dying. Come to remind him of how brother Calzarin came by his murderous madness.
Piss off, he told it, and laughed as best he could. If he couldn't sneer at anyone else, he could always sneer at himself.
I could do that if you like, said the voice with a sniff of amusement. Or I could save your life. You choose.
Then I'll have my life saved, please. Although I suppose I should as^ what it's going to cost me.
A lot.
Doesn't it always? He hated feeling so weak. He was weak even in his dreams now.
Yes. It usually does, agreed the voice.
So what's it going to be? Are you some part of me that's been hiding away all my miraculous powers of healing and recovery, waiting for me to agree to a life dedicated to the betterment of others? Or are you one of the spirits I don't believe in, come to tell me I can have my life bacf(if I swear to become a good person? Because I'm not sure either is playing to my strengths.
No. None of that crap. I want your money.
Jehal spluttered. Now I know you're just another part of me. Although I'm a little disappointed at my apparent lacl^ of imagination. Is that what happens when you die? Do you become dull first? I must confess that I have largely avoided the' (omjniny of the near dead, but those I have seen have usually been most tediously dull. Deathly dull, even. Heh.
I want something else as well.
Do try not to bore me.
What I want is not yours to give. One day you'll try to take it and find that I got there first. Let it go. It's really not that important to you.
Oh, here we go. You know, I've heard this story before. What are we talking about? My soul, is it? It's usually something like that. Whatever it is, being told it's really not that important to me rather convinces me that it is, in fact, desperately important to me.
I want the Adamantine Spear.
Oh. For a moment Jehal was nonplussed. So do I.
No, you don't. The other voice huffed impatiently. You want what it means. You want to be speaker. You don't give a toss about the spear or the ring.
You're much too crotchety to be me. You remind me of my uncle.
Try imagining that I'm a wizard. I'm going to take away the poison in your blood.
Oh, really?
Yes, really. Piss me off when you're better and I can always put it back again.
Jehal tried to laugh. As deathbed visions go, I like you.
We have a agreement?
No.
Oh. Well, I suppose I'll leave you to your lingering death then.
Jehal chuckled, or would have if he could have managed it. The Adamantine Spear? Some old relic that sat around gathering dust, wheeled out by whoever happened to be high priest of the Glass Cathedral every ten years. What did he care about that? They could always make another one. A better one maybe. One that didn't weigh so much for a start. Or he could simply change his mind. The thought made him want to laugh even more. I'd better not let myself know what I'm thinking. If I'm going to betray myself later, I'd much rather it came as a surprise… He took a deep breath and lay back. He was probably going to die now, he thought, but at least he'd go out with a smile on his face. Then, as an afterthought, he screwed up his lace and asked. Whoever you are, you don't happen to count Vale Teuton as a friend, do you?
The voice seemed to shrug. I don't give a fig for him one way or the other.
That's good. Because if you really aren't just some ghost and you really are going to make me better, then I think I'm going to have to kill him. In some horribly slow and nasty way.
I'm sure that would be very interesting to watch but sadly I suspect I shall miss the occasion. Do we have an agreement?
Can you do what you say you can?
Yes. Last chance. Do we have an agreement or not?
We do.
A warmth engulfed Jehal, as though the softest fur blanket in the palace had wrapped itself around him. He closed his eyes and drifted off to somewhere far away. Somewhere past the ends of the worlds and off into the void between them, where everything was black and still, where clocks and hearts beat slower and slower and time didn't march any more…
And then he was back.
He opened his eyes. The pain was gone. He felt strong again. He tried to sit up and quickly discovered that the pain being gone and feeling strong were rather fleeting and illusory things. Still… still, he did feel a lot better.
He looked to his left and caught a fleeting glimpse of someone in a pale grey shirt dashing out of the door. The ceiling above him was familiar. He was still in the Tower of Dusk but not in the Great Hall, where Shezira had almost killed him. He recognised the room. She'd slept here in the days before the Night of the Knives, when he'd come to see her and played his last card to force her and Hyram apart.
You might as well stop thinking about either of them. They're both dead, for better or for worse. Zafir's going to get her war and you might as well get used to it.
The door flew open with a bang. Jehal had to look twice to recognise the face. Jeiros, the alchemist.
'Prince Jehal! It is truly a miracle!' The alchemist rushed over. He tore off the blanket and started poking around between Jehal's legs.
'Excuse me!' Jehal was naked, he realised. He supposed he shouldn't be surprised about that. He tried to lift his head to see what Jeiros was doing, what damage Shezira had actually done to him, whether any of it was permanent, but the alchemist had piled the blanket up on his chest and he couldn't see. He was numb from the waist down and could only vaguely feel the alchemist's prodding. 'I'd prefer if you didn't do that.'
'The rot has gone. Simply gone! I've never seen anything like it!' Jeiros carefully laid the blanket back where it Was supposed to be. 'No one will believe this. I have to get Vioros!'
'Master Alchemist!' Jehal's head was spinning. 'I am not an exhibition!' He felt sick. The alchemist's enthusiasm was overwhelming. 'And I can't feel my legs. I trust they are still there.'
'Yes yes yes. The wound is filled with Dreamleaf, that's all. You're going to live, Prince Jehal. Do you understand? Every other man I have ever seen who had a wound like this turn bad has died. And you're going to live. How? How is that possible?' He came around and leaned over Jehal's face. His eyes narrowed. 'Yes indeed. How is it possible?'
Jehal closed his eyes. 'I do not know, Master Alchemist. I had a vision. Whether it was real or a dream I couldn't tell you. Believe me when I say that I'm as surprised as you are to find that I am mysteriously healed. If it was a miracle then I shall thank Aruch for his prayers and then go back to ignoring him. If it wasn't, well then I'd like to know what happened at least as much as you would. Probably more.' He took a deep breath. He had a headache now from so much talking. Which was annoying. His mouth, as he'd often observed to his lovers, was one of his best features.
Speaking of which…
'Master Alchemist!' Jeiros was still nearby. Jehal could feel his presence.
'Prince Jehal? I have to inform the speaker. The danger is largely gone. Healing will take a long time, but we can help. Now the poison is gone from your blood…'
Poison in your blood. That's what the voice said… 'Master Alchemist! Please!' He tried to raise his head to watch Jeiros more carefully, but the effort was beyond him. 'Before you go, there is one thing I would rather hear from you than from Zafir when she comes.' Assuming she's not coming to have me executed along with everyone else who doesn't bow and scape to her every whim. 'What damage has Queen Shezira done to me?'
Jeiros hesitated. Jehal counted out the seconds. Quite a lot then. I'm not going to like this.
'Your leg will heal, but I'm afraid you will always limp and it will always be weak. I think in time you will be able to walk without a staff on which to lean, but I doubt you will ever run again. I think you'll find riding a horse particularly unpleasant too.'
'And dragons?' You're not telling me something. I can hear it in your voice.
