her belly, and I remembered her proud days at sea and the wind whipping through her seal-hide rigging and the crash as we had rammed a Danish boat.
Now, like me, Heahengel had been left to decay, and sometimes I dreamed of repairing her, of finding new rigging and a new sail, of finding men and taking her long hull to sea. I wanted to be anywhere but where I was, I wanted to be with the Danes, and every time I said that Mildrith would weep again. 'You can't make me live among the Danes!'
'Why not? I did.'
'They're pagans! My son won't grow up a pagan!'
'He's my son too,' I said, 'and he will worship the gods I worship.' There would be more tears then, and I would storm out of the house and take the hounds up to the high woods and wonder why love soured like milk. After Cynuit I had so wanted to see Mildrith, yet now I could not abide her misery and piety and she could not endure my anger. All she wanted me to do was till my fields, milk my cows and gather my harvest to pay the great debt she had brought me in marriage. That debt came from a pledge made by Mildrith's father, a pledge to give the church the yield of almost half his land. That pledge was for all time, binding on his heirs, but Danish raids and bad harvests had ruined him. Yet the church, venomous as serpents, still insisted that the debt be paid, and said that if I could not pay then our land would be taken by monks, and every time I went to Exanceaster I could sense the priests and monks watching me and enjoying the prospect of their enrichment. Exanceaster was English again, for Guthrum had handed over the hostages and gone north so that peace of a sort had come to Wessex.
The fyrds, the armies of each shire, had been disbanded and sent back to their farms. Psalms were being sung in all the churches and Alfred, to mark his victory, was sending gifts to every monastery and nunnery. Odda the Younger, who was being celebrated as the champion of Wessex, had been given all the land about the place where the battle had been fought at Cynuit and he had ordered a church to be built there, and it was rumoured that the church would have an altar of gold as thanks to God for allowing Wessex to survive.
Though how long would it survive? Guthrum lived and I did not share the Christian belief that God had sent Wessex peace. Nor was I the only one, for in midsummer Alfred returned to Exanceaster where he summoned his Witan, a council of the kingdom's leading thegns and churchmen, and Wulfhere of Wiltunscir was one of the men summoned and I went into the city one evening and was told the ealdorman and his followers had lodgings in The Swan, a tavern by the east gate. He was not there, but ?thelwold, Alfred's nephew, was doing his best to drain the tavern of ale. 'Don't tell me the bastard summoned you to the Witan?' he greeted me sourly. The 'bastard' was Alfred who had snatched the throne from the young ?thelwold.
'No,' I said. 'I came to see Wulfhere.'
'The ealdorman is in church,' ?thelwold said, 'and I am not.' He grinned and waved to the bench opposite him. 'Sit and drink. Get drunk. Then we'll find two girls. Three, if you like. Four, if you want?'
'You forget I'm married,' I said.
'As if that ever stopped anyone.'
I sat and one of the maids brought me ale. 'Are you in the Witan?' I asked ?thelwold.
'What do you think? You think that bastard wants my advice? 'Lord king,' I'd say, 'why don't you jump off a high cliff and pray that God gives you wings.”’ He pushed a plate of pork ribs towards me.
'I'm here so they can keep an eye on me. They're making sure I'm not plotting treason.'
'Are you?'
'Of course I am.' He grinned. 'Are you going to join me? You do owe me a favour.'
'You want my sword at your service?' I asked.
'Yes.' He was serious.
'So it's you and me,' I said, 'against all Wessex. Who else will fight with us?'
He frowned, thinking, but came up with no names. He stared down at the table and I felt sorry for him. I had always liked ?thelwold, but no one would ever trust him for he was as careless as he was irresponsible. Alfred, I thought, had judged him right. Let him be free and he would drink and whore himself into irrelevance.
'What I should do,' he said, 'is go and join Guthrum.'
'Why don't you?'
He looked up at me, but had no answer. Maybe he knew the answer, that Guthrum would welcome him, honour him, use him and eventually kill him. But maybe that was a better prospect than his present life. He shrugged and leaned back, pushing hair off his face. He was a startlingly handsome young man, and that too distracted him, for girls were attracted to him like priests to gold.
'What Wulfhere thinks,' he said, his voice slurring slightly, 'is that Guthrum is going to come and kill us all.'
'Probably,' I said.
'And if my uncle dies,' he said, not bothering to lower his voice even though there were a score of men in the tavern, 'his son is much too young to be king.'
'True.'
'So it'll be my turn!' He smiled.
'Or Guthrum's turn,' I said.
'So drink, my friend,' he said, 'because we're all in the cesspit.'
He grinned at me, his charm suddenly evident. 'So if you won't fight for me,' he asked, 'how do you propose to pay back the favour?'
'How would you like it paid?'
'You could kill Abbot Hewald? Very nastily? Slowly?'
'I could do that,' I said. Hewald was abbot at Winburnan and famous for the harshness with which he taught boys to read.
