now, Father and William—wait!—is there really anything in black, out there?'
'Yes, yes, it is real,' said his aged father.
'Is it a man?'
'What I say myself, George,' interposed his brother, bending kindly over him. 'It's Mr. Redlaw.'
'I thought I had dreamed of him. Ask him to come here.'
The Chemist, whiter than the dying man, appeared before him. Obedient to the motion of his hand, he sat upon the bed.
'It has been so ripped up, to–night, sir,' said the sick man, laying his hand upon his heart, with a look in which the mute, imploring agony of his condition was concentrated, 'by the sight of my poor old father, and the thought of all the trouble I have been the cause of, and all the wrong and sorrow lying at my door, that— '
Was it the extremity to which he had come, or was it the dawning of another change, that made him stop?
'—that what I CAN do right, with my mind running on so much, so fast, I'll try to do. There was another man here. Did you see him?'
Redlaw could not reply by any word; for when he saw that fatal sign he knew so well now, of the wandering hand upon the forehead, his voice died at his lips. But he made some indication of assent.
'He is penniless, hungry, and destitute. He is completely beaten down, and has no resource at all. Look after him! Lose no time! I know he has it in his mind to kill himself.'
It was working. It was on his face. His face was changing, hardening, deepening in all its shades, and losing all its sorrow.
'Don't you remember? Don't you know him?' he pursued.
He shut his face out for a moment, with the hand that again wandered over his forehead, and then it lowered on Redlaw, reckless, ruffianly, and callous.
'Why, d–n you!' he said, scowling round, 'what have you been doing to me here! I have lived bold, and I mean to die bold. To the Devil with you!'
And so lay down upon his bed, and put his arms up, over his head and ears, as resolute from that time to keep out all access, and to die in his indifference.
If Redlaw had been struck by lightning, it could not have struck him from the bedside with a more tremendous shock. But the old man, who had left the bed while his son was speaking to him, now returning, avoided it quickly likewise, and with abhorrence.
'Where's my boy William?' said the old man hurriedly. 'William, come away from here. We'll go home.'
'Home, father!' returned William. 'Are you going to leave your own son?'
'Where's my own son?' replied the old man.
'Where? why, there!'
'That's no son of mine,' said Philip, trembling with resentment. 'No such wretch as that, has any claim on me. My children are pleasant to look at, and they wait upon me, and get my meat and drink ready, and are useful to me. I've a right to it! I'm eighty–seven!'
'You're old enough to be no older,' muttered William, looking at him grudgingly, with his hands in his pockets. 'I don't know what good you are, myself. We could have a deal more pleasure without you.'
'MY son, Mr. Redlaw!' said the old man. 'MY son, too! The boy talking to me of MY son! Why, what has he ever done to give me any pleasure, I should like to know?'
'I don't know what you have ever done to give ME any pleasure,' said William, sulkily.
'Let me think,' said the old man. 'For how many Christmas times running, have I sat in my warm place, and never had to come out in the cold night air; and have made good cheer, without being disturbed by any such uncomfortable, wretched sight as him there? Is it twenty, William?'
'Nigher forty, it seems,' he muttered. 'Why, when I look at my father, sir, and come to think of it,' addressing Redlaw, with an impatience and irritation that were quite new, 'I'm whipped if I can see anything in him but a calendar of ever so many years of eating and drinking, and making himself comfortable, over and over again.'
'I—I'm eighty–seven,' said the old man, rambling on, childishly and weakly, 'and I don't know as I ever was much put out by anything. I'm not going to begin now, because of what he calls my son. He's not my son. I've had a power of pleasant times. I recollect once—no I don't—no, it's broken off. It was something about a game of cricket and a friend of mine, but it's somehow broken off. I wonder who he was—I suppose I liked him? And I wonder what became of him—I suppose he died? But I don't know. And I don't care, neither; I don't care a bit.'
In his drowsy chuckling, and the shaking of his head, he put his hands into his waistcoat pockets. In one of them he found a bit of holly (left there, probably last night), which he now took out, and looked at.
'Berries, eh?' said the old man. 'Ah! It's a pity they're not good to eat. I recollect, when I was a little chap about as high as that, and out a walking with—let me see—who was I out a walking with?—no, I don't remember how that was. I don't remember as I ever walked with any one particular, or cared for any one, or any one for me. Berries, eh? There's good cheer when there's berries. Well; I ought to have my share of it, and to be waited on, and kept warm and comfortable; for I'm eighty–seven, and a poor old man. I'm eigh–ty–seven. Eigh–ty–seven!'
The drivelling, pitiable manner in which, as he repeated this, he nibbled at the leaves, and spat the morsels out; the cold, uninterested eye with which his youngest son (so changed) regarded him; the determined apathy with which his eldest son lay hardened in his sin; impressed themselves no more on Redlaw's observation,— for he broke his way from the spot to which his feet seemed to have been fixed, and ran out of the house.
His guide came crawling forth from his place of refuge, and was ready for him before he reached the arches.
'Back to the woman's?' he inquired.
'Back, quickly!' answered Redlaw. 'Stop nowhere on the way!'
For a short distance the boy went on before; but their return was more like a flight than a walk, and it was as much as his bare feet could do, to keep pace with the Chemist's rapid strides. Shrinking from all who passed, shrouded in his cloak, and keeping it drawn closely about him, as though there were mortal contagion in any fluttering touch of his garments, he made no pause until they reached the door by which they had come out. He unlocked it with his key, went in, accompanied by the boy, and hastened through the dark passages to his own chamber.
The boy watched him as he made the door fast, and withdrew behind the table, when he looked round.
'Come!' he said. 'Don't you touch me! You've not brought me here to take my money away.'
Redlaw threw some more upon the ground. He flung his body on it immediately, as if to hide it from him, lest the sight of it should tempt him to reclaim it; and not until he saw him seated by his lamp, with his face hidden in his hands, began furtively to pick it up. When he had done so, he crept near the fire, and, sitting down in a great chair before it, took from his breast some broken scraps of food, and fell to munching, and to staring at the blaze, and now and then to glancing at his shillings, which he kept clenched up in a bunch, in one hand.
'And this,' said Redlaw, gazing on him with increased repugnance and fear, 'is the only one companion I have left on earth!'
How long it was before he was aroused from his contemplation of this creature, whom he dreaded so— whether half–an–hour, or half the night—he knew not. But the stillness of the room was broken by the boy (whom he had seen listening) starting up, and running towards the door.
'Here's the woman coming!' he exclaimed.
The Chemist stopped him on his way, at the moment when she knocked.
'Let me go to her, will you?' said the boy.
'Not now,' returned the Chemist. 'Stay here. Nobody must pass in or out of the room now. Who's that?'
'It's I, sir,' cried Milly. 'Pray, sir, let me in!'
'No! not for the world!' he said.
'Mr. Redlaw, Mr. Redlaw, pray, sir, let me in.'
'What is the matter?' he said, holding the boy.
'The miserable man you saw, is worse, and nothing I can say will wake him from his terrible infatuation. William's father has turned childish in a moment, William himself is changed. The shock has been too sudden for him; I cannot understand him; he is not like himself. Oh, Mr. Redlaw, pray advise me, help me!'
'No! No! No!' he answered.
'Mr. Redlaw! Dear sir! George has been muttering, in his doze, about the man you saw there, who, he fears,
