‘There’s nobody else I can trust.’
I talked to Jack Kiley about it later; we were sitting in the Starbucks across the street, sunshine doing its wan best to shine through the clouds.
‘What do you know about these types?’ Jack asked. ‘This new bunch of cocaine cowboys from over the old Irish Sea?’
‘Sod all,’ I said.
‘Well, let me give you a bit of background. Ireland has the third-highest cocaine use in Europe and there’s fifteen or twenty gangs and upwards beating the bollocks off one another to supply it. Some of them, the more established, have got links with the IRA, or did have, but it’s the newer boys that take the pippin. Use the stuff themselves, jack up an Uzi or two and go shooting; a dozen murders in Dublin so far this year and most of the leaves still on the fucking trees.’
‘That’s Dublin,’ I said.
Jack cracked a smile. ‘And you think this old flame of yours’ll be safe here in Belsize Park or back home in Amsterdam?’
I shrugged. I didn’t know what to bloody think.
He leaned closer. ‘Just a few months back, a drug smuggler from Cork got into a thing with one of the Dublin gangs — a disagreement about some shipment bought and paid for. He thought he’d lay low till it blew over. Took a false name and passport and holed up in an apartment in the Algarve. They found his body in the freezer. Minus the head. Rumour is whoever carried out the contract on him had it shipped back as proof.’
Something was burning deep in my gut and I didn’t think a couple of antacid tablets was going to set it right.
‘You want my advice, Jimmy?’ he said, and gave it anyway. ‘Steer clear. Either that or get in touch with some of your old pals in the Met. Let them handle it.’
Do that, I thought, and there’s no way of keeping Anna out of it; somehow I didn’t fancy seeing her next when she was locked away on remand.
‘I don’t suppose you fancy giving a hand?’ I said.
Jack was still laughing as he crossed the street back towards his office.
At least I didn’t have to travel far, just a couple of stops on the Northern Line. Anna had told me where to find them and given me their names. There was some kind of ceilidh band playing in the main bar, the sound of the bodhran tracing my footsteps up the stairs. And, yes, my hip did ache.
The Sweeney brothers were sitting at either end of a leather sofa that had seen better days, and Chris Boyle was standing with his back to a barred window facing down on to the street. Hip-hop was playing from a portable stereo at one side of the room, almost drowning out the traditional music from below. No one could accuse these boys of not keeping up with the times.
There was an almost full bottle of Bushmill’s and some glasses on the desk, but I didn’t think anyone was about to ask me if I wanted a drink.
One of the Sweeneys giggled when I stepped into the room and I could see the chemical glow in his eyes.
‘What the fuck you doin’ here, old man?’ the other one said. ‘You should be tucked up in the old folks’ home with your fuckin’ Ovaltine.’
‘Two minutes,’ Chris Boyle said. ‘Say what you have to fuckin’ say then get out.’
‘Supposin’ we let you,’ one of the brothers said and giggled some more. Neither of them looked a whole lot more than nineteen, twenty tops. Boyle was closer to thirty, nearing pensionable age where that crew was concerned. According to Jack, there was a rumour he wore a catheter bag on account of getting shot in the kidneys coming out from the rugby at Lansdowne Road.
‘First,’ I said, ‘Anna knew nothing about either the doctoring of the shipment, nor the fact it was intercepted. You have to believe that.’
Boyle stared back at me, hard-faced.
One of the Sweeneys laughed.
‘Second, though she was in no way responsible, as a gesture of good faith, she’s willing to hand over a quantity of cocaine, guaranteed at least eighty per cent pure, the amount equal to the original shipment. After that it’s all quits, an even playing field, business as before.’
Boyle glanced across at the sofa then nodded agreement.
‘We pick the point and time of delivery,’ I said. ‘Two days’ time. I’ll need a number on which I can reach you.’
Boyle wrote his mobile number on a scrap of paper and passed it across. ‘Now get the fuck out,’ he said.
Down below, someone was playing a penny whistle, high-pitched and shrill. I could feel my pulse racing haphazardly and when I managed to get myself across the street, I had to take a grip on a railing and hold fast until my legs had stopped shaking.
When Jack learned I was going through with it, he offered to lend me a gun, a Smith amp; Wesson. 38, but I declined. There was more chance of shooting myself in the foot than anything else.
I met Anna in the parking area behind Jack’s office, barely light enough to make out the colour of her eyes. The cocaine was bubble-wrapped inside a blue canvas bag.
‘You always were good to me, Jimmy,’ she said, and reaching up, she kissed me on the mouth. ‘Will I see you afterwards?’
‘No,’ I said. ‘No, I don’t think so.’
The shadows swallowed her as she walked towards the taxi waiting out on the street. I dropped the bag down beside the rear seat of the car, waited several minutes, then slipped the engine into gear.
The place I’d chosen was on Hampstead Heath, a makeshift soccer pitch shielded by lines of trees, a ramshackle wooden building off to one side, open to the weather; sometimes pick-up teams used it to get changed, or kids huddled there to feel one another up, smoke spliffs or sniff glue.
When Patrick, Val and I had been kids ourselves there was a body found close by, someone murdered and left, and the place took on a kind of awe for us, murder in those days being something more rare.
I’d left my car by a mansion block on Heath Road and walked in along a partly overgrown track. The moon was playing fast and loose with the clouds and the stars seemed almost as distant as they were. An earlier shower of rain had made the surface a little slippy and mud clung to the soles of my shoes. There was movement, low in the undergrowth to my right-hand side, and, for a moment, my heart stopped as an owl broke with a fell swoop through the trees above my head.
A dog barked and then was still.
I stepped off the path and into the clearing, the weight of the bag real in my left hand. I was perhaps a third of the way across the pitch before I saw them, three or four shapes massed near the hut at the far side and separating as I drew closer, fanning out. Four of them, faces unclear, but Boyle, I thought, at the centre, the Sweeneys to one side of him, another I didn’t recognise hanging back. Behind them, behind the hut, the trees were broad and tall and close together, beeches I seemed to remember Val telling me once when I’d claimed them as oaks. ‘Beeches, for God’s sake,’ he’d said, laughing in that soft way of his. ‘You, Jimmy, you don’t know your arse from your elbow, it’s a fact.’
I stopped fifteen feet away and Boyle took a step forward. ‘You came alone,’ he said.
‘That was the deal.’
‘He’s stupider than I fuckin’ thought,’ said one or other of the Sweeneys and laughed a girlish little laugh.
‘The stuff’s all there?’ Boyle said, nodding towards the bag.
I walked a few more paces towards him, set the bag on the ground, and stepped back.
Boyle angled his head towards the Sweeneys and one of them went to the bag and pulled it open, slipping a knife from his pocket as he did so; he slit open the package, and, standing straight again, tasted the drug from the blade.
