She negotiated her way through the tight furniture. Not a very good crowd tonight. Boldt was the kind to take that personally. She wondered if this was something to use in her attempt to win his help with her investigation.
The walnut bar had been imported from a British pub by the owner, Bear Berenson. Attached to the mirror using a decal from a local brewery, a happy hour menu advertised peanuts, french fries and fresh oysters. A hard- faced woman wearing too much makeup stood watch behind beer taps, a hopeful gaze fixed on her customers, like that of a fisherman scanning the sea.
Daphne slipped into an empty chair and flagged down the room's only waitress, a tall black woman built like a dancer. In the process, Daphne caught Boldt's attention as well. He looked up, and their eyes met.
God, how she'd missed him.
Boldt felt her presence before he saw her, as close friends or former lovers often do. As they caught eyes he dropped a stitch, necessitating the recovery of the lost beat in the next measure. He felt himself blush-everyone had noticed the error, everyone but the bartender, Mallory, who never noticed anything but an empty glass or a waiting tip.
She looked real good. High, strong cheekbones, heavy eyebrows and shoulder-length brown hair that in certain light held a rusty red. Intense, concentrating eyes, and an outdoors complexion. He knew damn well she'd been home to fix herself up, and that made him wonder, all of a sudden, about her intentions. She didn't wear silk blouses and pearl necklaces around the fourth floor, unless a hell of a lot had changed in the past two years. Would she comment about the way he looked? A jazz rat wearing the same pair of khakis for a week. You could track his meals on these pants. His shirt was on its second day. He generally did laundry Mondays and Thursdays.
It was kind of strange to see her again, strange to have not seen her for so long. Not that he hadn't kept up with her through others, but seeing her in the flesh was altogether different. Nice flesh at that. But he felt none of the lusty urges he had been caught up in two years earlier. She felt to him more like a high school sweetheart, someone from long ago whom he had known before the rules had changed. Of course, the rules hadn't changed, he thought; he had.
He and his wife, Liz, had rebuilt their relationship from the ashes of overwork, failed promises, and a disintegration of purpose, interest, and spirit. it had required enormous sacrifices on both their parts: Boldt had left the department; Liz had borne the burden of pregnancy and a difficult delivery to bring them a son. New roles now: Liz, the provider, mother, and lover; Boldt, part-time jazz rat, full-time house husband and Mr. Mom. Together they had found a new rhythm, carved out a new existence.
Now, here was Daffy glowing in the limited light of the cheap seats, nervous eyes seeking him out.
He bought himself a few precious moments by delaying the ending of the song with a long improvisation. It would all be improvisation from here on out, He rose from the bench and interrupted Mallory before she could complain about the length of the set. 'Push drinks on them,' he suggested, feeding her one instinct. 'I'll stretch the next set to compensate.' Mallory grimaced but didn't argue. Daphne would call that a learned behavior.
He finger-combed what hair he could find up there. She kept her eyes on him as he approached. He wiped his palms on his pants and offered a smile. Two years had passed, and all he could think to say was, 'Hey there.'
She grinned and nudged a chair away from the table with her foot.
He felt big and clumsy as he sat down in the chair. He had added a dozen pounds and knew he looked it. Not her. They shook hands, and he was thankful for that. No need to be weird about this. He said, 'Can/t even see the scar ' though he wasn't sure what possessed him to do 'so.
She tugged at the scarf and revealed it to him: three or four inches long, still slightly pink. It would always be there to remind her. He remembered the knife held there as if it were yesterday, Daffy attempting to talk a known killer out of using the knife on her; Boldt, the one with the gun. She in the way of the bullet, her throat in the way of that blade. Her weapons were her words and they had failed her. Boldt wondered if she had recovered from that one yet. Those things tended to haunt you. 'That was a stupid thing to say,' he admitted. 'Is this the new you? Looking for my flaws?'
'Let me tell you something: There are women who would kill to have flaws like yours.' He hoped a compliment might erase his mistake. 'Keep your shorts on, Casanova. That's all behind us.'
