'That's what you do, right?' Sola innocently asked.
'It's what I try to do.'
'It's all you try to do.'
'What is that supposed to mean?' Padme asked, her face twisting with puzzlement. 'I am a Senator, after all.'
'A Senator after a Queen, and probably with many more offices ahead of her,' Sola said. She looked back at the playhouse and called for Ryoo and Pooja to ease up.
'You speak as if it's a bad thing,' Padme remarked. Sola looked at her earnestly. 'It's a great thing,' she said. 'If you're doing it all for the right reasons.'
'And what is that supposed to mean?'
Sola shrugged, as if she wasn't quite sure. 'I think you've convinced yourself that you're indispensable to the Republic,' she said. 'That they couldn't get along at all without you.'
'Sis!'
'It's true,' Sola insisted. 'You give and give and give and give. Don't you ever want to take, just a little?'
Padme's smile showed that Sola's words had caught her off guard. 'Take what?'
Sola looked back to Ryoo and Pooja. 'Look at them. I see the sparkle in your eyes when you watch my children. I know how much you love them.'
'Of course I do!'
'Wouldn't you like to have children of your own?' Sola asked. 'A family of your own?'
Padme sat up straight, her eyes going wide. 'I…' she started, and stopped, several times. 'I'm working right now for something I deeply believe in. For something that's important.'
'And after this is settled, after the Military Creation Act is far behind you, you'll find something else to deeply believe in, something else that's really important. Something that concerns the Republic and the government more than it really concerns you.'
'How can you say that?'
'Because it's true, and you know it's true. When are you going to do something just for yourself?'
'I am.'
'You know what I mean.'
Padme gave a little laugh and a shake of her head, and turned back to Ryoo and Pooja. 'Is everyone to be defined by their children?' she asked.
'Of course not,' Sola replied. 'It's not that at all. Or not just that. I'm talking about something bigger, Sis. You spend all of your time worrying about the problems of other people, of this planet's dispute with that planet, or whether this trade guild is acting fairly toward that system. All of your energy is being thrown out there to try to make the lives of everyone else better.'
'What's wrong with that?'
'What about your life?' Sola asked in all seriousness. 'What about Padm Amidala? Have you even thought about what might make your life better? Most people who have been in public service as long as you have would have retired by now. I know you get satisfaction in helping other people. That's pretty obvious. But what about something deeper for you? What about love, Sis? And yes, what about having kids? Have you even thought about it? Have you even wondered what it might be like for you to settle down and concern yourself with those things that will make your own life fuller?'
Padme wanted to retort that her life didn't need to be any fuller, but she found herself holding back the words. Somehow they seemed hollow to her at that particular moment, watching her nieces romping about the backyard of the house, now jumping all about poor R2-D2, Padme's astromech droid.
For the first time in many days, Padme's thoughts roamed free of her responsibilities, free of the important vote she would have to cast in the Senate in less than a month. Somehow, the words Military Creation Act couldn't filter through the whimsical song that Ryoo and Pooja were then making up about R2-D2.
'Too close,' Owen remarked gravely to Cliegg, the two of them walking the perimeter of the moisture farm, checking the security. The call of a bantha, the large and shaggy beasts often ridden by Tuskens, had interrupted their conversation.
They both knew it was unlikely that a bantha would be roaming wild about this region, for there was little grazing area anywhere near the desolate moisture farm. But they had heard the call, and could identify it without doubt, and they suspected that potential enemies were near.
'What is driving them so close to the farms?' Owen asked.
'It's been too long since we've organized anything against them,' Cliegg replied gruffly. 'We let the beasts run free, and they're forgetting the lessons we taught them in the past.' He looked hard at Owen's skeptical expression. 'You have to go out there and teach the Tuskens their manners every now and again.'
Owen just stood there, having no response.
'See how long it's been?' Cliegg said with a snort. 'You don't even remember the last time we went out and chased off the Tuskens! There's the problem, right there!'
The bantha lowed again.
Cliegg gave a growl in the general direction of the sound, waved his hand, and walked off toward the house. 'You keep Beru close for a bit,' he instructed. 'The both of you stay within the perimeter, and keep a blaster at your side.'
