never willing to own that you were right. My pride in you blinded me, I suppose. I could not bear to dream any fate for you but the greatest. I saw you always leading events, rather than waiting on them. But true greatness lies in the man, not in his actions. Compromise, delay, renunciation—these may be as heroic as conflict. A woman’s vision is so narrow that I did not see this at first. You have always told me that I looked only at one side of the question; but I see the other side now—I see that you were right.”
Odo stood silent. He had followed her with growing wonder. A volte-face so little in keeping with her mental habits immediately struck him as a feint; yet so strangely did it accord with his own secret reluctances that these inclined him to let it pass unquestioned.
Some instinctive loyalty to his past checked the temptation. “I am not sure that I understand you,” he said slowly. “Have you lost faith in the ideas we have worked for?”
She hesitated, and he saw the struggle beneath her surface calmness.
“No, no,” she exclaimed quickly, “I have not lost faith in them—”
“In me, then?”
She smiled with a disarming sadness. “That would be so much simpler!”
she murmured.
“What do you mean, then?” he urged. “We must understand each other.” He paused, and measured his words out slowly. “Do you think it a mistake to proclaim the constitution tomorrow?”
Again her face was full of shadowy contradictions. “I entreat you not to proclaim it tomorrow,” she said in a low voice.
Odo felt the blood drum in his ears. Was not this the word for which he had waited? But still some deeper instinct held him back, warning him, as it seemed, that to fall below his purpose at such a juncture was the only measurable failure. He must know more before he yielded, see deeper into her heart and his; and each moment brought the clearer conviction that there was more to know and see.
“This is unlike you, Fulvia,” he said. “You cannot make such a request on impulse. You must have a reason.”
She smiled. “You told me once that a woman’s reasons are only impulses in men’s clothes.”
But he was not to be diverted by this thrust. “I shall think so now,” he said, “unless you can give me some better account of yours!”
She was silent, and he pressed on with a persistency for which he himself could hardly account: “You must have a reason for this request.”
“I have one,” she said, dropping her attempts at evasion.
“And it is—?”
She paused again, with a look of appeal against which he had to stiffen himself.
“I do not believe the time has come,” she said at length.
“You think the people are not ready for the constitution?”
She answered with an effort: “I think the people are not ready for it.”
He fell silent, and they sat facing each other, but with eyes apart.
“You have received this impression from Gamba, from Andreoni—from the members of our party?” he asked.
She made no reply.
“Remember, Fulvia,” he went on almost sternly, “that this is the end for which we have worked together all these years—the end for which we renounced each other and went forth in our youth, you to exile and I to an unwilling sovereignty. It was because we loved this cause better than ourselves that we had strength to give up for it our personal hopes of happiness. If we betray the cause from any merely personal motive we shall have fallen below our earlier selves.” He waited again, but she was still silent. “Can you swear to me,” he went on, “that no such motive influences you now? That you honestly believe we have been deceived and mistaken? That our years of faith and labour have been wasted, and that, if mankind is to be helped, it is to be in other ways and by other efforts than ours?”
He stood before her accusingly, almost, the passion of the long fight surging up in him as he felt the weapon drop from his hand.
Fulvia had sat motionless under his appeal; but as he paused she rose with an impulsive gesture. “Oh, why do you torment me with questions?”
she cried, half-sobbing. “I venture to counsel a delay, and you arraign me as though I stood at the day of judgment!”
“It IS our day of judgment,” he retorted. “It is the day on which life confronts us with our own actions, and we must justify them or own ourselves deluded.” He went up to her and caught her hands entreatingly.
“Fulvia,” he said, “I too have doubted, wavered—and if you will give me one honest reason that is worthy of us both—”
She broke from him to hide her weeping. “Reasons! reasons!” she stammered. “What does the heart know of reasons? I ask a favour—the first I ever asked of you—and you answer it by haggling with me for reasons!”
Something in her voice and gesture was like a lightning-flash over a dark landscape. In an instant he saw the pit at his feet.
“Some one has been with you. Those words were not yours,” he cried.
She rallied instantly. “That is a pretext for not heeding them!” she returned.
The lightning glared again. He stepped close and faced her.
