'Tell her to help him move his things, and you get away, run along I'
They went up the stairs. The old servant, who appeared to be reaUy the porter's mother, was getting together their lodger's belongings and peevishly putting them in a big bundle.
'Wait a minute; I'll bring you something else of yours; it's left in there. ...'
Murin went into his room. A minute later he came back and gave Ordjmov a sumptuous cushion, covered with embroidery in silks and braid, the one that Katerina had put imder his head when he was ill.
, 'She sends you this,' said Murin. 'And now go for good and good luck to you; and mind now, don't hang about,' he added in a fatherly tone, dropping his voice, 'or harm will come of it.'
It was evident that he did not want to ofiend his lodger, but when he cast a last look at him, a gleam of intense malice was unconsciously apparent in his face. Almost with repulsion he closed the door after Ordynov.
Within two hours Ordynov had moved into the rooms of Schpies the German. Tinchen was horrified when she saw him. She at once asked after his health and, when she learned what was wrong, at once did her best to muse him.
The old German showed his lodger complacently how he had just been going down to paste a new placard on the gate, because the rent Ordynov had peiid in advance had run out, that very day, to the last farthing. The old man did not lose the opportunity of commending, in a roundabout way, the accuracy and honesty of Germans. The same day Ordynov was taken ill, and it was three months before he could leave his bed.
Little by little he got better and began to go out. Daily life in the German's lodgings was tranquil and monotonous. The old man had no special characteristics: pretty Tinchen, within the limits of propriety, was all that could be desired. But life seemed to have lost its colour for Ordynov for ever! He became dreamy and irritable; his impressionability took a morbid form and he sank imperceptibly into dull, angry hypochondria. His books were sometimes not opened for weeks together. The future was closed for him, his money was being
spent, and he gave up all efEort, he did not even think of the future. Sometimes his old feverish zeal for science, his old fervour, the old visions of his own creation, rose up vividly from the past, but they only oppressed and stifled his spiritual energy. His mind would not ^et to work. His creative force was at a standstill. It seemed as though all those visionary images had grown up to giants in his imagination on purpose to mock at the impotence of their creator. At melancholy moments he could not help comparing himself with the magician's pupil who, learning by stealth his master's magic word, bade the broom bring him water and choked himself drinking it, as he had forgotten how to say, 'Stop.' Possibly a complete, original, independent idea really did exist within him. Perhaps he had been destined to be the artist in science. So at least he himself had believed in the past. Genuine faith is the pledge of the future. But now at some moments he laughed himself at his blind conviction, and—and did not take a step forward.
Six months before, he had worked out, created and jotted down on paj>er a sketch of a work up>on which (as he was so young) in non-creative moments he had built his most solid hoj>es. It was a work relating to the history of the church, and his warmest, most fervent convictions were to find expression in it. Now he read over that plan, made changes in it, thought it over, read it again, looked things up and at last rejected the idea without constructing anything fresh on its ruins. But something akin to mysticism, to fatalism and a belief in the mysterious began to make its way into his mind. The luckless feUow felt his sufferings and besought God to heal him. The German's servant, a devout old Russian woman, used to describe with relish how her meek lodger prayed and how he would lie for hours together as though unconscious on the church pavement . . .
He never spoke to emyone of what had happened to him. But at times, especially at the hour when the ^urch bells b rough t back to lum the moment when first his heart ached and quiverSd-vpfiE-a 'feeling new to him, when he knelt beside her in the house of God, forgetting everjrthing, and hearing nothing but the beating of her timid heart, when with tears of ecstasy and joy he watered the new, radiant hopes that had sprung up in his lonely life —^then a storm broke in his soul that was wounded for ever; then his soul shuddered, and again the anguish of love glowed in his bosom with scorching fire; then
his heart ached with sorrow and passion and his love seemed to grow with his grief. Often for hours together, forgetting himself and his daily life, forgetting everything in the world, he would sit in the same place, solitary, disconsolate; would shake his head hopelessly and, dropping silent tears, would whisper to himself:
'Katerina, my precious dove, my one loved sister!'
