words.
David knew exactly how she felt because he felt the same. Off-balance. Bewildered. His mind topsy-turvy. He chalked up his reaction to the continued debilitating effect of the silver. Heart palpitations, shaky-kneed weakness. That had to be the reason. He’d kissed hundreds of women and never experienced these odd, yet not completely unpleasant, sensations before.
He opened his mouth to confess his confusion when she glanced up at him through the frame of her lashes. Her great dark eyes swam black as sin, an infinite emptiness without light or warmth. He tried to look away, but her gaze trapped and held him fast, visions flashing across his mind. He smelled the tang of pine, the crisp clean of new snow, and the sharp odor of rabbit as he hunted in the form of his aspect, his pack lifting their voices in unison with him as they ran the deep mountain trails. He tasted blood on his muzzle and the crunch of bones between his teeth, and later took his pleasure with a lithe young female, both as wolf and then again as man, beneath the bright round moon of Silmith. He felt silver burning like acid against his bare skin and the Ossine’s flames searing his clan mark from his back with the stink of charred flesh. He heard himself screaming as if he were being cleaved in two before his agonized shouts died away to slow gulping moans, whispered pleas for mercy, and finally begging for death.
Darkness and a frozen, knifing cold pierced every part of David as he was buried beneath an avalanche of happiness and heartbreak. On and on it went, tumbling him breathless, lifting him high only to crush him with a mountain’s weight of raw emotion. He felt the earth-shattering passion of a marriage bed, moonlight gleaming in a pair of dark eyes as his bride took him inside her and he marked her forever as his chosen mate. He tasted the salt of her skin and the wine upon her tongue and the sweet lush heat of her woman’s place as she gasped her release. He smelled the powdery fresh scent of a child’s hair and the starch of clean linen as he held the precious bundle in his arms. He heard the cries of a new mother and the squall of an angry infant and the soft voice of a young girl calling for her father to read her a bedtime story and chase away the bogeymen.
A tremor racked his body, and he gritted his teeth until the battering storm of sensation passed. Not memories this time; not shades pulled from his past. He would call them dreams, but somehow he knew better. They held too much power, buried themselves too deep into his brain. This was Fey-blood magic at its most potent and most prophetic. But did Callista realize what she’d done? What he’d seen?
He squeezed his eyes shut, but not before a final horrible image passed like a shadow over his heart. “David?” A hand touched him, heat where there had been only cold. It filled the emptiness, tore through the dark like a blade through a curtain.
He opened his eyes to see Callista watching him carefully, worry in her gaze, but nothing else. Her pulse beat wildly in her throat and her cheeks were flushed pink.
“Did I do it right?” she asked. “Do you think we convinced her?” Her head tilted like a bird’s as she awaited his answer. Nothing but innocence in her expression. She was either unaware of what he’d seen or a damned good actress.
He shoved the darkness away and forced a weak smile. “Covent Garden cyprians couldn’t have been more convincing.”
A line appeared between her brows. “Is that supposed to make me proud?”
“Only if you appreciate what skilled professionals they are.”
She gave a tiny shake of her head, almost but not quite reaching for him. He wouldn’t have even noticed the slight movement except they were still crushed against each other amid the mountain of discarded coats. She offered him a quick smile, here and gone between one breath and the next. “I’ll assume you know all too well, so I shall take it as another compliment.”
She looked as if she wanted to continue the conversation, but he forestalled her by taking her arm and leading her back into the crowded corridor. The last thing he wanted to do while he remained off-kilter and dazed was to talk. Who knew what foolishness he might utter?
By now the guests had thickened to an outright crush. None would notice two more amid the cacophonic mob of rich and titled packed into every square inch of breathing room. Holding his head above the swarm and gripping Callista’s hand in his, David bulled his way through to the French doors fronting the gardens, an instance where his sheer mass was an advantage.
The terrace was nearly deserted. Fairy lanterns strung between the trees glimmered down on only a few strolling couples. The press of humanity had not yet reached this far.
“We’re almost there. The mews is through that gate. We can be away before our pursuers realize what’s happened.”
They crossed the lawn to the back wall in silence. David shoved hard on the gate, hinges giving way with a spine-sizzling rusty screech. Then they were through, lights and laughter left behind as they made their way through the heavy gloom of the narrow mews.
“You call yourself a soldier, St. Leger? My granny could foil a scent better than you.” Eudo Beskin’s voice oozed like slime as he stepped out from the shadow of the stables.
Once the Ossine discovered that David was living under the shadow of a Fey-blood’s curse, his sentence of exile had been returned quick as a headsman’s ax. If only the punishment had been so clean and swift. Instead, it had been a drawn-out torture by inches meted out by the enforcer now standing a few feet away, eyes glowing in his pale face. David had spent the past two years dreaming of the day he would exact ruthless vengeance on the man who’d stripped him of his clan mark and then his dignity; who’d stolen his life but never once offered him the death he craved.
Here was his chance and yet fear stole his breath and his will. Faced with the moment of reckoning, he couldn’t move, his brain thick with fog. Despite all his preparations, he froze, drowning beneath a flood of paralyzing memories no amount of whisky had been able to obliterate.
“Caught in the act with a pretty little Fey-blood whore,” Beskin sneered, his eyes raking Callista with one disparaging glance. “Do you whisper Imnada secrets in her ear while you’re stuffing her? Does she pretend to enjoy it as she wheedles information out of you?”
Beskin drew his sword from a heavy leather sheath. The moon’s faint shine glinted down the length of the blade.
Silver.
No wonder David wanted to be sick.
Trained over a lifetime of service to withstand its effects, all enforcers carried such weaponry as part of their arsenal, though they rarely resorted to it. Silver didn’t affect humans or Fey-bloods, the Imnada’s normal enemies. It was a dangerous sign of the times that Beskin carried such a sword. More so, that he seemed so comfortable attacking one of his own.
“Hand over the book, St. Leger, and I might spare the Fey-blood’s life,” Beskin said in a smooth, cold voice. “Of course, I might have to remove her tongue first. Can’t have her blabbing about our little encounter to her
“David, what’s happening?” Callista’s frightened voice finally jarred him free of his demons.
“What are you talking about?” he asked. “What book?”
“Don’t play the fool with me,” Beskin snarled. “Kineally stole it. Sir Dromon and the Ossine want it back.”
Immediately, David began to regroup. Plan. Scheme. Plot. He was a soldier, damn it. Beskin might hold all the cards—and a silver sword—but there was no fucking chance David would lie down and make it easy. He might play the fool these days, but he still knew how to outsmart an enemy.
He snatched up a discarded shovel and the lid from an empty grain bin. Hardly knightly sword and shield, but in a pinch, they’d do. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. I don’t have a book, though if I did, I sure as hell wouldn’t give it to you.”
“Maybe not voluntarily.” Beskin’s slash of a smile widened, fangs extended and gleaming like knives. “But by the time I’m finished with you, you’ll be begging to tell me where the book is, along with the names of your dirty traitor friends. It will all come spilling out of you along with your bloody entrails.”
David swallowed down the sour bile clawing its way up his throat. Slammed his mind against the images of his vicious punishment at the hands of this man ready to stun him into frozen panic once more if he let them.
“Tough talk from a coward whose opponents are usually chained and helpless,” he snarled.
Beskin lunged, his sword striking David’s makeshift shield. Again the enforcer thrust and again David
