American Rust

5. Harris

Harris and Steve Ho had been sitting in the black- and- white Ford Explorer about three hours. It was Harris’s idea—he just had a feeling. The state cops, the county coroner, the DA, everyone else was long gone. From the top of the ridge they could see over the meadow, the half-collapsed remnants of the main Standard Steel Car factory, grown over with vines, the small machine shop where they’d found the body. There were old boxcars in the field and a peaceful, pleasant air about the place. Nature assimilating man’s work. In his much younger years, he had seen things like it in Vietnam, abandoned temples in the jungle.

Harris glanced at Steve Ho. Steve Ho was off duty; he was not being paid to be there, which was not unusual. Ho looked comfortable, young and comfortable, a short stout man, a full head of black hair, resting his hands on his big belly. An M4 carbine across his lap—like many other younger cops, Ho had an inclination for things like that, body armor and such. Ho was only three years out of the academy, but Harris was overjoyed to have him on the force. Steve Ho was easy to work with and left his radio turned on even when he was off the clock.

By comparison, Harris felt old and bald. He reminded himself that he was not—not that old, anyway. Fifty- four. Anyway this feeling had nothing to do with being old, it was just that this was turning into a very bad day. He wanted to be at home, sitting in front of a fire with his dog and a glass of scotch, maybe watching the sun go down from his back deck. He lived by himself in a small cabin, the compound was how he referred to it, a high place overlooking two valleys. The sort of place a boy would dream of living, but then reality, in the form of a wife and kids, would set in. Harris had talked himself into buying it a few years back. Though well built, the cabin was remote and depended on a pair of woodstoves for heat, had little radio or television reception, was accessible only by four- wheel drive. Not a place any woman would ever want to live. It was another excuse. Another way to keep an even keel, cowardice pretending to be independence. Though Fur, his malamute, loved it.

He’d been first to arrive at the crime scene—there’d been an anonymous tip—and he’d felt relief when he saw the body. Clearly a transient. No painful phone calls, no horrible visits to people he liked. Those things got worse with age, not better.

He was still standing near the body, absorbing things, when he saw a familiar jacket. Then heard another vehicle—the state trooper—bouncing down the old access road. He scooped up the jacket and stuffed it behind a workbench. The young state trooper walked in just after and Harris had tried to conjure his name. Clancy. Delancey He couldn’t think straight—he knew this man. But Delancey was oblivious to what Harris had just done. He nodded his greeting, then looked at the body. He’s a big one, huh?

People came and went all day but the jacket had remained, unnoticed, where Harris hid it. Now, sitting here with Steve Ho, he was extremely nervous, not so much that he’d hidden the jacket as much as that the jacket belonged to Billy Poe. He rubbed his temples; he’d gone off Zoloft a few weeks earlier, which was not helping things now. He tried to separate the things in his mind. Hiding the jacket was probably not bothering him. You didn’t arrest every kid you caught breaking windows. Or every citizen who drove home after a few too many Budweisers at happy hour. Good people got one free pass. Kids got two, though the second one might be a handcuffed ride in the Explorer. There was a role everyone played in the community, an unspoken agreement. Which was basically to do right. Sometimes that meant stopping people for a dirty license plate, other times it meant letting people go who were committing felonies. Which is what anyone did when they consumed three beers and put their keys in the ignition. You couldn’t say it but that was the truth—it was not the law so much as doing right. The trick being to figure out exactly what that was.

Listen to you, he thought. Trying to distract from the question. Which is whether you ought to be defending Billy Poe. Get out of this truck and go down there and discover that jacket. You should have already arrested him. At least that was one take on it—Even Keel’s. Even Keel had also made him buy a cabin on top of a mountain that no woman in her right mind would ever consider living in. Even Keel was a coward. Harris decided he would sit there. He would watch and see what happened. He would see which part of him turned out to be right.

* * *

Near sundown, they spotted movement at the far edge of the meadow near the train tracks.

“Now there’s two people who don’t want to get seen,” said Ho.

Harris got an even worse feeling. He lifted his binoculars. He couldn’t make out the faces on either of the two people in the meadow but he could guess from the size and the strange bouncing walk. Coming back to get his jacket. A tightness was growing in his chest. As the two got closer, he could see clearly that it was Billy Poe and one of his friends, the short kid whose sister had gotten all those scholarships. He thought about Grace. He felt sick to his stomach.

“You okay?” said Ho.

Harris nodded.

Ho was looking through his own binoculars, an expensive Zeiss model.

“That who I think it is?”

“Believe so.”

“You want me to go down there?”

“Just hold on.”

It was quiet for a few seconds, then Ho said: “You better make sure this doesn’t burn you, Chief. The whole town knows you put in a good word for him last time. You’ve said yourself—”

“Do me the favor.”

“You know all I’m saying, Chief. This ain’t the old days.”

Harris turned on the light bar for a few seconds to let the two in the field know they should come up. They both froze.

“They’re gonna run for it.”

“That kid’s sister is at Harvard. He isn’t running anywhere.”

As predicted, the two began to walk glumly up the hill toward the Explorer.

“You ought to take a look through these glasses, Chief. I can see every last goddamn zit on their faces.”

“Later,” said Harris.

But it was a clear enough picture. Billy Poe and some friends had come out here to drink, maybe score some meth, and things had gone bad. Meaning Billy Poe had beaten one of them to death, then panicked and took off, and was now coming back to clean up his mess. The saddest part being he’d gotten this other kid mixed up in it. Harris wondered if there was a way to keep that one in the clear. People like him still had a chance.

It was not Billy Poe he really worried about. He’d known for years where the boy would end up. He’d bent over backwards, he had put his own name on the line, knowing the entire time what would happen. By a certain age, people had their own trajectory. The best you could do was try to nudge them into a different course, though for the most part, it was like trying to catch a body falling from a skyscraper. Billy Poe’s trajectory had been clear very early; it wasn’t Billy Poe he was worried about. It was Grace and what this would do to her.

Ho said: “You know I always hated that prick Cecil Small, but it’s bad timing with the new DA. Cecil Small might have been willing to float a break.”

“I never said a thing about it.”

“I know you’re worried about your nephew there.”

“He ain’t my nephew.”

Ho shrugged. They watched the boys walk up the hill. Young men, Harris corrected himself Billy Poe was twenty- one. Somehow that seemed impossible. When he’d first met Grace, her son was five years old.

“Here they come,” said Ho. “I’ll put on my mean face.”

6. Isaac

Looking up from where he and Poe had just emerged from the brush at the edge of the field, he saw Harris’s truck. But the same instant he wondered if they might be able to make it back into the trees, the lights at the top of