measured fashion.
And thus he did. I learned that he had come to me directly from a violent confrontation with a man named Mage, a Negro who had once been among my holdings. I remembered the troublesome rascal well enough. John told me he’d had an altercation with Mage in the cane fields the day before. The Negro had threatened to kill him, and in consequence Barnett had fired Mage off his land. But then just this morning, as John had been riding toward home on the Sumpter Road, he came upon Mage at the bend in the road where the creek abuts a cotton wood grove, a point some seven miles from my home.
When Mage caught sight of John, he became enraged and began to curse him vehemently. John told him he wanted no further trouble with him and wished only to pass by and continue on his way. But Mage raised his big walking stick with both hands like a club and advanced upon him, still cursing vilely. John tried to rein his horse around him, but Mage lunged with the stick and struck the horse on the hindquarters, making it rear in fright.
“When he hit Paint,” John said, “I shot him.”
“Good Lord, John!” I said. “Is he killed?”
“He wasn’t when I left him,” he said, “but he wasn’t looking any too spry, either. Far as I know, he’s still laying back there in the road.”
The revelation that Mage was not dead came as some small comfort, and I asked about the severity of his wound.
“Well, sir,” John said, “it’s not just one wound, it’s four.” He hastily explained that Mage had not fallen on receiving the first ball in the stomach, but had only become more furious and intent on his attack. “I couldn’t believe how he kept right on coming,” John said. “So I shot him again—in the chest this time—and he took a step back—but be damn if he didn’t come at me
We hastened to the stable and I directed my foreman Paul to saddle our horses and bring his shotgun. The sun was nearly overhead when we arrived at the cottonwood bend, yet the soft breeze carried a distinct chill. Mage had dragged himself to the creek and was dipping water with his hand. As soon as he saw us he began cursing loudly. My viscera stirred at the sight of his wounds—they were raw and gaping and pulsing with blood. The instant I saw those wounds, I knew he was dying and could not be helped. It defied belief that he was still alive.
“That sonbitch shoot me down like a dog!” he said in a thick voice. “Come right up and shoot me. He murder me! He murder a unarmed man!”
John said, “You attacked me and wouldn’t take warning to leave off. You gave me no choice.”
“Liar!” Mage shouted hoarsely. “White trash murdering liar, you!” His fury prompted him to cough up a gout of bright blood, and my stomach twisted sickly.
John dismounted and drew his pistol and stepped closer to Mage. He aimed it squarely at his face and cocked the hammer.
“Do it,” Paul urged him. “Do it, boy.”
“Sure,” Mage said, looking up at John with blood dripping off his chin. “Go ahead on and murder me some more.”
I do not like to think that he would have pulled the trigger on Mage in cold blood. I prefer to believe he was simply gesturing. And yet I couldn’t keep from calling out sharply, “No, John!”
He looked at me without expression. “Do you want to swing on a Yankee rope for killing such a worthless creature?” I said. “Put up your pistol.”
And he did. I heard Paul swear softly in disappointment, and I instructed him to go back to the farm and get a wagon and two field hands to load Mage onto it. They would then take him to the Negro settlement near Moscow and leave him to his people to tend him the best they could.
As Paul rode away, I told John I believed Mage was going to die. “The Union troops will come looking for you,” I said. I advised him to go directly to his father and tell him what had happened. I gave him a twenty-dollar gold piece in case he got cut off by the Yankees and was forced to take refuge in strange towns.
For a moment he once again looked like the fifteen-year-old boy he was. Then his aspect assumed an air of resolve. He mounted up, tugged his hat low on his brow, reached down to shake my hand, and spurred off toward Trinity County.
Two days later Mage was dead, and John Wesley Hardin was a wanted man.
I was chopping stove wood early one morning when the weather had already turned chilly enough to show your breath, and I looked out across the meadow and saw a rider come out of the heavy pine. The farmhouse was on good high ground and you could see a ways over the trees along the creek that cut through the meadow. Wasn’t often we had visitors, set so far off the trace as we were. What’s more, this fella was acting cautious as a cat. He stepped his paint pony out of the trees and reined up to take a look all around, staring specially hard off to the east. I couldn’t see a thing out that way but the sun just starting to blaze through the trees. I figured the only thing he could be considering so hard was that anybody wanting to have the advantage on him would likely come from that direction so as to catch him with the sun in his eyes. But I am a cautious man myself, and in those days the countryside was just crawling with all sorts of bad actors left mean and rootless by the War, so I eased over to the door and called low to my old woman to pass me out my shotgun. I checked the loads and set it against the chopping block where I could snatch it up right quick if the need came.
Turned out to be none other than John Wesley, the Reverend’s second boy. I didn’t recognize him till he got up close enough to halloo me. I’d see the elder boy, Joe, fairly often because he was the schoolteacher in Logallis Prairie and lived just a few miles the other side of the big hollow from us, but I hadn’t seen John Wesley in a couple of years, and he’d growed some in that time. He looked to be getting close to six feet high now, and though he was still a rangy thing he’d put on some thickness through the shoulders and had him a good-sized pair of hands. Biggest change, though, was in his face. It wasn’t no boy’s face anymore. One look in his eyes and I knew he was bringing hard news.
He said he had a letter for me from his daddy, but he didn’t hand it over till he’d taken his paint around back to the stable and got it out of sight, which he seemed mighty eager to do. I was raised up to believe it ain’t polite to ask a man his business right out, but if a feller’s putting his horse in your stable and has got a double-barreled shotgun at the ready and keeps taking looks over his shoulder, well, I reckon that gives you some right to be a little forward. So I say to him, “Is it somebody else likely to be coming this way, John Wesley?” And he says, “Could be, Mr. Morgan. I reckon you best read my daddy’s letter now.” And he hands it over.
It was some letter, all right, full of the bad news I’d felt coming on from the minute I got a close-up look at John Wesley’s face. Turns out he’d shot some Nigra dead in Polk County and now the Yankees were after him. The Reverend said he believed it was a clear case of self-defense, just as John Wesley had told him, but he could not believe his boy would get a fair trial, not with the Union army setting the law in Texas. He had no doubt that if the Yankees didn’t shoot John Wesley on sight, the trial they’d give him would be a mockery. He’d likely be hanged, or at the very least packed off to prison for a lot of years. “Not until the courts of Texas are again halls of true and impartial justice,” the Reverend wrote, “will I encourage my son to stand himself before their judgment.”
I knew John Wesley’s trouble must of been paining Reverend Hardin a good deal. From the time John Wesley was born, the Reverend had hoped he would grow up to be a preacher like himself. I heard him say so more than once. He thought the world of his eldest boy, but it was John Wesley who he saw spreading the Gospel. It’s why he named him after the Great Methodist. Now here the boy was, on the run from the law for killing a man.
What the Reverend wanted of me was to put the boy up for a time, till he could arrange for him to live with kin in Navarro County. As out of the way as my place was, he thought there wasn’t much chance the soldiers would come looking for him there. He said Joe would come over every few days to keep us up on things and let us know if any Yankee soldiers had been spotted in our neck of the woods. I got my two boys, Will and Harold, who weren’t but eleven and nine then, to clear out the lean-to I’d added to the back of our dog-run cabin and help John Wesley get himself settled in there. When they heard the Yankees were after him, they looked at him like he was Jeb Stuart himself.
The next day Joe Hardin showed up and said there was a line of families between Sumpter and Logallis
