're getting into Cormac's Jeep.'
I couldn't blame him. Cormac hunted vampires and werewolves because that was what his father—Ben's mother's brother—had done, and their father before him. It ran in the family. Ben's mother knew enough to guess what kind of trouble we'd gotten involved in. Ben hadn't yet told her that he'd been infected with lycanthropy, that he'd become one of the family's enemies. I wasn't sure she knew that we'd shacked up together.
It was all just as well.
The key was right where Cormac said it would be, and Ben knew the storage place it went with. Cormac had rented a small unit, the size of a walk-in closet. This was somehow comforting. I'd been afraid that Cormac needed a warehouse to contain his arsenal.
'Yeah, this'll definitely be useful,' Ben said after stepping into the closet and turning on the light. 'I think some of it's my dad's. Cormac moved it off the ranch when it looked like the Feds were going to haul him in.'
Ben's father—Cormac's uncle—had been active in a militia in the nineties. He was now serving time for illegal weapons possession and conspiracy charges. Ben hadn't spoken to him in almost a decade.
Most of the stash was organized, stacked neatly on shelves, rifle cases on the bottom, other boxes and metal cases higher up, boxes of bullets, and I didn't have to look to know that many of them were silver. In the back, longer weapons lay propped in a corner: javelins, spears—even some of those tips gleamed silver. Several crossbows of various shapes and strengths lay on another shelf. Cormac could kill anything, almost any way he wanted to with this stuff. He must have been gathering the collection for years. Or maybe he'd inherited it. The wood on some of the pieces seemed well varnished and smelled of age.
Ben brought an empty box from the car and started putting items into it. He opened cases, chose or rejected individual weapons based on no criteria I could name. Then he packed several boxes of ammunition and covered a pair of the crossbows with a tarp before bringing them into the light and loading them into the trunk.
'Point of no return,' I said softly.
'Hm?'
'Is this going to work? What if I get everyone killed?'
'Second thoughts?' he said, leaning on the doorframe.
'It's got to be done. I don't know how else to do it.'
Ben gave my arm a comforting squeeze. I was too startled to respond.
It had been my idea to go to the shooting range next and get some more practice. I had a feeling I needed all the practice in the world, and it still wouldn't be enough. We spent an hour shooting, burning through several boxes of plain ammunition.
I was starting to understand the attraction of shooting things. Mostly it was the noise. Even with the earphones, each shot burst like an explosion in my head. The noise traveled through my bones. It rattled loose everything else, the worries, anxieties, fears. All that remained was the noise and the punctured target a couple dozen yards away. I was getting better. All the shots hit the paper now. Most hit the center of the black target.
Ben and I didn't say a word to each other.
Back at the car, Ben put on gloves and reloaded the clips with silver bullets.
'Where does Cormac get those?' I asked. 'Is there some kind of mail order catalog? A Web site?'
'There's a guy in Laramie who makes them,' Ben said. 'Been doing it for years.'
'Everybody get them from this guy?'
'No. Other people make them. There's a community out there—Cormac's not the only one who does what he does.'
I should have known that, but it was still a sobering thought. Shining a light into this shadow world didn't illuminate much of anything. It only made more shadows. Darker shadows. All this time, all these miles, I was still ignorant.
'Community, huh? Is there a union? Conventions?'
He just smiled.
I picked one of the silver bullets from the box and held it in my bare hand. Instantly, it started to itch, and a rash developed, splotchy red. I kept it in my palm, letting it burn.
'What are you doing?' Ben said.
I didn't know. Letting the pain grow, I stared at the shining capsule in my hand. It gleamed, brighter than the ones we'd spent on paper targets, like a bit of frozen mercury or a piece of jewelry, beautiful almost. Like magic. This little thing could kill me. And I held it, inert. Like playing with fire.
Ben picked it off my hand and slid it into the clip. I rubbed my hand on my jeans. Slowly, the pain and the rash faded.
'Maybe we won't have to shoot anyone,' I said. 'Maybe they'll just leave. Maybe I can convince them to leave town, leave us alone.'
Ben took a long pause before saying, 'Maybe.'
'I don't want to have to shoot anyone, Ben.'
Another long pause. 'Then it's a good thing Dack and I are around.' He packed the guns into the trunk and went to the driver's seat.
'This'll work,' I said as we drove away.
'Yeah,' Ben said.
Neither one of us sounded sure.
Finally, it was time.
Rick settled into the chair in the studio. He looked distinctly nervous, his gaze unsettled, his skin too pale, even for a vampire. I wanted this all to be over just to see Rick back to normal. I was used to seeing him confident and even amiable.
At least he was back to the suave Rick I was used to, all polish and expensive clothing.
'I'm only here because I have nothing to lose,' he said.
'Oh, don't sound so glum. This'll be fun!'
Matt back in the booth didn't look so sure. Rick also looked skeptical.
'Humor me a little longer,' I said. 'Then it'll be all over.'
'I leave it to you. You're the professional.' He put on the headphones, glaring at me. 'I have a small request, though. You need to call me Ricardo.'
'That your real name?'
'It's a Master's name.'
And that was another thing about vampires: Why did they have such a problem with nicknames? 'Whatever you say.'
