the rearview mirror and didn't see anybody in the car because, you know, you're embarrassed when that happens. And I guess that's why it scared me so much when this man sticks his head in the window and pokes a gun at me —'
Eichord was listening and watching carefully, “Excuse me. Don't lose your train of thought but you said, ‘sticks his head in the window.’ Was your window rolled down?'
“Huh?'
“How did he stick his head in the window of the car if the window was up?'
“Sure, the window was up. I meant he came over and suddenly there's this face in my window and I go, OH, and about jumped out of my skin. I was so surprised. And he was talking and I thought it was the guy's car that I'd tapped on the bumper and like I rolled the window down. Oh, I remember. I had to turn the motor off or on, I mean to roll it down—power window deals, and—'
“Tell me everything you remember about that moment. How did you feel when you saw him? What was the weather like that day? What did you have on? What—'
“Did you know the intelligence people had me act all that out? Don Duncan went out there and had me dress in the exact clothing I had on that day and he followed me all the way from the house. I mean, it isn't that far, six- seven minutes or whatever, but he had me go through all the motions when they were trying to find where he took me.'
She had never been able to give them the house where she'd been held prisoner. It had just been blocked out completely. She couldn't remember anything about how she got from the room in the house to the police station. Not even the part where the wino found her in the refrigerator box, hiding behind a discarded stove in back of a store downtown. Nude. Bloody. Out of it.
“Donna. What I'm wanting to hear is your description as much as the facts themselves. You may give me something that will help without meaning to, just in the way you tell about it all. Understand?” As always speaking so softly.
“Aaaaaaahhhhhh,” sighing, looking not at all fresh as a daisy today.
Jack getting her after a rigorous bit of playacting with intelligence and then, last night, a brain-battering session in which Donna Scannapieco had allowed herself to be put in a deep trance by a clinical hypnotist. Still, there'd been nothing forthcoming about the location of her makeshift prison.
“Okay,” she said with a shrug. “Let's see. I was wearing the jeans, stacked heels, blouse under the grape sweater, earrings, purse, no extra jewelry, had makeup on, wearing my hair long like I have it today, it was an ordinary day, cool, I just don't remember anything about it all that I haven't said a million times. And he stuck his head in the window and said, ‘If you'll look in my hand you'll see I'm holding a pistol.’ I was scared but mainly I was like, you know, sort of in shock. I didn't want to get shot. I did what he said, and—'
“Donna, did it ever strike you as odd that when he threatened you there in the shopping center that was the only time in the four weeks he had you that he'd ever made any kind of specific threat with a weapon?'
“I don't get what you mean.'
“Even when he was telling you about all the people he had buried around the state. Did you once ever hear him say anything about I shot this one with a pistol? Or I stabbed this one with a knife? Or I hit this one over the head with a club?” She shook her head no. “See what I'm saying here? He threatened you with a gun in the mall when he took you. But how come he never waved a gun around or talked about any specific act of violence all the time he had you?'
“He talked about acts of violence all the time,” she said, making a face at the stupidity of what he'd said. “He was always going to kick my ass for this or whip the shit out of me for that. And what do you call the fact that he claimed to have killed HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE. Is that enough violence for you?'
“No. You're not getting my point. If he threatened to beat you or hurt you physically, sure, I agree that is definitely violence. But did he ever pull a knife or gun on you? A blackjack? Anything?'
“Well—'
“When he was talking about the crimes he'd committed, was he ever specific with respect to using a weapon? How did he get those people dead? Run over them in a car? Drop a bomb on them? Poison them? Strangle them? What?'
“I don't know.” She shrugged. “He just talked about killing different ones and I don't recall anything about whether he said he shot ‘em or stabbed ‘em and I don't see what the hell difference it could possibly make. Also, you say did he threaten me with a gun? I was CHAINED by a leather thing this big'—she gestured impatiently—'all he had to do was grab me or slap me or kick me or whatever he wanted I didn't threaten him in any way. Why would he need a knife or gun? I was chained to the wall.'
“Good point. Tell me about the trip to the place he took you. What kinds of noises did you hear? How many times did he stop? How long did it take?” And on and on over the same stuff, listening to the different way she'd describe the same experiences, looking for the telltale elephant footprints in the cottage cheese. It occurred to him as he listened, watching her, it wasn't just the eyes. The sexual statements were transmitted by the clothing.
There was something about the clothing she wore. It wasn't all tight sweaters and low-cut dresses or the obvious things like that. It was that her clothing was just ... He couldn't quite describe it or categorize it even to himself. Somehow Donna's clothing never quite seemed to be
“Do you have a boyfriend or steady, uh, relationship?” he heard himself asking her.
“I had somebody I was seeing a lot before this but...” She trailed off and shook her head. “It was hard for him to deal with and it looks like it has ended. Why?'
Why, indeed. “I was wondering if this had harmed you in your personal life. Very often a terrible thing like this reaches out and hurts those close to the victim. Family, friends, a husband or boyfriend. They have their own feelings of confusion, and anger, and the utter helplessness of thinking about someone they care for put in the kind of a situation you were subjected to ... and it's tough to handle.'
“Yeah,” she said wryly, “that's life, eh?” He nodded as she said, “Has this hurt me in my personal life? What personal life? Between the press and you cops and a shrink—that's it.'
“When you were first chained up, you told earlier that you'd had a blindfold on, and when you felt the thing being fastened to you and then when he removed the blindfold and you first saw the room, what did you think? Try to remember your reactions to what you saw and what he said to you at that time.'
“Horror. Incredible horror. I knew from the pictures he hadn't brought me there for a Sunday picnic. All I could think of was I wished I had screamed back when I had the chance or just fallen down on the floor of the car and hoped he couldn't shoot through the windshield, a dozen different things I thought of after it was too late. And there was just the awful horror of it. I figured I was in deep trouble. And he didn't say much. I started pleading with him to please let me go, that I wouldn't say anything about it and stuff and he just said, ‘Shut up’ and called me a name. And he said I had one chance. Put out when he wanted some, do what he said and be a good sex slave, and he wouldn't kill me.'
He could feel he was not getting through to Donna Scannapieco the way he often was able to. Eichord was usually good with people. His innate kindness and caring would communicate itself. Everything was screwed up lately. Even his ability to convey a sense of understanding to a crime victim. He knew just how much this barrier between himself and the woman could hinder the progress of the investigation, yet he felt himself powerless to remove it. He could sense, or thought he could sense in her the intuitive ability to pick up on his bad vibes and it was absurd that he couldn't do anything about it.
Inside the swamp of Donna Scannapieco's head there was only icy resolve. She thought nothing of Jack Eichord the cop. Just another face in the crowd. Her inner being was too full of cold, unyielding hatred for the dirty, no good son of a bitch who had taken her and ruined her life, and for the unfairness of a world in which an awful thing like this could happen. She hadn't done anything to deserve such a fate. And now she wanted only vengeance, and the bitter taste of it was filling her with alienation and lonely isolation and it was draining her of the warmth and softness and femininity and decency that had given her life meaning and value. And, like Eichord, she felt herself powerless in the awesome ebb and flow of forces much stronger than her own sense of self.
Eichord tried to phone the lawyer again. Wally Michaels had told him there were some negotiations going on between a prestigious Texas law firm and Mr. Hackabee. There was something off-key about it. Hackabee was
