take her out to dinner, movies…'
'Look, all I know is, I cut Doris some slack. She's my wife and I trust her. Do the same with Mary.'
'You don't understand,' Dennis had responded sullenly. 'I can't explain it.'
'What I understand,' Sid had laughed, 'is that Mary volunteers for the Homeless Coalition, she's on the church board, she puts together parties like Martha Stewart and she still works a full-time job. She's a saint.'
'Saints can sin too,' Dennis had snapped.
Sid had whispered, 'Look, you're so worried about it, check up on her. Keep track of where she's going, how long she's away. Go through her receipts. Look for the little things.'
'The little things,' Dennis repeated. He smiled. He liked that.
'I tell you, buddy, you're going to feel like an idiot. She's
But the irony was that Sid's advice didn't clear Mary at all — not in her husband's mind. No, he
And now, tonight, a snowy evening two weeks before Christmas, Dennis found a
It was five-thirty. Mary was still at work and would be late tonight because, she claimed, she had some Christmas shopping to do. Which was fine with him, honey, take all the time you want, because Dennis was ransacking their bedroom. He was searching for something that had been gnawing at him all day.
That morning just before he'd left for work, Dennis had slipped off his shoes and walked quietly past the bedroom where Mary was getting dressed. Dennis peered into the room and saw her take a small red object out of her briefcase and quickly hide it in the bottom drawer of her dresser. He'd waited a moment then stepped into the bedroom. 'How's my tie?' he asked loudly. She'd jumped and spun around. 'You scared me,' she said. But she'd recovered fast. She'd smiled and didn't glance at either the open briefcase or the dresser.
'Looks fine to me,' she'd said, adjusting the knot, and turned back to the closet to finish dressing.
Dennis had left for his office. He did a little work but spent most of the day brooding, thinking about the red object in the bottom of the dresser. It didn't help that his boss told him there was a client meeting in Boston next week, would Dennis be able to attend it? It reminded him of Mary's trip to San Francisco and left him thinking that maybe her trip had been optional too. She probably hadn't had to go at all. Dennis left the office early and returned home, ran upstairs and ripped open the dresser drawer.
Whatever she'd hidden was gone.
Had she taken it with her? Had she given it to a lover as a Christmas present?
But, no, she hadn't taken it; after a half hour of prowling through every conceivable hiding place in the room he found what he'd seen. It was a red Christmas card envelope, sealed. After he'd left she'd taken it out of the drawer and put it in the pocket of her black silk robe. There was no name or address on the front.
He cradled the envelope and it seemed to him that the card was a burning ingot. His fingers stung and he could barely lift it, the cardboard square felt so heavy. He went into the bathroom and locked the door, just in case Mary came home early. He turned the envelope over and over in his hands. A dozen times. Two dozen. He studied it carefully. She hadn't licked the flap completely; he could pry up most of it but one part was firmly fixed and he couldn't get it open without tearing the paper.
He dug under the wash basin and he found an old razor blade then spent a half hour carefully scraping away at the glue on the flap.
At six-thirty, with another quarter inch of flap to go, the phone rang and for once he was actually glad to hear Mary's voice telling him that she'd be late. She said she'd met a friend at the mall and they were going to stop for a drink on the way home. Did Dennis want to join them?
He told her he was too tired, hung up, and hurried back to the bathroom. Twenty minutes later, he scraped off the last bit of glue and with shaking hands he opened the flap.
He pulled the card out.
On the front was a picture of a Victorian couple, holding hands and looking out over a snowy backyard as candles glowed around them.
He took a deep breath and opened the card.
It was blank.
And Dennis Linden understood that all his fears were true. There was only one reason to give someone a blank card. She and her lover were too afraid of being caught to write anything — even a harmless note. Hell, now that he thought about it, a blank card was far worse than an inscribed one — the understood message was of such deep love and passion that words wouldn't convey what they felt.
The little things…
Something within his mind clicked and he knew without a doubt that Mary
Who?
Somebody at the company, he bet. How could he find out who'd gone with her to San Francisco in September? Maybe he could call the company and pretend to be somebody with an airline, asking about travel records. Or an accountant? Or he could call the men in her company phone directory…
Rage consumed him.
Dennis tore the card into a dozen pieces, flung them across the room, then fell back on the bed and stared at the ceiling for a half hour. Trying to calm himself.
But couldn't. He kept replaying all the opportunities Mary'd had to cheat on him. Her church bake sales, her drives to and from work, her lunch hours, the nights she and Patty (well, she
The phone rang. Was it her? he wondered. He grabbed the receiver. 'Yeah?'
There was a pause. Sid Farnsworth said, 'Den? You okay?'
'Not really, no.' He explained what he'd found.
'Just a… You said it was blank?'
'Oh, you bet it was.'
'And it wasn't addressed to anybody?'
'Nope. That's the point. That's what makes it so bad.'
Silence. Then his friend said, 'Tell you what, Den… I'm thinking maybe you shouldn't be alone right now. How 'bout you meet Doris and me for a drink?'
'I don't want a goddamn drink. I want the truth!'
'Okay, okay,' Sid said fast. 'But you're sounding a little freaked out, man. Let me come over, we'll watch the game or something. Or go up the road to Joey's.'
How could she do this to him? After everything he'd done for her! He'd put food in her mouth, a roof over her, he'd given her a Lexus. He satisfied her in bed. He struggled to keep his temper in check. And the one time he hit her… hell, he apologized right after and bought her the car to make up for it. He did all of this for her and she didn't appreciate it one bit.
Lying whore…
Where the hell was she? Where?
'What'd you say, Den? I couldn't hear you. Listen, I'm on my way —'
He looked at the phone then dropped it into the cradle.
Sid lived only ten minutes away. Dennis had to leave now. He didn't want to see the man. He didn't want his friend to talk him out of what he had to do.
Dennis stood up. He went to his dresser and took something that
He pulled on his down jacket — a birthday present from Mary last October, one that she'd probably bought on her way to a hotel to meet her lover — and dropped the gun into his pocket. Outside he climbed into his Bronco and sped down the driveway.
Dennis Linden was nobody's fool.