'Hey, you think I don't know? I'm a father now. Though that's probably news to you.' 'I keep up,' she said. 'I didn't think it would have been too appropriate for me to throw you and Liz a baby shower.'
'it must have taken some courage to break a two-year habit of staying away. This is no visit, is it? Not dressed like that, it isn't. Have you been somewhere? Going somewhere? Are you selling something? Why are you here? Not that I'm complaining.'
'I heard the piano player is terrific.'
'Mediocre on his best nights,' Boldt replied. 'You must be hanging around with some critically tone-deaf people.'
'They're your friends- 'My point exactly. Homicide, right? You are selling something.' 'How is the baby?' she asked. 'Miles? Terrific, thanks.' just the mention of the boy made Boldt homesick. 'And Liz?'
That took some real courage.
'Fine,' he answered honestly. 'Happy, I think. — 'And how about you?' she asked. He nodded. 'The same,' Why should it feel odd to admit such a thing? 'You?'
'I'm good. I'm volunteering at The Shelter now.'
'So I've heard,' he said. 'I've kept up, too,' he added, wanting her to hear this. 'Through Dixie,' she said, referring to King County medical examiner Dr. Ronald Dixon, a close friend of Boldt's. A short silence fell between them. 'Are you going to tell me about it?' he asked. 'The case,' he added, trying to sound smart. It worked; she gave him one of those impressed looks. 'She's sixteen-years old.'
'Is or was.'
'Is,' she confirmed. 'She walked into The Shelter this afternoon in real bad shape. Drugs. Evidence suggesting the use of electroshock therapy. A fresh incision right here,' she touched her side. 'Too fresh. The bleeding kind of fresh.
We thought she might be an escapee. We checked with hospitals and institutions. No one had record of her. Her stitches had popped, hence the blood. We admitted her to the Medical Center. I can't tell you what drew me to her, Lou. Not exactly. It was more than curiosity, more than sympathy. You run out of those after a few weeks at The Shelter. You're the one who taught me to listen to the victim-'
'Victim? he interrupted. 'They got her stitched back up, I take it.' Exactly what was Daffy after? Why the compliments? She was a professional manipulator-he had to watch that. She knew her way around the human mind. Dealing with her was like playing blackjack with someone who could count cards.
She answered 'They stitched her back up. But they took X-rays. She's missing a kidney.' She let it hang there a second.
'No hospital record of any such operation. She has no memory of any surgery. None. No explanation at all. I'm looking for the explanation.'
'Phil went along with this?' he asked curiously.
As staff psychologist, Daphne reported to Lieutenant Phil Shoswitz, Homicide, the logic of which was known only to the upper brass. if there were to be an investigation and she part of it, it would more than likely be overseen by Shoswitz. 'He doesn't even know about it yet,' she admitted, looking away-an uncommon gesture for her. 'That's one of the reasons I've come to you,' she added. 'I need your help, your expertise.'
Trouble! He knew her too well. 'Help?'
'Her name is Cindy Chapman. She's been on the road for seven months. Left Arizona last winter after her stepfather sexually abused her. She went through Flagstaff, Salt Lake City, and ended up here about a month ago. Her long-term memory is fine. But she's lost a twenty-four-hour period during which she was exposed to electroshock and her kidney was removed. Let me tell you this: No two medical procedures could be less related to one another. I've studied this stuff, Lou. This is my turf. But investigating it? That's why I'm here.'
He felt the stability of his marriage was at stake. Police work swallowed him whole. He and Liz had come to certain agreements. 'What are you saying? Someone stole her kidney?'
'if a hospital or an institution is involved, it has to be local. These kids stick to a pretty small area. They develop small societies of self-help or selfabuse. When they move away, it's forever. On to Portland, San Francisco, L.A. You champion the cause of the victim. it's the victim that can tell you the most about a case, dead or alive. Right? You're the expert on the victim.'
