his uncle said. “Not really. Hyacinthe?”
“Monsieur?”
“What’s for lunch today?”
“How is it?”
“Not too bad.”
“I think I’ll have some. Nicholas?”
Morath shook his head. He placed a small packet on the table. The size of a hand, it was wrapped in very old, yellowed muslin, perhaps a piece cut from a curtain a long time ago. He unfolded the fabric, revealing a silver cross on a faded ribbon, black and gold, the colors of Austria-Hungary. “This he sent to you.”
Polanyi sighed. “Sandor,” he said, as though the coachman could hear him. He picked up the medal, let it lie flat on his open hand. “A Silver Cross of Valor. You know, Nicholas, I’m honored, but this is worth something.”
Morath nodded. “I offered it to the daughter, with your kindest sympathies, but she wouldn’t hear of it.”
“No. Of course not.”
“When is it from?”
Polanyi thought for a time. “The late eighties, as near as I can work it out. A Serbian rising, down in the Banat. Sandor was a sergeant, in the regiment raised in Pozsony. It was Pressburg then.”
“Bratislava, now.”
“The same place, before they gave it to the Slovaks. Anyhow, he used to talk about it, now and then. The Serbs gave them a hard time, they had snipers up in the caves, on the hillsides. Sandor’s company spent a week dealing with that-some villages had to be burnt down-and he got the cross.”
“He wanted you to have it.”
Polanyi nodded that he understood. “Is anything left, up there?”
“Not much. They stripped the house, after the border moved. Doorknobs, windows, the good floors, fireplace brick, chimneys, whatever pipe they could get out of the walls. The livestock’s long gone, of course. Some of the vineyard remains. The older fruit trees.”
“
“One day, perhaps, it comes back.”
The group at the next table had been attentive. One pugnacious little man, balding, nostrils flared, the reek of his mildewed room floating over their aperitifs, said
They looked at him.
When the group at the next table had returned, ostentatiously, to minding its own business, Polanyi carefully folded the medal back into its wrapping and put it in the inside pocket of his jacket.
“He spent a long time dying,” Morath said. “Not in pain, and he wasn’t sad-he just had a hardheaded soul, it didn’t want to go.”
From Polanyi, a tender little snort of pleasure as he tasted the veal.
“Also,” Morath went on, “he wanted me to tell you something.”
Polanyi raised his eyebrows.
“It had to do with the death of his grandfather, who was ninety-five, he thought, and who had died in the same bed. The family knew the time had come, they were all gathered around. Suddenly, the old man became agitated and started to talk. Sandor had to lean close in order to hear him. ‘Remember,’ he whispered, ‘life is like licking honey …’ He said it three or four times, and Sandor could tell there was more. At last, he managed-‘licking honey off a thorn.’ “
Polanyi smiled, acknowledging the story. “It’s been twenty years,” he said, “since I saw him. When it was no longer Hungary, I didn’t want anything to do with it, I knew it would be destroyed.” He took a sip of the wine, then more. “You want some, Nicholas? I’ll have them bring a glass.”
“No, thank you.”
“I wouldn’t go up there,” Polanyi said. “That was weak. And I knew it.” He shrugged, forgiving himself.
“He didn’t hold it against you.”
“No, he understood. His family was there?”
“All sorts. Daughters, a son, nieces and nephews, his brother.”
“Ferenc.”
“Yes, Ferenc. They had all the mirrors turned around. One old lady-immense, she cried, she laughed, she cooked me an egg-couldn’t stop talking about it. When the soul leaves, it mustn’t ever be allowed to see itself in the mirror. Because, she said, if it did, it might like looking at itself, and then it would be back, again and again.”
“I don’t think mine would. Did they put out the tub of water?”
“By the door. For death to wash his scythe. Otherwise, he would have to go all the way down to the creek, and somebody else in the house would die within the year.”
Polanyi daintily ate a chunk of bread he’d soaked in the sauce. When he looked up, the waiter was just passing by. “Hyacinthe,
They walked in the Palais Royal gardens after lunch. A dark afternoon, perpetual dusk, Polanyi and Morath like two ghosts in overcoats, moving slowly past the gray branches of the winter parterre.
Polanyi wanted to hear about Austria-he knew that Wehrmacht units were poised on the borders, ready to march in to suppress the “riots” organized by the Austrian Nazis. “If Hitler gets his Anschluss, there will be war in Europe,” he said.
“The trip was a nightmare,” Morath said. A nightmare that began with an absurdity-a fistfight in the corridor of the first-class car between two German harmonica salesmen. “Imagine, two stout men, both with mustaches, screaming insults at each other and flailing away with their little white fists. By the time we got them separated, they were bright red. We made them sit down, gave them water. We were afraid one of them would drop dead, and the conductor would have to stop the train and call for the police. Nobody,
“It started in Bucharest, no doubt,” Polanyi said. Roumania, he explained, had been forced to sell its wheat harvest to Germany, and the Reich finance ministry refused to pay in marks. They would only barter. For, exclusively, aspirin, Leica cameras, or harmonicas.
“Well, that was just the beginning,” Morath said. “We were still in western Hungary.” While the train stood in the station in Vienna, a man approximately Morath’s age, pale, trembling, had taken the seat across from him. When the family that occupied the rest of the compartment went off to the dining car, they had started to talk.
The man was a Viennese Jew, an obstetrician. He told Morath that the Jewish communities of Austria had been destroyed in a day and a night. It was, he said, sudden, chaotic, not like Berlin. By which he meant, Morath knew, a certain style of persecution-the slow, meticulous grinding of civil servants.
The mobs had run wild in the city, led by Austrian SS and SA, hauling Jews out of their apartments-identified by the building custodians-and forcing them to scrub the walls free of slogans for Schuschnigg, the elected chancellor, in the plebiscite that Hitler refused to allow. In the wealthy Jewish suburb of Wahring, they made the women put on their fur coats and forced them to clean the streets on their hands and knees, then stood over them and urinated on their heads.
Morath grew worried, the man was coming apart before his eyes. Would he care for a cigarette? No, he didn’t smoke. Perhaps a brandy. Morath offered to go to the dining car and bring it back. The man shook his head-what was the point? “We are finished,” he said. Eight hundred years of Jewish life, ended in one night. At the hospital, an hour before he’d made a run for it, a woman with a newborn child had taken it in her arms and jumped out a window on the top floor. Other patients crawled from their beds and fled into the streets. A young intern said he’d