Teg took some reassurance from the realization that neither of these two really enjoyed life. He could see that in them clearly with eyes the Sisterhood had educated. The Honored Matre and Muzzafar had forgotten or, most likely, abandoned everything that supported the survival of joyous humans. He thought they probably no longer were capable of finding a real wellspring of joy in their own flesh. Theirs would have to be mostly a voyeur's existence, the eternal observer, always remembering what it had been like before they had taken the turning into whatever it was they had become. Even when they wallowed in the performance of something that once had meant gratification, they would have to reach for new extremes each time just to touch the edges of their own memories.
The Honored Matre's grin widened, showing a line of gleaming white teeth. 'Look at him, Muzzafar. He has not the slightest conception of what we can do.'
Teg heard this but he also saw with eyes trained by the Bene Gesserit. Not a milligram of naivete remained in either of these two. Nothing was expected to surprise them. Nothing could be truly new for them. Still, they plotted and devised, hoping that this extreme would produce the remembered thrill. They knew it would not, of course, and they expected to carry away from the experience only more burning rage out of which to fashion another attempt at the unreachable. That was how their thinking went.
Teg designed a smile for them, using all of the skills he had learned at Bene Gesserit hands. It was a smile full of compassion, of understanding and real pleasure in his own existence. He knew it for the most deadly insult he could hurl at them and he saw it hit. Muzzafar glowered at him. The Honored Matre went from orange-eyed rage to an abrupt surprise and then, quite slowly, to dawning pleasure. She had not expected this! It was something new!
'Muzzafar,' she said, the orange receding from her eyes, 'bring the Honored Matre who has been chosen to mark our Bashar.'
Teg, his doubled vision showing the immediate peril, understood at last. He could feel awareness of his own future spreading outward like waves as the power grew in him. The wild change in him was continuing! He felt the energy expand. With it came understanding and choices. He saw himself as the whirlwind rampaging through this building - bodies scattered behind him (Muzzafar and the Honored Matre among them) and the whole complex looking like an abattoir when he departed.
Must I do that? he wondered.
For each one he killed, more would have to be killed. He saw the necessity of it, though, as he saw at last the Tyrant's design. The pain he could see for himself almost made him cry out but he held it back.
'Yes, bring this Honored Matre to me,' he said, knowing that this would be one less for him to seek out and destroy elsewhere in the building. The room of the scanlyzer controls must be taken out first.
O you who know what we suffer here, do not forget us in your prayers.
- Sign over Arrakeen Landing Field (Historical Records: Dar-es-Balat)
Taraza watched a snow-flutter of falling blossoms against the silvery sky of a Rakian morning. There was an opalescent sheen to the sky that, despite all of her preparatory briefings, she had not anticipated. Rakis held many surprises. The smell of mock orange was powerful here at the edge of the Dar-es-Balat roof garden, overriding all other odors.
Never believe that you have plumbed the depths of any place... or of any human, she reminded herself.
Conversation was ended out here but not the echoes of the spoken thoughts they had exchanged only minutes ago. All agreed, though, that it was time for action. Soon, Sheeana would 'dance a worm' for them and once more demonstrate her mastery.
Waff and a new priestly representative would share this 'holy event' but Taraza was sure neither of them knew the real nature of what they were about to witness. Waff bore watching, of course. He still carried that air of irritated disbelief in everything he saw or heard. It was a strange mixture with his underlying awe at being on Rakis. The catalyst was obviously his rage over the fact that fools ruled here.
Odrade returned from the meeting room and stopped beside Taraza.
'I am extremely disquieted by the reports from Gammu,' Taraza said. 'Do you bring something new?'
'No. Things are obviously still chaotic there.'
'Tell me, Dar, what do you think we should do?'
'I keep remembering the Tyrant's words to Chenoeh: 'The Bene Gesserit are so close to what they should be, yet so far.' '
Taraza pointed at the open desert beyond the museum city's qanat. 'He's still out there, Dar. I'm sure of it.' Taraza turned to face Odrade. 'And Sheeana speaks to him.'
'He told so many lies,' Odrade said.
'But he didn't lie about his own incarnation. Remember what he said. 'Every descendant part of me will carry some of my awareness locked away within it, lost and helpless-pearls of me moving blindly in the sand, caught in an endless dream.' '
'You bank a great deal on your belief in the power of that dream,' Odrade said.
'We must recover the Tyrant's design! All of it!'
Odrade sighed but did not speak.
'Never underestimate the power of an idea,' Taraza said. 'The Atreides were ever philosophers in their governance. Philosophy is always dangerous because it promotes the creation of new ideas.'
Still, Odrade did not respond.
'The worm carries it all within him, Dar! All of the forces he set in motion are still in him.'
'Are you trying to convince me or yourself, Tar?'
'I am punishing you, Dar. Just as the Tyrant is still punishing us.'
'For not being what we should be? Ahh, here come Sheeana and the others.'
'The worm's language, Dar. That is the important thing.'
'If you say so, Mother Superior.'
Taraza sent an angry stare at Odrade, who moved forward to greet the newcomers. There was a disturbing gloom in Odrade.
The presence of Sheeana, though, restored Taraza's sense of purpose. An alert little thing, Sheeana. Very good material. Sheeana had demonstrated her dance the previous night, performing in the great museum room against a tapestry background, an exotic dance against an exotic spice-fiber hanging with its image of desert and worms. She appeared to be almost a part of the hanging, a figure projected forward from the stylized dunes and their elaborately detailed coursing worms. Taraza recalled how Sheeana's brown hair had been thrown outward by the whirling movements of the dance, swinging in a fuzzy arc. Sidelighting accented the reddish glints in her hair. Her eyes had been closed but it was not a face in repose. Excitement betrayed itself in the passionate set of her wide mouth, the flaring of her nostrils, the forward thrust of her chin. Her motions had conveyed an inner sophistication that belied her youth.
The dance is her language, Taraza thought. Odrade is correct. Seeing it, we will learn it.
Waff had something of a withdrawn look this morning. It was difficult to determine if his eyes were looking outward or inward.
With Waff was Tulushan, a darkly handsome Rakian, the priesthood's chosen representative at today's 'holy event.' Taraza, meeting him at the demonstration dance, had found it extraordinary how Tulushan never needed to say 'but,' and yet the word was always there in everything he uttered. A perfect bureaucrat. He rightly expected to go far but those expectations would soon encounter their ultimate surprise. She felt no pity for him at this knowledge. Tulushan was a soft-faced youth of too few standards for such a position of trust. There was more to him than met the eye, of course. And less.
Waff moved to one side in the garden, leaving Odrade and Sheeana with Tulushan.
The young priest was expendable, naturally. That explained much about why he had been chosen for this venture. It told her that she had achieved the proper level of potential violence. Taraza did not think, though, that any of the priestly factions would dare harm Sheeana.
We will stay close to Sheeana.
They had spent a busy week since the demonstration of the whores' sexual accomplishments. A very disturbing week, when it came to that. Odrade had been kept busy with Sheeana. Taraza would have preferred Lucilla for this
