from Harrisburg Area Community Colege.'
'There's a certain amount of on-the-job training we're
expecting to provide.'
I'd spent enough time around people who couldn't stand
silence to understand how powerful it can be. I nodded
instead of speaking, even to murmur what could be
construed as consent. Vivian looked at Paul, but he and I
had already established our lack of need for speech to
communicate.
She cleared her throat to draw his attention and then
drank, at last, from her mug. 'Paul has spoken so highly of
you, Paige, and your background can only help you. This
is a great opportunity.'
'Could you explain why?'
Her lips parted, and she drank again instead of answering
me right away. When she put the mug down on Paul's
desk the sloshing from inside had lessened considerably.
She looked at him again with her brow furrowed. Clearly,
the fact I wasn't jumping up and down for joy to leave
behind my dreary life as a secretary for the bright, shiny
world of junior whatever-thefuck confused her.
'You'd be salaried, not hourly,' she said. 'And of course, there'd be more responsibility.'
I kept my eyes on Paul. 'I have plenty of responsibility.'
We al laughed, though she didn't sound amused. She
drank again and her mug rattled with the unmistakable
sound of emptiness. She put the cup down with a final-
sounding thud.
'This would be different,' she said flatly.
The men I knew were more often insensitive rather than
purposefuly cruel, obtuse rather than inattentive. Paul was
more in tune than most and, smile fading, he turned to her.
I wondered if he'd only just now figured out her real
reasons for wanting me out of his office.
The silence went on long enough to make it officialy
awkward. Then Vivian stood. 'Excuse me a minute.'
awkward. Then Vivian stood. 'Excuse me a minute.'
I was surprised she'd lasted as long as she had. My
kidneys would have been floating. Neither of us said
anything as she went into Paul's bathroom and closed the
door firmly behind her.
He turned to stare at me. 'Paige.'
'Let me just get something straight, Paul. This isn't even an
interview for the new position. I'm interviewing for an
Paul hesitated, then nodded. 'Yes.'
Back straight, chin lifted, I sat back in my chair and
recrossed my legs. From the bathroom I heard the sound
of running water. I kept my expression neutral, though I
had no doubt he could tel my mood even through the