she said, her voice tender, belying her anxiety. “In the village and at the base he saved my life. When I meet him again, if I meet him, I will smile at him and be happy. I beg you to do the same. The past is the past and should stay the past.”
Accept it and him, Erikki, now and forever, she was willing him, or our marriage will end quickly, not of my volition but because you’ll unman yourself, you’ll make your life unbearable and you’ll not want me near you. Then I’ll go back to Tabriz and begin another life, sadly it’s true, but that’s what I’ve decided to do. I won’t remind you of your promise to me before we were married, I don’t want to humiliate you - but how rotten of you to forget. I forgive you only because I love you. Oh, God, men are so strange, so difficult to understand, please remind him of his oath at once!
“Erikki,” she murmured, “let the past stay with the past. Please?” With her eyes she begged him as only a woman can beg.
But he avoided her look, devastated by his own stupidity and jealousy. Azadeh’s right, he was shouting at himself. That’s past. Azadeh told me about him honestly and I promised her freely that I could live with that and he did save her life. She’s right, but even so I’m sure she loves him. Tormented he looked down at her and into her eyes, a door slammed inside his head, he locked it and cast away the key. The old warmth pervaded him, cleansing him. “You’re right and I agree! You’re right! I love you - and Finland forever!” He lifted her off the ground and kissed her and she kissed him back, then held on to him as, more happy than he had ever been, he carried her effortlessly up the corridor. “Do they have sauna in Istanbul, do you think he’ll let us make a phone call, just one, do you think…” But she was not listening. She was smiling to herself.
BAHRAIN - THE INTERNATIONAL HOSPITAL: 6:03 P.M.
The muted phone rang in Mac’s bedroom and Genny came out of her pleasing reverie on the veranda, Mac dozing in an easy chair beside her in the shade. She slipped out of her chair, not making a sound, not wanting to awaken him, and picked it up. “Captain McIver’s room,” she said softly. “Oh, sorry to bother you, is Captain McIver free for a moment? This is Mr. Newbury’s assistant at Al Shargaz.”
“Sorry, he’s sleeping, this is Mrs. McIver, can I take a message for him?” The voice hesitated. “Perhaps you’d ask him to call me. Bertram Jones.” “If it’s important, you’d better give it to me.”
Again a hesitation, then, “Very well. Thank you. It’s a telex from our HQ in Tehran for him. It says: ‘Please advise Captain D. McIver, managing director of IHC, that one of his pilots, Thomas Lochart, and his wife have been reported accidentally killed during a demonstration.’” The voice picked up a little. “Sorry for the bad news, Mrs. McIver.”
“Th - that’s all right. Thank you. I’ll see my, my husband gets it. Thank you.” Quietly she replaced the phone. She caught sight of herself in a mirror. Her face was colorless, naked in its misery.
Oh, my God, I can’t let Duncan see me or know or he’ll ha - “Who was it, Gen?” McIver said from outside, still half asleep. “It… it’ll wait, luvey. Go back to sleep.”
“Good about the tests, wasn’t it?” The results had been excellent. “Wonderful… I’ll be back in a second.” She went to the bathroom and closed the door and splashed water on her face. Can’t tell him, just can’t… got to protect him. Should I call Andy? A glance at her watch. Can’t, Andy‘11 be at the airport already. I’ll… I’ll wait till he arrives, that’s what I’ll do…. I’ll go to meet him with JeanLuc and… nothing to do till then… oh God oh God, poor Tommy, poor Sharazad… poor loves… The tears poured out of her and she turned on the taps to hide the sound. When she came back onto the veranda McIver was contentedly asleep. She sat and looked at the sunset, not seeing it.
AL SHARGAZ INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT: Sunset. Rudi Lutz, Scragger, and all the others were waiting at their exit barrier, anxiously staring off toward the crowded foyer, arriving and departing passengers milling about. “Final call for BA 532 to Rome and London. All aboard, please.”
Through the huge, plate-glass windows they could see the sun almost at the horizon. All were nervous. “Andy should’ve kept Johnny and the 125 as backup for God’s sake,” Rudi muttered testily to no one in particular. “He had to send it to Nigeria,” Scot said defensively. “The Old Man had no choice, Rudi.” But he saw Rudi was not listening, so he half shrugged, absently said to Scragger, “You really going to give up flying, Scrag?” The lined old face twisted. “For a year, only for a year - Bahrain’s great for me, Kasigi’s a beaut, and I won’t give up flying completely, oh dear no. Can’t, me son, gives me the creeps to think about it.”