A hideous idea began to torment him more emd more, it haunted him more and more vividly, and every day took more probable, more actual shape before him. He fancied—and at last he believed it fully—^he fancied that Katerina's reason was sovmd, but that Murin was right when he called her 'a weak heart'. He fancied that some mystery, some secret, bound her to the old man, and that Katerina, though innocent of crime as a pure dove, Imd got into his power. Who were they? He did not know, but he had constant visions of an immense, overpowering despotism over a poor, defenceless creatuje, and his heart raged and trembled in impotent indipna Hon .fHe fancied that before the frightened eyes of her suddenly awakened soul the idea of its degradation had been craftily presented, that the poor weak heart had been craftily tortured, that the truth had been twisted and contorted to her, that she had, with a purpose, been kept blind when necessary, that the inexperienced inclinations of her troubled passionate heart had been subtly flattered, and by degrees the free soul had been clipt of ite wings till it was incapable at last of resistance or of a free movement towards free life . . 'J
By degrees Ordynov grdw more and more unsociable and, to ..do them justice, his Germans did not hinder him in the tendency.
He was fond of walking aimlessly about the streets. He preferred the hour of twilight, and, by choice, remote, secluded and unfrequented places. On one rainy, unhealthy spring evening, in one of his favourite back-lanes he met Yaroslav Ilyitch.
Yaroslav Il)dtch was perceptibly thinner. His friendly eyes looked dim and he looked altogether disappointed. He was racing ofE full speed on some business of the utmost urgency, he was wet through and muddy and, all the evening, a drop of rain had in an almost fantastic way been hanging on his highly decorous but now blue nose. He had, moreover, grown whiskers.
These whiskers and the fact that Yaroslav Ilptch glanced at
him as though trying to avoid a meeting with an old friend almost startled Ordynov. Strange to say, it even wounded his heart, which had till then felt no need for sympathy. He preferred, in fact, the man as he had been— simple, kindly, naive; speaking candidly, a little stupid, but free from all pretensions to disiUusionment and common sense. It is unpleasant when a foolish man whom we have once liked, just on account of his fooUshness, suddenly becomes sensible; it is decidedly disagreeable. However, the distrust with which he looked at Ordynov Wcis quickly effaced.
In spite of his disillusionment he still retained his old manners, which, as we all know, accompany a man to the grave, and even now he eagerly tried to win Ordynov's confidence. First of all he observed that he was very busy, and then that they had not seen each other for a long time; but all at once the conversation took a strange turn.
Yaroslav Hyitch began talking of the deceitfulness of mankind in general. Of the transitoriness of the blessings of this world, of the vanity of vanities; he even made a passing allusion to Pushkin with more than indifference, referred with some cynicism to his acquaintances and, in conclusion, even hinted at the deceitfulness and treachery of those who are called friends, though there is no such thing in the world as real friendship and never has been; in short, Yaroslav Ilyitch had grown wise.
Ordynov did not contradict him, but he felt unutterably sad, as though he had buried his best friend.
'Ah! fancy, I was forgetting to tell you,' Yaroslav Iljdtch began suddenly, as though recalling something very interesting. 'There's a piece of news! I'll tell you as a secret. Do you remember the house where you lodged?'
Ordynov started and turned pale.
'Well, only fancy, just lately a whole gang of thieves was discovered in that house; that is, would you believe me, a regular band of brigands; smugglers, robbers of all sorts, goodness knows what. Some have been caught but others are still being looked for; the sternest orders have been given. And, can you believe it I do you remember the master of the house, that pious, respectable, worthy-looking old man?'
'WeU?'
'What is one to think of mankind? He was the chief of their gang, the leader. Isn't it absurd?'
Yaroslav Ilyitch spoke with feeling and judged of all man-
kind from one example, because Ysiroslav Ilyitch could not do otherwise, it was his character.
