“Christ,” said Poe, as the rain started to fall. “That plant doesn’t even have a roof. Course with your luck I should have figured.”
Isaac pointed: “There’s another building back there that’s in better shape.”
“I can’t wait.”
Isaac walked ahead; Poe was in a foul mood and he wasn’t sure what to do about it.
They followed a deer path that led through the meadow. They could see the smaller building beyond the main factory; half- hidden in the trees, it was dark and shaded. Or sheltered, he thought. A brick building, much smaller than the main plant, the size of a large garage, maybe, the windows boarded but the roof was intact. It was mostly grown over with vines though there was a clear path leading to it through the grass. The rain swept over them and they began to run and when they reached the building Poe shouldered the door. It swung open without any trouble.
It was dark inside but they could make out it had been a machine shop, maybe a dozen lathes and milling machines. A gantry and series of grinder stands for cutting tool bits, though the grinders themselves were missing and the lathes were missing their chucks and cross- feeds, anything a person could carry. There were empty bottles of fortified wine scattered everywhere, more beer cans. An old woodstove and signs of recent fires.
“Jesus H. Christ. Smells like about ten bums are taking a dirtnap under this floor.”
“It’ll be alright,” said Isaac. “I’ll get a fire going so we can dry off.”
“Look at this place, it’s like Howard Johnson’s for bums; stacks of wood and everything.”
“Welcome to my world.”
“Please,” Poe snorted, “you’re a fuckin tourist, is all.”
Isaac ignored him. He knelt in front of the stove and began to build a careful fire structure, tinder and then kindling and then stopping to look for the right- sized sticks. Not the best place but it’ll do. Better than spending the rest of the day in wet clothes. This is what it’ll be like being on the road, prioritizing the small comforts—simple life. Back to nature. You get tired of it you can always buy a bus ticket. Except then it won’t mean anything—you could just buy another ticket and come back. The kid is not afraid. More to see this way—detour to Texas, the McDonald Observatory. Davis Mountains, nine- meter telescope, Hobby- Eberly Try to imagine the stars through that—no different than being up there. Next best thing to astronauts. Very Large Array, New Mexico or Arizona, can’t remember. See it all. No hurries, no worries.
“Don’t look so happy,” said Poe.
“I can’t help it.” He found some more small pieces and went back to building his fire, using his jackknife to shave splinters for tinder.
“You take for goddamn ever to do anything, you know that?”
“I like a one- match fire.”
“Which, by the time you get it lit, it’ll be dark and time to go, because I ain’t spending the night here.”
“I’ll give you my sleeping bag.”
“Fuck that,” said Poe. “We’ve probably already caught tuberculosis just from being in here.”
“We’ll be fine.”
“You’re useless,” Poe told him.
“What do you think you’ll do when I’m gone?”
“I imagine I’ll be extremely happy.”
“Seriously.”
“Quit it. I want someone to nag me, I’ll talk to my mother.”
“I’ll talk to your mother.”
“Yeah, yeah. You bring anything to eat?”
“Some nuts.”
“You would.”
“Hand over your lighter.”
“What would be perfect right now is a pie from Vincent’s. Christ I was up there the other day, the house special—”
“Lighter.”
“I’d order us one but Nextel turned my phone off.”
“Uh-huh.”
“That was a joke,” said Poe.
“Extremely funny. Give me your lighter.”
Poe sighed and handed it over. Isaac got the fire going. It grew quickly. It was a good fire. He kicked the door of the stove all the way open and then sat back and looked at his work with satisfaction.
“You’ll still be smiling when this place burns down on top of us.”
“For someone who put two guys in the hospital—”
“Don’t go there,” said Poe.
“I wouldn’t.”
“You know I think you’re an alright guy, Mental. Just wanted to throw that out, in case you could consider my opinion.”
“You could probably walk onto any football team out there. They’ve got lots of colleges, it’s like
“Except everyone I know lives here.”
“Call that coach from the New York school.”
Poe shrugged. “I’m happy for you,” he said. “You’re gonna make it, just like your sister. Right down to the rich guy you’ll end up marrying. Some sweet old man, you’ll do the circuit in San Francisco…”
There was a pause as they looked around the hideout. Poe got up and found a piece of cardboard and set it down again to lie on. “I’m still drunk,” he said. “Thank God.” He lay back on the cardboard and closed his eyes. “Ah Christ, my life. I can’t believe you’re doing this.”
“Boxcar Isaac, that’s my new name.”
“Loved by sailors.”
“Duke of all hoboes.”
Poe grinned. “If that’s your way of apologizing, I accept.” He rolled onto his side and wrapped his football jacket around him. “Might rest my eyes a minute. Make sure you wake me up the second it stops raining.”
Isaac kicked him: “Get up.”
“Just let me be happy.”
Isaac went back to watching the fire. Seems to be drawing—won’t die of carbon monoxide. Kick him again. No. Let him be. Probably pass out. Anytime he sits still. Not like you—barely fall asleep in your own bed. Wouldn’t even close your eyes in a place like this. Wish he was coming with. He looked around at the old machines, old rafters, cracks of gray light through the boarded-up windows. Poe is not afraid of people, that’s the difference. Except he is in his way. Not physically afraid, is all. Meanwhile, look at you, already worrying, wondering if the old man’s alright. When you know he’ll be fine. Lee has a rich husband—they can get a nurse whenever they want. No reason as long as you lived there, but now that you’re gone, a nurse will be found. Lee will buy her way out again. You put in five years and she puts in a couple of days every Christmas, her and the old man acting like it was fate. But still—look at it—somehow you’re ending up the bad guy. The kid turns thief, abandons his father, his sister remains the hero and the favorite.
He tried to make himself relax but couldn’t. The kid would like a triple dose of Prozac. Or something stronger. He took the money out and counted it again, it was not quite four thousand dollars, it felt like an enormous sum, though he knew it wasn’t. Things will only get harder, you’ve got Poe right here and you’re still in familiar territory. Thought you’d planned for everything, your notebooks and school transcripts, everything you need to start over in California. Made perfect sense on paper, but of course now it’s ridiculous. Even if the old man doesn’t call the cops. Just pride keeping you out here.
There was a noise at the other end of the building and Poe sat up groggily and looked around. There was a door they hadn’t noticed. Three men appeared, stomping their feet and dripping, wearing backpacks. They were standing in the shadows, two tall men and one short one.
“Y’all are in our spot,” said the biggest of them. He was substantially taller than Poe, thick blond hair and a thick beard. The three of them made their way around the machines and stood a few feet from the fire.
