apartment, since it was much closer than Clarence’s property outside of town. Even so, the brief trip seemed to take forever. I kept feeling like we could be attacked again at any moment, but Dimitri continued giving us assurances, while still pushing us at a good pace.
Adrian was surprised to see us at his door. He also looked pretty drunk, but I didn’t care. All I wanted was the security of his four walls.
“What… what’s going on?” he asked, as Dimitri urged Sonya and me inside. Adrian’s eyes looked at each of us, resting longest on me. “Are you okay? What happened?”
Dimitri gave Sonya and me a once-over, double-checking for injuries despite our protests. He reached out and gently held my chin, turning my non-tattooed cheek toward him. “A little scraped,” he said. “Not serious, but you should clean it.” I touched the spot he’d indicated and was astonished to see blood on my fingers. I didn’t even remember getting hurt but supposed it had come from the brick wall.
Sonya had no physical marks but admitted to having a pretty bad headache from where she’d hit the ground.
“What happened?” Adrian asked again.
Dimitri held up the sword he’d retrieved from the scene. “Something a little more serious than a mugging, I think.”
“I’d say so,” said Sonya, sitting on the couch. Her attitude was amazingly calm for what we’d just endured. She touched the back of her head and winced. “Particularly since they called me a creature of evil before you showed up.”
Dimitri arched an eyebrow. “They did?”
I hadn’t moved once I’d reached the living room. I simply stood there with my arms wrapped around myself, feeling numbed. Movement seemed too difficult. Thinking seemed too difficult. As Dimitri examined the sword, however, something caught my eye and made my sluggish brain slowly begin to function again.
Seeing my interest, he held the sword out to me. I took it, careful of the blade, and examined the hilt. It was covered with engravings.
“Do those mean something to you?” he asked.
My mind was still cloudy with fear and adrenaline, but I ignored it and tried to dredge up some facts. “These are old alchemy symbols,” I said. “From the Middle Ages, back when our group was just a bunch of medieval scientists trying to turn lead into gold.”
That was all the history books knew about my society. That, and we’d eventually given up on gold. The organization had later found more sophisticated compounds, including vampire blood. Interacting with vampires had eventually evolved into our current cause, as ancient Alchemists realized the terrible and dark temptations vampires represented. Our cause became a holy one. The chemistry and formulas my society had once worked on for personal gain became the tools needed to hide the existence of vampires, tools we now supplemented with technology.
I tapped the largest symbol, a circle with a dot in the center. “This is actually the symbol for gold. This other one is silver. These four triangle things are the basic elements-earth, air, water, and fire. And these… Mars and Jupiter, which tie into iron and tin. Maybe the sword’s composition?” I frowned and studied the rest of the metal. “No gold or silver actually in it, though. Their symbols can also refer to the sun and moon. Maybe these aren’t physical at all. I don’t know.”
I handed the sword back to Dimitri. Sonya took it from him, studying what I’d pointed out. “So, are you saying this is an Alchemist weapon?”
I shook my head. “Alchemists would never use something like this. Guns are easier. And the symbols are archaic. We use the periodic table now. Easier to write ‘Au’ for gold instead of drawing that sun symbol.”
“Is there any reason these would be on a weapon? Some greater symbolism or meaning?” Dimitri asked.
“Well, again, if you go back, the sun and gold were the most important to the ancient Alchemists. They revolved around this whole idea of light and clarity.” I touched my cheek. “Those things are still important in some ways-it’s why we use this gold ink. Aside from the benefits, the gold marks us as… pure. Sanctified. Part of a holy cause. But on a sword… I don’t know. If whoever did this was going off the same symbolism, then maybe the sword is sanctified.” I thought back to the attackers’ words, about returning to Hell. I grimaced. “Or maybe its owners feel it’s serving some kind of holy duty.”
“Who were these guys anyway?” asked Adrian. “Do you think Jill’s at risk?”
“They knew about vampires. But they were human,” said Dimitri.
“Even I could tell that,” I agreed. “The one was pretty tall, but he was no Moroi.” Admitting our assailants had been human was difficult-and baffling-for me. I’d always believed the Strigoi were evil. That was easy. Even Moroi couldn’t always be trusted, which was why the thought of Moroi assassins coming after Jill didn’t seem that far- fetched. But humans… the people I was supposed to be protecting? That was tough. I’d been attacked by my own kind, the so-called good guys, not the fanged fiends I’d been taught to fear. It was a jolt to my worldview.
Dimitri’s face grew even grimmer. “I’ve never heard of anything like this-mainly because most humans don’t know about Moroi. Aside from the Alchemists.”
I gave him a sharp look. “This had nothing to do with us. I told you, swords aren’t our style. Neither are attacks.”
Sonya set the sword down on the coffee table. “No one’s making accusations about anyone. I assume it’s an issue you’ll both want to bring up to your groups.” Dimitri and I nodded. “Although, I think we’re overlooking a key point here. They were treating me like a Strigoi. A sword’s not the easiest way to kill someone. There’d have to be a reason.”
“It’s the only way a human could kill a Strigoi, too,” I murmured. “Humans can’t charm a silver stake. I suppose they could set you on fire, but that’s not practical in an alley.”
Silence fell as we all mulled this over. At last, Sonya sighed. “I don’t think we’re going to get anywhere tonight, not without talking to others. Do you want me to heal that?”
It took me a moment to realize she was talking to me. I touched my cheek. “No, it’ll heal fast on its own.” That was one of the side effects of the vampire blood in our lily tattoos. “I’ll go clean it before I go.”
I walked to the bathroom as confidently as I could. When I reached it and saw my reflection in the mirror, I lost it. The scrape wasn’t bad, not at all. Mostly, what upset me was what it represented. Sonya had had the blade to her throat, but my life had been in danger too. I had been attacked, and I’d been helpless. I wet a washcloth and tried to bring it to my face, but my hands were shaking too badly.
“Sage?”
Adrian appeared in the doorway, and I quickly tried to blink away the tears that had started to fill my eyes. “Yeah?”
“You okay?”
“Can’t you tell from my aura?”
He didn’t answer but instead took the washcloth from me before I dropped it. “Turn,” he commanded. I did, and he dabbed the scrape with it. With him standing so close to me, I could see that his eyes were bloodshot. I could also smell the alcohol on him. Nonetheless, his hand was steadier than mine. Again, he asked, “You okay?”
“I’m not the one who had a sword to my throat.”
“That’s not the question I asked. Are you hurt anywhere else?”
“No,” I said, looking down. “Just maybe… maybe my pride.”
“Your pride?” He paused to rinse the washcloth. “What does that have to do with anything?”
I looked up but still didn’t meet his eyes. “I can do a lot of things, Adrian. And-at the risk of sounding egotistical-I mean, well, I can do a lot of pretty awesome things that most people can’t.”
There was amusement in his voice. “Don’t I know it. You can change a tire in ten minutes while speaking Greek.”
“Five minutes,” I said. “But when my life’s on the line-when others’ lives are on the line-what good am I? I can’t fight. I was completely helpless out there. Just like when the Strigoi attacked us and Lee. I can only stand and watch and wait for people like Rose and Dimitri to save me. I… I’m like a storybook damsel in distress.”
He finished cleaning my cheek and set the washcloth down. He cupped my face in his hands. “The only thing true about what you just said was the storybook damsel part-and that’s only because you’re pretty enough to be one. Not the distress thing. Everything else you just said was ridiculous. You’re not helpless.”