“Me too. Scrag, if you were my age would y - ” He stopped as an irritable BA official came out through Security and strode up to Rudi: “Captain Lutz, absolutely your last call! She’s already five minutes late. We can’t hold her any longer! You’ve just got to board the rest of your party at once or we’ll leave without you!”
“All right,” Rudi said. “Scrag, tell Andy we waited as long as possible. If Charlie doesn’t make it, throw him in the Gottverdammstechen brig! Goddamn Alitalia for being early. Everyone on.” He handed his boarding pass to the attractive flight attendant and went through the barrier and stood on the other side, checking them through, Freddy Ayre, Pop Kelly, Willi, Ed Vossi, Sandor, Nogger Lane, Scot last and dawdling until he could wait no longer. “Hey, Scrag, tell the Old Man okay for me.”
“Sure, sport.” Scragger waved as he vanished into Security, then turned away, heading for his own gate the other side of the terminal, Kasigi waiting there already, brightened as he saw Pettikin running through the crowd, hand in hand with Paula, Gavallan twenty paces behind. Pettikin gave her a hurried embrace and rushed for the barrier.
“For Gawd’s sake, Charlie…”
“Don’t give me a hard time, Scrag, had to wait for Andy,” Charlie said, almost out of breath. He handed over his boarding pass, blew a beaming kiss to Paula, went through the barrier, and was gone.
“Hi, Paula, wot’s cooking?”
Paula was breathless too but radiant. She put her arm through his, gave him a little shrug: “Charlie asked me to spend his leave with him, caro, in South Africa - I’ve relations near Cape Town, a sister and her family, so I said why not?”
“Why not indeed! Does that mean th - ”
“Sorry, Scrag!” Gavallan called out, joining them. He was puffing but twenty years younger. “Sorry, been on the phone for half an hour, looks like we’ve lost the bloody ExTex Saudi contract and part of the North Sea but to hell with that - great news!” He beamed and another ten years fell away, behind him the sun touched the horizon. “Erikki called as I was half out the door, he’s safe, so’s Azadeh, they’re safe in Turkey and…”
“Hallelujah!” Scragger burst out over him, and from the depths of the waiting area past Security there was a vast cheer from the others, the news given them by Pettikin.
“… and then I had a call from a friend in Japan. How much time have we?” “Plenty, twenty minutes, why? You just missed Scot, he said to give you a message: ‘Tell the Old Man okay.’”
Gavallan smiled. “Good. Thanks.” Now he had regained his breath. “I’ll catch you up, Scrag. Wait for me, Paula, won’t be a moment.” He went over to the JAL information counter. “Evening, could you tell me, please, when’s your next flight out of Bahrain for Hong Kong?”
The receptionist tapped the keys of the computer. “Eleven forty-two tonight, Sayyid.”
“Excellent.” Gavallan took out his tickets. “Cancel me off BA’s London flight tonight and put me on th - ” Loudspeakers came to life and drowned him out with the all-pervading call to prayer. An immediate hush fell on the airport.
And high up in the vast reaches of the Zagros Mountains, five hundred miles northward, Hussain Kowissi slid off his horse, then helped his young son to make the camel kneel. He wore a Kash’kai belted sheepskin coat over his black robes, a white turban, his Kalashnikov slung on his back. Both were solemn, the little boy’s face puffy from all the tears. Together they tethered the animals, found their prayer mats, faced Mecca, and began. A chill wind whined around them, blowing snow from the high drifts. The half-obscured sunset showed through a narrow band of sky under the encroaching, nimbus-filled overcast that was again heavy with storm and with snow. Prayers were soon said.
“We’ll camp here tonight, my son.”
“Yes, Father.” Obediently the little boy helped with the unloading, a spill of tears again on his cheeks. Yesterday his mother had died. “Father, will Mother be in Paradise when we get there?”
“I don’t know, my son. Yes, I think so.” Hussain kept the grief off his face. The birthing had been long and cruel, nothing he could do to help her but hold her hand and pray that she and the child would be spared and that the midwife was skilled. The midwife was skilled but the child was stillborn, the hemorrhaging would not stop and what was ordained came to pass.
As God wants, he had said. But for once that did not help him. He had buried her and the stillborn child. In
