friends with several of the Hospital Board, and made it clear that she would unleash all manner of legal demons if anyone even
'I want you well,' she instructed Tammy during one of her first visits after Tammy had been released from the ICU. 'I have a list of dinner parties lined up for the two of us that will take every weekend for the next year, at least. Shirley MacLaine called me; claimed she'd had a vision of Todd passing over, wearing a powder-blue suit. I didn't like to spoil the poor old biddy's illusions so I told her that was
'Jeans and a hard-on,' Tammy replied. 'He'd torn up his T-shirt for bandages.' Her voice was still weak, but some of its old music was starting to come back, day by day.
'Well, I'll leave you to tell her that. And then there's all these friends of Todd's who want to meet you—'
'Why?'
'Because I told them about what an extraordinary woman you are,' Maxine said. 'So you'd better start to get seriously well. As soon as you're ready to be moved I want you to come down and stay with me in Malibu.'
'That'd be too much trouble for you.'
'That's exactly what I need right now,' Maxine replied, without irony. 'Too much trouble. The moment I stop to think ... that's when things get out of hand.'
Luckily, Tammy didn't have that problem. In addition to the heavy doses of painkillers she was still being given, she was getting some mild tranquilizers. Her thoughts were dreamy, most of the time; nothing seemed quite real.
'You're a very resilient woman,' her doctor, an intense, prematurely-bald young fellow called Martin Zondel, observed one morning, while scanning Tammy's chart. 'It usually takes people twice as long as it's taking you to bounce back from these kinds of injuries.'
'Am I bouncing? I don't feel like I'm bouncing.'
'Well perhaps
It was a period of firsts. The first trip out of bed, as far as the window. The first trip out of bed, as far as the door. The first trip out of bed as far as the en suite bathroom. The first trip outside, even if it was just to look at the construction workers on the adjacent lot, putting up the new research block for the hospital. Maxine and Tammy ogled the men for a while.
'I should have married a blue-collar worker,' Maxine said when they got back inside. 'Hamburgers, beer and a good fuck on a Saturday night. I always overcomplicated things.'
'Arnie's blue-collar. And he was a terrible lover.'
'Oh yes, Arnie. It's time we talked about Arnie.'
'What about him?'
'Well for one thing, he's a louse.'
'Tell me something I don't know. What's he been up to?'
'Are you ready for this? He's been selling your life-story.'
'Who to?'
'I hope you said no.'
'No. I just said I'd talk to you about it. Honestly, Tammy, there's a little window of opportunity in here when you could make some serious money.'
'Selling my life-story? I don't think so. I don't have one to sell!'
'That's not what these dodos think. Look at these.'
Maxine went into her bag, brought out a sheaf of magazines and laid them on the bed. The usual suspects:
There were pictures accompanying all the articles, of course: mostly of Todd, occasionally of Maxine and Gary Eppstadt, and even—in the case of
'I was of two minds whether to show you all this,' Maxine said. 'At least yet. I realize it probably makes your blood boil.'
'How can they write such things? They're just making it up . . .'
'There were worse, believe me. Not about you. But there's a piece about me I've got my lawyers onto, and two pieces about Burrows—'
'Oh, really?'
'One of them was a very long list of his . . . how shall I put this? His 'less than successful' clients.'
'So Todd wasn't the first?'
'Apparently not. Burrows was just very good at buying people's silence. I guess nobody really wants to talk about their unsuccessful ass-lifts, now do they?'
Maxine gathered all the magazines up and put them into the drawer of the bedside table. 'That's actually put some color back into your cheeks.'
'It's indignation,' Tammy said. 'It's fine to read all that nonsense in the supermarket line. But when it's about you, it's different.'
'So shall I not bring any more of them in?'
'No, you can bring 'em in. I want to see what people are saying about me. Where are the magazines getting my photographs from? That one of me looking like a three-hundred-pound beet—'
Maxine laughed out loud. 'You're being a
'Yes. It was Arnie. It was taken last summer.'
'He's probably gone through all your family photographs. But look, don't get stirred up. He's no better or worse than a thousand others. Believe me, I've seen this happen over and over. When there's a little money to be made—a few hundred bucks even—people come up with all these excuses to justify what they're doing with other people's privacy.
'That's not what Arnie thought,' Tammy said. 'He just said to himself:
There was no laughter now; just bitterness, deep and bleak.
'I'm sorry,' Maxine said. 'I really shouldn't have brought them in.'
'Yes, you should. And please, don't apologize. I'm not really all that surprised. What are they saying about you ... if you don't mind me asking?'
Maxine exhaled a ragged sigh: 'She was exploitative, manipulative, never did anything for Todd except for her own profit. That kind of stuff.'