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reformed since then. Don't forget, we're not a dry Battery...'

'I know, you're a wet cell.'

No point in staying any longer. Harvey Finn walked around the big room, straightening a harness, patting a wheel-rim. He had the look of a housekeeper fussing about her parlor. Mary got a strong whiff of the feeling the members of the Battery had for their gear. It was an affectionate pride, a boyish pleasure in anything noisy and slightly dangerous. They were an easygoing unmilitaristic outfit that liked to have fun on the boys' night out.

Homer drove Harvey Finn home and then Jimmy Flower. Jimmy lived on Lexington Road in a tidy little house that had ice-cream-scoop hedges around the front porch. Isabelle Flower invited Mary and Homer in for coffee. She gushed over Homer and gave him a big squeeze around the stomach, which was all she could reach. 'Boy, Homer,' she said, 'are you my type! I'll bet you make hay with all the girls. Say, wouldn't we make a cute couple?'

'And here it is, spring, and all,' said Homer.

'How do the girls keep their hands off you?'

'They don't seem to find it difficult.'

'For gosh sakes, Isabelle,' said Jimmy. 'Lay off of Homer.'

*37*

One need not be a chamber to be haunted,

One need not be a house;

The brain has corridors surpassing

Material place...

Far safer through an Abbey gallop,

The stones achase,

Than, moonless, one's own self encounter

In lonesome place. —Emily Dickinson

'This isn't the way to my house,' said Mary. Homer's car was turning up Bedford Street.

'Oh, come on. How would you like to go for a spooky walk in Sleepy Hollow cemetery? We'll just walk up to Authors' Ridge and pay our respects to the immortals. Come on.'

The street lights were propagating rectilinearly, making straight paths through the mist. The elm trees had leafed out, and the shadows under them were black and huge. Homer waved his large hand overhead. 'Thoreau called them chandeliers of darkness, when he walked under them of a summer night.'

Mary looked at him sideways. He had almost sounded... Was he giving way at last to the spell of those old dead words, made alive again in Concord's elms and rivers and fields? But it couldn't be. Not the man who had condescended to Emerson and trampled on Margaret Fuller. No.

It took them fifteen minutes of fumbling along the misty paths with the help of a flashlight before they stumbled on the steep rise of Authors' Ridge. They climbed to the top and looked around.

'Look,' said Mary. 'That's Bronson Alcott's stone, the fancy one. And this little marker is Louisa's.' They stood a minute looking down at it. Then Homer moved away, groping for the iron chain around Emerson's big piece of quartz. Mary knelt down and touched the simple marker that said L.M.A. She thought of Louisa's bust in the library, with the gentle plaster face and the heavy chin and the enormous coil of plaster hair hanging over the collar in back. Then she thought of the rows of dead, lying side by side beneath her feet—Louisa and her sisters, her mother. Was their hair still growing and growing in the grave—their long, long hair?

Mary struggled to her feet, and looked around in the dark. She began to feel panic-stricken. Oh, now look here. Don't be idiotic. But—where was Homer? If he didn't come back soon, she would be compelled to call out for him, and she was determined not to do that. Mary stood still, trying not to tremble, trembling all the same. She could hear his steps crunching on the gravel, off to the right. But he had gone to the left, to see Emerson's grave. Suddenly Homer took her hand, and she jumped spasmodically, jerking her hand away.

'Mary,' he said huskily.

Mary began to babble. She had just had an extraordinary idea. 'What day did you say it was?'

'What? I don't know, for heaven's sake. It's May sixth.'

'That's what I thought you said, that's what I thought. Homer, do you know what today is?'

'Darned if I know. Your birthday? Happy birthday.'

'No, no, not mine, it's Henry Thoreau's birthday. I mean it's the anniversary of his death. He died a hundred years ago today, in that house on Main Street. I knew that, and then I forgot. They're having a big celebration in New York at the Morgan Library.'

'Well then, all the more reason for paying Henry a call. So it is—so it is—well, well. A hundred years since he lay there in the front room, dying of TB and failure of the legs, with spring breaking forth outside his window ... And somebody (who was it?) asked him if he had made his peace with God. 'We have never quarreled,' says Henry. I like that.'

'Wait, wait,' said Mary. 'Listen!' There was that crunching sound on the gravel again. 'It's over there where Henry is buried. Homer, he's walking.'

'Good God, girl, what's the matter with you? I'll know better than to take you into a cemetery at midnight any more.' He stopped, then, and listened. 'Hey, you're right. There is somebody over there.'

The crunching sound grew more audible. Grate, grate, grate. Then it stopped. There was a swollen piece of fog hanging over Thoreau's grave. (Like a winding sheet—or a cocoon about to loose some great shadowy moth— and the moth would flutter its huge grey wings and then blunder against Mary's cheek and grapple in her long hair.) She shuddered violently, and struggled to master herself. But then out of the fog there came a voice, and Mary was suddenly calm and still, listening. The voice had a low sepulchral hollowness, as though it came from some body that had gently laid aside its coffin lid like the newly risen dead. 'Know all men by these presents, that I, Henry Thoreau...' It broke off. Homer gripped Mary's arm. But her fear had turned to a weird longing. She felt an intense desire to walk forward, rend the mist and find Thoreau inside it, reborn, alive, clothed in flesh, his eyes upon her— those great, burning eyes! The voice began again, more loudly this time, more firmly.

'Those who call themselves Abolitionists should not wait till they constitute a majority of one. It is enough if they have God on their side. Any man more right than his neighbors constitutes a majority of one already.'

The voice stopped again. Homer recognized the statement: it was a fragment of Homer's essay Civil Disobedience. He remembered some of it himself, and he spoke up cheerfully. 'Under a government which imprisons any unjustly, the true place for a just man is also a prison.' He lifted up his flashlight and switched it on, pointing it at the chrysalis of fog. The fog expelled its contents, and a man stepped forth. It was Howard Swan.

'Is that you, eh, Teddy?' said Howard.

'No,' said Homer. He turned the flashlight up under his face and then turned it momentarily on Mary. 'It's Kelly and Mary Morgan. Well, well, Howard. Happy anniversary.'

Howard Swan scraped the gravel with his foot. 'I had to come,' he said. 'I was sitting at home there, reading Henry's journal, and I got to thinking about him, you know, lying up here alone for a hundred years, and I just had to come over.' He gestured sheepishly with his hand, which had a bunch flowers in it. 'I brought him some wild flowers.'

Homer spoke softly. 'Did you expect to find Teddy Staples here?' He directed his flashlight at Howard's face. Howard looked distressed.

'No, of course not. He's still missing, isn't he? I just though when you spoke up, it might be Teddy. I mean, who else cared enough about Henry's memory to come up here like this, and could quote him, and so on? As a matter of fact, for a minute there, I almost thought you were...' His voice drifted off, and he turned and bent over and laid his flowers in front of the Thoreau family marker.

'Thanks for the compliment,' said Homer. 'We thought same about you.' He turned off his flashlight, and the