were far away, while he was close.
And merciless.
Mustela had given him reason to hope. Perhaps all was not lost. If he could stop the message from reaching Rome, then everything would fall into place, just as it should.
As he was brooding over his thoughts, he wondered whether he shouldn’t have gone out on his own, got into the game personally. Why not defy fate himself, run the risk of dying on a mission fraught with such danger? But he hadn’t gone in the end. He hadn’t saddled his Pannonian steed, black as the cypresses that loomed over his villa. There was no specific reason, just a kind of paralysis. He was so full of bile he was powerless to make any decision, much less take any action. All he could do was pace back and forth like a lion in a cage, in a house whose decorations spoke only of defeat and humiliation.
Among his mementoes was a portrait of Cato, who, after being defeated at Thapsus, took his own life at Utica rather than live under a tyrant. He was portrayed dressed in a toga as he harangued the Senate. Quintilianus had been there, at that session, and he had been able to instruct the artist in such detail about the bearing of that great orator and patriot that the image was incredibly lifelike and very powerful.
Sergius Quintilianus was a superstitious man as well. In a corner of the room, on a carved wooden pedestal, stood a wax statue of Caius Julius Caesar decked out in full triumphal garb, his decorations a testament to his victories over other Romans, his booty for having spilt the blood of his fellow citizens. The statue was pierced by a number of long pins that Quintilianus scalded in the lamp flame before driving into the wax. It felt like sinking iron into flesh.
Now all he had to do was wait until his men intercepted those messengers. He had no doubt about the reason for such haste, even if Mustela had not explicitly confirmed it. The conspirators had finally decided on the day of reckoning. So it would be happening soon, even though the date remained a secret. Caesar’s murder.
Could that be true? The death. . of Caesar!
The thought took root in his turbulent thoughts.
In front of his eyes was a small door that was closed.
Suddenly he got up and opened it. He found himself inside the little domestic sanctuary that he had dedicated to his fallen son, run through from front to back before his father’s eyes on the bloody field of Pharsalus.
He had had a statue crafted, at the base of which was an urn containing the boy’s ashes. Every now and then he entered that place of pain and spent some time there. He felt as though he could speak to his son and hear his voice answering him.
He said aloud, ‘I will go myself this time. I will be the one to avenge you, son. And if I fail, at least I’ll join you in Hades. I’ll have put an end to this unbearable life.’
It had become quite dark. Sergius Quintilianus went to the armoury and donned the armour in which he had fought all his battles. He went to the stable, put a bridle and bit on the black stallion and, having mounted, spurred him on.
After a while he had melted into the night, black as his own grief and hatred.
The Apennine Mountains, the Woodland Inn, 11 March, five p.m.
It was still coming down. Not quite as heavily and without the wind, but the steadily falling flakes continued to thicken the blanket of snow on the ground. In the inn’s courtyard, the servants were shovelling the snow into a pile, trying to clear as much of the paved area as possible. The sentry on guard up on the walkway was struck by a dark figure advancing on horseback, coming towards the station. He called his comrade on guard at the main gate, Baebius Carbo.
‘Hey, someone’s coming!’
‘Who is it?’ asked Carbo.
‘I don’t know. A big, heavy-set man on a fine horse. He’s heading this way. This place is funny all right. Not a living soul for days and days, then two in a row.’
‘All right. I’ll open up.’
Carbo pulled back the gate and the horseman entered.
‘I’m exhausted and hungry,’ he said. ‘Is there anything to eat?’
‘There’s a tavern inside,’ replied Carbo. ‘If you’ve got the money.’
The man nodded. He handed his horse over to a servant with orders to dry him off, cover him with a blanket and give him some hay. He turned to Carbo then.
‘Terrible weather. Must be tough being on guard duty all night.’
‘We’re used to it,’ replied Carbo.
‘Many people come by here?’
‘Depends.’
‘A man of few words, I see.’
‘In my line of work we’re free with our fists, not with our tongues. But inside, if you’re interested, there’s a whore who does the exact opposite,’ replied Carbo.
‘Not tonight, I’m afraid. I’m in a hurry. I’ll get something to eat then. See you later.’
He entered and Carbo watched him until he disappeared behind the door.
The legionary turned to his comrade. ‘That lout asks too many questions for my liking.’
‘He wanted to know if a lot of people had come by. He asked one question. What’s wrong with that?’
‘Well, I say he’s asked one too many.’
The other guard shrugged and went back to his post on the walkway.
The traveller came out an hour later, claimed his horse and went towards the gate. Before mounting, he called out to Carbo, ‘Valiant soldier! Listen, have you seen anything strange out this way lately?’
‘What do you mean?’ asked Carbo, thinking to himself, I was right about this bloke! The centurion would be proud of me.
‘Well, have you seen anyone whose behaviour struck you as being odd? Someone who was journeying in a great hurry, for example.’
Carbo drew his sword and pressed its point to the man’s throat. ‘Stop where you are!’ he shouted. ‘Spread your arms. If you make a move, you’re dead.’
‘What in Hades is wrong with you, you idiot?’
‘One more word, half a word, and I’ll slash you open from top to bottom like a billy goat.’
The man obeyed, snorting, and let himself be searched.
A moment later Carbo triumphantly pulled out a Celtic knife. ‘Look at this!’ he said to his comrade. ‘I told you I didn’t like this bloke and look at this. He’s armed.’
‘A lot of people are armed these days,’ said his friend sceptically.
‘Listen, boy, put down that sword and I’ll explain everything.’
Carbo called up loudly to the other guard, ‘Come down here. We have to interrogate him. This man is suspicious and I’ve been ordered to stop anyone who seems suspicious.’
‘You’ve been ordered? By whom?’ asked the other, but Carbo was unyielding.
‘Get over here, by Hercules!’
The prisoner was held at knifepoint, bound and taken to the guardhouse. Carbo lit a couple of lamps and diligently set about his task.
‘What’s your name?’ he asked.
‘My name is Rufus.’
‘Rufus what?’
‘Just Rufus. Isn’t that enough?’
‘Don’t try and be clever with me. Why were you armed?’
‘Because I’m on a mission for the Information Service. So will you untie me now? I do exactly what you’re doing: I obey orders given to me by the state and this is a matter of the utmost urgency.’
‘Why should I believe you?’
‘Listen, I have to get moving. Wasting a single hour could be fatal. I’ve been racing through the mountains like a madman, trying to gain time, and now you have me trapped here. Hey, if you untie me right now I promise I
