good or it was nonexistent.
Or they had other places to watch.
Fisher went back inside to use the restroom, checking again to see if there were any obvious henchmen inside; henchmen, in his experience, were always obvious.
Outside, he went back to his car. He was just reaching for the door when he noticed there was something on the pavement underneath the back.
“Shit,” he yelled as he threw himself down.
As he hit the ground the ground, the car exploded.
Chapter 8
Howe’s conversation with Blitz had left him even more frustrated and angry. He drove around for a while, debating with himself whether to just go home and say, “The hell with everything.”
This was exactly what he hated about Washington: bullshit political games. Why in the world did he think NADT would be different?
Belatedly, he remembered he’d told McIntyre to meet him for lunch. He made it to the restaurant only ten minutes late; McIntyre didn’t appear concerned at all, and claimed he hadn’t even noticed the time.
“Drinks?” asked the waitress.
“I’ll have a beer,” said Howe. It was clear he wasn’t getting any real work done today.
“Not for me,” said McIntyre. “Can’t,” he explained to Howe when she left.
McIntyre and Howe had not been close before Howe saved his life, but the former NSC aide was well known as an after-hours partyer, and the few times that Howe had lunch with him McIntyre had at least two drinks. He had also been more than a little full of himself, smarter than nearly everyone he dealt with and quick to admit it. But now he seemed humbled — not shattered so much as sobered.
“Are you really sick?” Howe asked.
“I was stressed. I’m dealing with it. I’m better than I was a few weeks ago, and I was better then than a few weeks earlier than that.” He took a sip of his seltzer. “I don’t know if there’s an okay. I take an antidepressant, and I’m not supposed to drink alcohol, so I don’t.”
He shrugged.
“You were depressed?” asked Howe. “Like suicide?”
“No, it’s more like being, I don’t know… anxious? Super nervous? Like you have this adrenaline rush but no energy. And edgy.” McIntyre shrugged again. “The doctor has all these metaphors. Basically, he calls it post- traumatic stress because of what happened in Kashmir. I killed somebody.”
“You had to,” said Howe.
“No. It was a mistake, what I’m talking about. It’s not in the, uh, reports. It was a kid. I’d take it back but I can’t.” McIntyre took another sip of his soda. “You can’t change things.”
Howe saw no obvious signs of distress. If anything, the man sitting in the booth across from him seemed more analytical, more reasoned, than the one he’d known as a member of the NSC.
“You think you could hold down a job at NADT?” Howe asked.
“I don’t know. I think so.”
Howe looked up as the waitress arrived. He hadn’t planned on offering McIntyre a position; he’d thought yesterday after talking to him that he wouldn’t because of McIntyre’s psychological stress or problems or whatever. But if Howe was going to take the job at NADT, he needed somebody exactly like him to help.
So he wasn’t bailing out, then.
“What exactly are you thinking?” asked McIntyre.
Howe told him that he was looking for someone who would have a pretty high rank, preferably a vice president, who could deal with the political end of things.
“Me?”
“Is it the sort of thing you’d be interested in?” Howe asked.
“Well…”
McIntyre said nothing else for a while. Their sandwiches came; they ate in silence.
“I think the situation you were in, it was a tremendous jolt,” said Howe. “I don’t blame you for getting sick. I might have myself.”
“No.” McIntyre shook his head gently. “No. You and I are different. It’s okay, you can say it.”
“I don’t know,” said Howe honestly. “If uh, if I had to kill someone face-to-face — I don’t know.”
“Well, I didn’t really have to kill him, did I? Because I screwed up.”
Neither man spoke for several minutes.
“I think you can do the job,” said Howe finally. “I think you’d do well.”
“I might be able to do it, for you,” said McIntyre. “For you. Because there would be a lot of people with their knives out. A lot.”
“Like the CIA?” Howe explained that his clearance had been mysteriously pulled.
“Interesting,” said McIntyre. “But… it might be just routine. Depends on who’s running the investigation. Or it could be an excuse.”
“How do you tell the difference?”
McIntyre smiled. “You can’t.”
“What’s the best way to get it restored?”
“Well, if the professor says he’s on it, he is,” said McIntyre.
“He doesn’t play politics?”
“Oh, he plays politics. He plays pretty damn hard. But if he says something like that, he means it. Besides, he sees you as one of his people.”
“He does?”
“Sure. And there’s a possibility this was aimed at him. All sorts of games go on, Colonel. You wouldn’t believe.”
“That’s why I need somebody like yourself. You. Assuming I get the job.”
“Blitz wants you. That should be enough. His stock is pretty high right now. And he’s always been tight with the President. Have you talked about filling out the board?”
“No.”
“There are a number of vacancies. You’d want some input.”
“I haven’t a clue who should be on it.”
“People who like you.” McIntyre laughed, but Howe could tell he was being serious.
“How do I get them on the board?”
“You do need me, don’t you?” A little bit of the old McIntyre peeked through, a broad grin appearing on his face. Then the humbler version returned, his eyes cast toward the table. “I’ll talk to some people for you and get the lay of the land.”
Chapter 9
“I’m taking you at your word that it wasn’t you,” Fisher told Jack Hunter as they surveyed the bombed-out hulk of the car.
“I’m glad you can laugh at a time like this,” his boss told him. “I’m glad you can laugh.”
“I ain’t laughing,” said Fisher.
The bomb had obliterated the car and shattered the windows of the diner. Two people inside had been cut by the glass, one severely. Fisher had lost his entire cup of coffee and crushed a half package of cigarettes. Otherwise he’d suffered only a few nicks and bruises.
“This is government property they destroyed,” said Hunter. “This really pisses me off.”
