various merits of a handful of small shops in the immediate area.
What the hell are they doing?” Rankin said, griping behind a bottle of orange drink as he stood near the newsstand, as far as he could tell the only place open in the station besides the ticket window.
“The police don’t trust Arabs,” said Hamilton, next to him. “Even though they make up half the city’s population.”
“He’s Iranian. That’s not Arab.”
“Even worse.”
“You sure your driver’s outside?” asked Rankin.
“Americans take very little on faith, do they?”
“One of us oughta get out there, in case the police stop us, too.”
“They won’t stop us,” said Hamilton. “But very well. I’ll go.”
Rankin put his hand out. “I’ll go.”
“The driver won’t recognize you.”
“I’ll figure it out.”
Hamilton closed his eyes and turned his head downward. It was a gesture of disappointment he had learned from his first master in grade school — appropriate, Hamilton thought, given that he was working with Americans.
“If we’re going to work together, you’re going to have to trust me,” he said softly.
“Yeah,” said Rankin, heading toward the door. He gave Guns a slight nod. They’d worked out the plan on the train: Guns would stay in the station, watching the left baggage area, while Rankin and Hamilton followed Atha wherever he went.
Hamilton took out his mobile phone to call Jared Lloyd, the operative waiting in the car. He described the American, telling Lloyd to pick him up and wait.
“He’s quite a crank, with a nasty disposition,” added Hamilton. “Never fear — if he gets on our nerves too much, we’ll throw him in the bay.”
21
“I’m really sorry, Ferg. I spilled the coffee and I wasn’t paying attention,” said Thera as she reran the video captures. “It was only for a minute or two. I’m sorry.”
“Don’t worry about it,” said Ferguson. He hunched over the screen, their shoulders touching. Rostislawitch had gotten out of bed, pulled on his shoes, taken his coat, and left in less than ninety seconds. The video bugs caught him in the hall, and then the lobby going out.
“He must have been lying in bed awake for a while,” said Ferguson.
“There were no calls or anything. Maybe he has an appointment to meet someone for breakfast.”
“Maybe.” Ferguson scratched at the stubble on his chin. “All right. Take the radio and some bugs. You check the little cafes and whatnot to the north; I’ll go south. Take the red moped. It goes with your face.”
“I’m sorry, Ferg. I know I screwed up.”
“It’s all right. I doubt he went far. Don’t worry.”
“I’m really sorry.”
“Hey, relax. It’s really not that big a deal. We all slip sometimes. OK?”
She nodded, but somehow his compassion made her feel even worse.
Rostislawitch pulled his coat closed against the wind, continuing down the narrow street. He’d slept for several hours, but in his restlessness he felt as if he hadn’t gotten any sleep at all. He was filled with a nervous energy, unsettled and anxious.
He was almost glad to feel it, though. It was a positive thing, a rambling of forces he hadn’t felt in years. It was as if he’d been going through the world with a thick wool blanket over his head, secured there with coils of heavy rope. Now the rope had loosened, and he could see bits of daylight coming through the folds. Maybe, if he kept fighting, he would lose the blanket entirely.
The weather had been relatively warm in Bologna, at least to someone like Rostislawitch used to Russian winters. But this morning the wind was biting and there was a cold, near-freezing mist. Rostislawitch decided he would find a place to warm up for a while, a place where he could sit and think. The first place that presented itself was a church.
A small group of parishioners had gathered for the five a.m. mass. Rostislawitch walked inside and sat at a pew at the back of the chapel where the mass was held, not wanting to intrude. His ancestors had been Russian Orthodox, and despite the Communists’ prohibition against religions, Rostislawitch had been raised in that tradition and even married in an Orthodox church. But between habit and science, his belief in God had dwindled; he looked at religion now as mostly a quaint relic of a time when people needed to blame the supernatural for things they could not control in their lives. He had not been in a church in many years.
The Roman Catholic mass seemed plain, almost stripped-down, compared to the Russian Orthodox celebrations Rostislawitch remembered. He watched as the priest moved swiftly about the altar, consecrating the bread and wine into the body and blood of Jesus Christ. This part of the mass was common between the two branches of Catholicism, the central mystery that the brother faiths shared. Rostislawitch leaned back in the pew, considering how the two branches had become estranged. It was the story of mankind entirely — from the Bible’s Babel to the present day, small differences becoming a wedge, members of the same family then drifting away, until only the animosities were what was remembered.
How could you kill a brother?
That was what his work with the bacteria was aimed at doing. He could rationalize and say that he was trying to prevent deaths, trying to develop a weapon that would guarantee that others would not strike Russia. But at its core his work was aimed at killing many people indiscriminately, no matter what justifications he gave.
And if it was difficult to defend his work for the government, how much harder then was it to defend what he had planned to do — give the material to Atha?
There was no defense. Rostislawitch wanted to kill people, and expected it to be used.
That was the simple truth. He had come to hate his fellow man. And himself.
It was a terrible, horrible plan, fully intentional, a great sin.
That was what he had gotten up early to do? To seal the deal? To become a murderer?
Tears ran down his cheeks.
Rostislawitch heard rustling nearby He looked up into the brown face of a young nun, standing in the pew in front of his.
“Signore, are you well?” she asked in Italian.
Not quite sure what she was saying, but realizing she was concerned for him, Rostislawitch smiled and stood up.
“Are you OK?” the nun asked in English.
“Thank you, Sister, yes,” said Rostislawitch. “I was thinking about my wife.”
“Is she ill?”
“Dead.”
The nun’s face knitted into a concerned frown. “She is with God then,” she said, patting his hand. “I will pray for her.”
“Thank you.”
The nun nodded, then turned back toward the altar to pray. The mass was over, and the congregation had dispersed. Rostislawitch bowed his head, as if in prayer, then sidled out of the pew and began walking around the church, contemplating the saints on their pedestals, considering what he must do.
