seduced me didn't want to, made me come, went home, never saw him againnever wanted to… ''He couldn't get it up but loved me,' 'A clean old man.' 'He made sure Icame first'This the crowd most surprised proud at ceremonial place of honor —Then poets & musicians — college boys' grunge bands — age-old rock starBeatles,faithful guitar accompanists, gay classical conductors, unknown high Jazzmusic composers, funky trumpeters, bowed bass & french horn blackgeniuses, folksinger fiddlers with dobro tamborine harmonica mandolinautoharp pennywhistles & kazoosNext, artist Italian romantic realists schooled in mystic 60's India, LatefauveTuscan painter-poets, Classicdraftsman Massachusets surreal jackanapeswith continental wives, poverty sketchbook gesso oil watercolor masters fromAmerican provincesThen highschool teachers, lonely Irish librarians, delicate bibliophiles,sex liberation troops nayarmies, ladies of either sex'I met him dozens of times he never remembered my name I loved him anyway,true artist''Nervous breakdown after menopause, his poetry humor saved me from suicidehospitals''Charmant, genius with modest manners, washed sink, dishes my studio guest aweekin Budapest'Thousands of readers, 'Howl changed my life in Libertyville Illinois''I saw him read Montclair State Teachers College decided be a poet- ''He turned me on, I started with garage rock sang my songs in Kansas City''Kaddish made me weep for myself & father alive in Nevada City''Father Death comforted me when my sister died Boston l982''I read what he said in a newsmagazine, blew my mind, realized others likeme out there'Deaf & Dumb bards with hand signing quick brilliant gesturesThen Journalists, editors's secretaries, agents, portraitists & photographyaficionados, rock critics, cultured laborors, cultural historians come towitness the historic funeralSuper-fans, poetasters, aging Beatnicks & Deadheads, autograph-hunters,distinguished paparazzi, intelligent gawkersEveryone knew they were part of 'History' except the deceasedwho never knew exactly what was happening even when I was alive