owed with an inexplicable emptiness as the scales final y fel from her eyes. For the last eleven months she’d been in love with a lump of rock.
Alex Hal am was a lump of rock.
Not something light and porous like limestone either, but something hard and impenetrable. Like granite.
CHAPTER ONE
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‘KATHERINE MERCER?’
The receptionist glanced up expectantly as Kit pushed through the door. Kit nodded and tried to find a smile. ‘Yes, that’s right.’
‘Dr Maybury is almost running on time. If you’d take a seat, she shouldn’t be too much longer.’
Kit smiled her thanks. The surgery had managed to fit her in for the last appointment of the day and the waiting room was deserted.
She sat. She crossed her legs and bounced her foot. She glanced at her watch. She shifted on her seat, glanced around the waiting room, glanced at her watch again and final y seized a magazine. It wasn’t that doctors’ surgeries made her nervous. It was just—
The magazine fel open to a celebrity wedding spread with the bride and groom in a variety of cheesy but romantic poses—arms wrapped around each other, staring deep into each other’s eyes, feeding each other wedding cake. For a moment al Kit could do was stare. And then she slapped it shut and shoved it back into the magazine rack.
Al that giddy happiness.
She closed her eyes and pul ed in a breath. It was three months almost to the day since Alex had so brutal y ended their… She could hardly cal it a relationship, and stil there were images—like the ones in that magazine—snatches of conversation, a scent, that could hurtle her back in time and remind her of her stupidity. Remind her of the ridiculous dreams she’d woven about a man who hadn’t been worth a single one of them. Reminded her of her appal ingly bad judgement.
It was crazy too because she and Alex had hardly spent any time together during these last three months. He’d flown to the Brisbane headquarters of Hal am Enterprises the day after his no-nonsense rejection of her and he’d remained there for six weeks. He’d only been back in Sydney for two days when she’d found herself given the fancy title of Project Manager and moved to another department two floors down.
She’d welcomed that change, but… She
uncrossed her right leg to cross her left leg instead.
She bounced her left foot. She let out a breath and stared up at the ceiling. Was she becoming too hard to please? Was that it? It was just… The project she was heading up was one that had previously excited her. She should be raring to go, eager, engaged. But she traipsed into her office each day as if she had nothing more interesting to do than filing and data entry.
Why?
She was the one who’d urged Alex to pursue the book deal McBride’s Proprietary Press had offered him over four months ago. And she was the one who’d hoped she’d get the chance to head the project up.
Midway through last year, she’d written a profile on Alex for a book titled
Now McBride’s were launching a new series cal ed
She should
Her eyes narrowed. Had she lost her zest for life because a man had disappointed her?
She slapped her hands down onto her knees and glared at the wal opposite. From now on, whenever thoughts of Alex surfaced she was ousting them out of her head pronto. It was time she started having fun again.
She brightened marginal y. At least for the next three weeks she didn’t have to worry about running into Alex, didn’t have to steel herself for accidental meetings in the corridors at work, there wouldn’t even be the risk of catching an unexpected glimpse even be the risk of catching an unexpected glimpse of him in the distance. A week ago he’d left for a month-long odyssey to Africa. Rumour had it that he was doing some kind of aid work.
Not that he struck her as the aid worker type.
She uncrossed her legs. Re-crossed them. Wel , okay, maybe he had three and a half months ago, but not since—
No. She wasn’t doing that any more. She was through thinking about Alex, through trying to work him out. ‘Enough,’ she muttered under her breath.
She had more important things to think about.
Like the reason she was sitting in her doctor’s waiting room at ten to five on a Friday afternoon.
She gripped her hands together. If this was what she thought it was, then…
She squared her shoulders. She’d get through it.
Adjustments would be necessary, but it wouldn’t be the end of the world. This could be taken care of.
‘Ms Mercer?’