look at my feet. I would go barefoot a lot. How my feet bend at the ankles, and checking out my wrists, how they
bend, and I think they're going to do something with my forehead. They don't take my clothes off, they just bend my
head forward a little bit and kind of shield my eyes or tell me to close my eyes now. They do something to my
forehead. I'm not really aware of any discomfort. I think, basically, I trust these guys. They have their hands at the side of my head, pulling my head face up, trying to check it out. They've got my head at an angle and do something to my
forehead. They position my head. They were checking out the top of my head earlier. It's a little bit sore, but it's a very dull ache. Now I don't feel like thinking so much about what he was saying, 'Do you know why we're here.' I'm a little more distracted. I don't think they ever closed the door. It's a small ship. It's probably no larger than this living room. I tell them I want to go back to my frogs and he says, 'We'll be back'. I'm thinking about those green frogs, how they'd jump and what they would look like when they'd leap. They were always so wet, so hard to grab, really
beautiful bodies. And the mist around the bushes, even the swamp water fascinated me, so full of life, ripples and
bubbles and things like that.
There was a long pathway down from the barn into the woods. Nobody ever went down there, just me. I was the only
one who liked to go into those woods. Wore this little blue outfit and the little red T-shirt. Two little metal buckles on my coveralls, on either side, and they had pockets, no waist to speak of. My hair was probably in 2 pigtails. It was
fairly loose, wasn't tightly bound. I was thinking that my hair was somewhat fluffy on the top of my head when they
were looking at the top of my head, when they were checking out my head. I don't have a sense of my hair hanging on
my shoulders at all. It just feels kind of loose at the scalp, like it's frizzy up around my head but not long. I know I
don't have short hair. I know I had pigtails until about 12 or so. Then I think I just go and walk along the railroad
tracks like I set out to do that morning. And then I just put it to the back of my mind, what just happened, that little
guy coming out from behind that tree like in the comics where somebody would pop out from behind a tree, just lean
out, and the other two coming up behind me. I was standing. I had a fallen tree in front of me. Tall, big trees down
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ZetaTalk: First Meeting
there. It was a primordial forest. He said, 'We'll be back.'
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ZetaTalk: Remembering
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Where a visitation is recorded only in the subconscious of the contactee, so that the Awakening can be paced to occur
no faster than the populace in total can tolerate, remembering is on an individual basis. Some contactees remember
immediately, and think they have been aware all along. In fact, this is not what occurs, but rather immediately after the visitation the contactee connects the memory in their subconscious to the conscious. This process is similar to the
physiological process humans use to restore their past after amnesia periods. Essentially, for the conscious, this is like a first time experience, with new memory links established. It feels like daydreaming, and most often occurs in just
that way. The contactee finds himself musing at some point, about aliens or space ships, and then begins to wonder.
They get an interest in the subject, gather books and join groups, and talk intensely to others. All this increases the rate of remembering, as one thing leads to another.
Recalled memories build like that, starting out slowly with only a few memory links established, but then for each new
memory added there are multiple memory links established. Soon the memory of the visitation is well connected to the
conscious. This process is more gradual and gives the contactee a more secure feeling, as during the recall he is usually among friends or with a therapist or in familiar surroundings. The recall can be paced, being suppressed again if the
contactee does not feel ready. Remembering therefore is on an individual basis, and the individual contactee is fully in
control, which is as it should be.
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ZetaTalk: Painful Experiences
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Painful memories are a replay of a painful experience. In many cases the pain is remembered separately from other
emotions such as desire or firm intention to complete a plan. The reason they are separated is that the human mind
determines to void a painful memory by washing over it and dulling the sharp edges everytime it’s remembered.
Psychiatrists will tell you that this is what happens. Someone has a painful experience. At first they block it. Then they remember it, perhaps in the doctor’s office, and there’s much weeping and gnashing of teeth and wailing. This is
called a catharsis or a breakthrough. After that they remember the experience many times, but each time is seems to
have less effect. It lessens. The edges are smoothed. How many women having experienced the extreme pain of
childbirth, remember the birth process and remember that pain? They remember the doctor holding the baby. They
remember the feeling of great joy.
So the painful part is separated from the joyous part because the human mind has structured it that way so it
