“Well, that’s fair enough,” I said, “if she loves you. You’re no saint yourself, you know. If you’d encourage her, maybe she’d make good.”
“Well, maybe, but I don’t think so really,” he returned, shaking his head. “She likes me, but not enough, I’m afraid. She wouldn’t run straight, now that she’s had this other. She’d mean to maybe, but she wouldn’t. I feel it about her. And anyhow I don’t want to take any chances. I like her—I’m crazy about her really, but I’m through. I’m going to marry little Dutchy if she’ll have me, and cut out this old-line stuff. You’ll have to stand up with me when I do.”
In three months more the new arrangement was consummated and little Dutchy—or Zuleika, as he subsequently named her—was duly brought to Newark and installed, at first in a charming apartment in a conventionally respectable and cleanly neighborhood, later in a small house with a “yard,” lawn front and back, in one of the homiest of home neighborhoods in Newark. It was positively entertaining to observe Peter not only attempting to assume but assuming the role of the conventional husband, and exactly nine months after he had been married, to the hour, a father in this humble and yet, in so far as his particular home was concerned, comfortable world. I have no space here for more than the barest outline. I have already indicated his views, most emphatically expressed and forecasted. He fulfilled them all to the letter, up to the day of his death. In so far as I could make out, he made about as satisfactory a husband and father and citizen as I have ever seen. He did it deliberately, in cold reason, and yet with a warmth and flare which puzzled me all the more since it
“Here she is,” he observed the day he married her, “me
And so they were married.
And in the home afterward he was as busy and helpful and noisy as any man about the house could ever hope to be. He was always fussing about after hours “putting up” something or arranging his collections or helping Zuleika wash and dry the dishes, or showing her how to cook something if she didn’t know how. He was running to the store or bringing home things from the downtown market. Months before the first child was born he was declaring most shamelessly, “In a few months now, Dreiser, Zuleika and I are going to have our first calf. The bones roll for a boy, but you never can tell. I’m offering up prayers and oblations—both of us are. I make Zuleika pray every night. And say, when it comes, no spoiling-the-kid stuff. No bawling or rocking it to sleep nights permitted. Here’s one kid that’s going to be raised right. I’ve worked out all the rules. No trashy baby-foods. Good old specially brewed Culmbacher for the mother, and the kid afterwards if it wants it. This is one family in which law and order are going to prevail—good old ‘dichtig, wichtig’ law and order.”
I used to chuckle the while I verbally denounced him for his coarse, plebeian point of view and tastes.
In a little while the child came, and to his immense satisfaction it was a boy. I never saw a man “carry on” so, make over it, take such a whole-souled interest in all those little things which supposedly made for its health and well-being. For the first few weeks he still talked of not having it petted or spoiled, but at the same time he was surely and swiftly changing, and by the end of that time had become the most doting, almost ridiculously fond papa that I ever saw. Always the child must be in his lap at the most unseemly hours, when his wife would permit it. When he went anywhere, or they, although they kept a maid the child must be carried along by him on his shoulder. He liked nothing better than to sit and hold it close, rocking in a rocking-chair American style and singing, or come tramping into my home in New York, the child looking like a woolen ball. At night if it stirred or whimpered he was up and looking. And the baby-clothes!—and the cradle!—and the toys!—colored rubber balls and soldiers the first or second or third week!
“What about that stern discipline that was to be put in force here—no rocking, no getting up at night to coddle a weeping infant?”
“Yes, I know. That’s all good stuff before you get one. I’ve got one of my own now, and I’ve got a new light on this. Say, Dreiser, take my advice. Go through the routine. Don’t try to escape. Have a kid or two or three. There’s a psychic punch to it you can’t get any other way. It’s nature’s way. It’s a great scheme. You and your girl and your kid.”
As he talked he rocked, holding the baby boy to his breast. It was wonderful.
And Mrs. Peter—how happy she seemed. There was light in that house, flowers, laughter, good fellowship. As in his old rooms so in this new home he gathered a few of his old friends around him and some new ones, friends of this region. In the course of a year or two he was on the very best terms of friendship with his barber around the corner, his grocer, some man who had a saloon and bowling alley in the neighborhood, his tailor, and then just neighbors. The milkman, the coal man, the druggist and cigar man at the next corner—all could tell you where Peter lived. His little front “yard” had two beds of flowers all summer long, his lot in the back was a garden—lettuce, onions, peas, beans. Peter was always happiest when he could be home working, playing with the baby, pushing him about in a go-cart, working in his garden, or lying on the floor making something—an engraving or print or a box which he was carving, the infant in some simple gingham romper crawling about. He was always busy, but never too much so for a glance or a mock-threatening, “Now say, not so much industry there. You leave my things alone,” to the child. Of a Sunday he sat out on the front porch smoking, reading the Sunday paper, congratulating himself on his happy married life, and most of the time holding the infant. Afternoons he would carry it somewhere, anywhere, in his arms to his friends, the Park, New York, to see me. At breakfast, dinner, supper the heir presumptive was in a high-chair beside him.
“Ah, now, here’s a rubber spoon. Beat with that. It’s less destructive and less painful physically.”
“How about a nice prust” (crust) “dipped in bravery” (gravy) “—heh? Do you suppose that would cut any of your teeth?”
“Zuleika, this son of yours seems to think a spoonful of beer or two might not hurt him. What do you say?”
Occasionally, especially of a Saturday evening, he wanted to go bowling and yet he wanted his heir. The problem was solved by fitting the latter into a tight little sweater and cap and carrying him along on his shoulder, into the bar for a beer, thence to the bowling alley, where young hopeful was fastened into a chair on the side lines while Peter and myself or some of his friends bowled. At ten or ten-thirty or eleven, as the case might be, he was ready to leave, but before that hour les ongfong might be sound asleep, hanging against Peter’s scarf, his interest in his toes or thumbs having given out.
“Peter, look at that,” I observed once. “Don’t you think we’d better take him home?”
“Home nothing! Let him sleep. He can sleep here as well as anywhere, and besides I like to look at him.” And in the room would be a great crowd, cigars, beers, laughter, and Peter’s various friends as used to the child’s
